
Reyhan chose to return to the apartment, until inside he locked the door and went into the room. He walked very slowly, in view of the atmosphere of the apartment that felt lonely without Elijah on his side.
Reyhan wanted to clean himself with a bath, because it had been two days since he had not taken a bath. Reyhan looked around the room, and his eyes were fixed on a room he had kept secret so far had been opened very wide.
Reyhan entered the room, now he understood why Elijah was so angry with him back then. Elijah saw the room first, before Reyhan explained what Elijah saw.
Reyhan sat on a sofa, where he first touched Elijah. A shadow flashed as Elijah cried begging to be released, but with complete hatred Reyhan did not listen. He did it violently and forcefully. It did not feel Reyhan shed tears, if he remembered the crime he had done to Elijah first.
Reyhan felt the blood that had turned brown, a sign that he was the first to have Elijah. sound sobbing Reyhan when remembering now Elijah is sad because they lost the fruit of their love.
Reyhan ransacked all the neatly arranged stuff here. Reyhan looked at the photo of Elijah and Aldo with an arrow, he walked up to the picture of Elijah and pulled out his arrow. Reyhan took and hugged the photo. It flashed back as he shot an arrow right on the forehead of each photo's face. At that time Reyhan still hated both, because he had to fail to pursue his love that he had longed for Nihan.
Reyhan only realized, when he met with Nihan yesterday, there was no vibration in his heart, not even a sense of tightness or heat when he saw Nihan calling Aldo called Dady or dear. Or when Nihan guides Aldo and calms Reyhan down feeling nothing at all, in his mind at that time hoping that Elijah can also give such attention later.
" I'm sorry Elijah..... I'm sorry I haven't been able to explain this. I love you so much Elijah, love you so much.... " Reyhan sat leaning against the wall below and took a picture of Elijah.
Reyhan ignored someone knocking on the door as well as ringing the house bell repeatedly. Reyhan is like a fool, who has lost hope. Away from Reyhan who is authoritative and looks charismatic. Even now Reyhan is crying increasingly sobbing feeling his chest that feels hot and tight. He wanted to hit himself right now. Why with regret for Paula, he ignored Elijah who had always been loyal to her. And when Elijah chose to go, Reyhan only felt that he was a dust grain that could easily be blown and flew.
Reyhan now felt a deep, outer pain that he now felt. His broken body was found by Aldo, and in his heart that Elijah had destroyed.
" You guys have managed to repay me, you must forgive me !! " reyhan murmured in between her tears and still hugged a photo of Elijah.
Reyhan's sorrow today, was a sadness he had never felt before. Karen in all her grief, there is still parents and motherly affection that strengthens, but now... Let alone a father who strengthens, mother has chosen to leave him because of his disappointment.
Reyhan rushes up, she wipes away her tears and goes to take a shower. Reyhan does not want to waste time to grieve anymore, he will return to the hospital and will accompany Elijah even though he will be beaten by Aldo again, he will not care, he will not care, as long as he could meet Elijah.
Reyhan cleansed his body, and put on makeup. He could not wait to see Elijah.
Reyhan opened the door of his apartment, seeing Paula still there with food.
" Paula? " said Reyhan
Paula smiled at Reyhan, and approached.
" I've been knocking on the door since, but you didn't open it. I purposely asked you to give this to your lunch, " said Paula, showing her the provisions she was carrying.
" Paula I have to go. I'm not hungry" Reyhan said
" But your condition is not restored now Rey, I'm afraid you will get sick later. How can you see Elijah later if you're sick" Paula said
" Feed first, I'll accompany you to the hospital" Paula said
" Rey.... What if Aldo hits you again, eat first, so you can at least survive it. I made soup for you on purpose" Paula said forcefully.
Reyhan looked at Paula, and stared at the provisions that Paula was carrying.
" I'll eat later, thank you" said Reyhan taking the provisions from Paula's hands.
" Go home, you must be tired of taking care of me. " said Reyhan patting Paula on the shoulder and leaving.
Paula looked at Reyhan's back which was getting further and further away from him. He bit his lower lip. His plan to get Reyhan away from Elijah failed. Paula ran after Reyhan and opened the door of the slightly closed elevator.
" I'll keep you company, I'll help you explain all this to Elijah later" Paula said as she was in the elevator.
Reyhan was silent. It may be true that if Paul had explained that there was nothing with Paula, perhaps Elijah would have understood and forgiven her.
At the hospital, Reyhan saw his mother get out of the car. As if he didn't know Reyhan now, he just walked past his son.
" Sir...! " call Reyhan. He did not think that his mother would really mean what he said.
Sina who walked upright stopped his steps, waiting for his only child to speak.
" Where are you going? " ask Reyhan approaching Sina and standing in front of his mother.
Sina removed the sunglasses he was wearing. And stared firmly at Reyhan's face.
" Never call me mother, as long as you're still positioning her beside you, I won't think of you as my son. Didn't I give you a choice, to choose her or mom. But you prefer that woman to be compared to your own mother "sina replied gently but with great emphasis
Paula approached Reyhan and his mother, but she did not dare to answer. He did not want Reyhan to judge badly about himself, if he dared to deny his mother's words.
" And you're a respectable woman. You can get Reyhan, but forever you will never get the blessing of the Reyhan family. You will never get the status of the Mandala family, because the Mandala family only considers Elijah part of their family. Not including you !!! " ketus Sina
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