Pursuing the Abandoned Love

Chapters. 85 Secrets of Elwas

" Why are you in my room? Do not give hope if to be broken, and do not give happiness if in the end the suffering you incur. Pack up, I hope we don't see each other again. But I hope we can be happy after we forget each other. " said Elwas by turning around will leave Mizka.

For a moment Mizka was pensive with the Elwas narration that she had just conveyed. Mizka could not imagine if she could not meet Elwas again, if for a few days in ignored Elwas alone, there was a longing. Mizka did not want to hold back the longing she felt before, as she harbored a longing for Rabel that in the end, a wound she got, and also regret if she rejected someone as good as Elwas. Mizka hunts Elwas behind her and hugs from behind.

" I miss your embrace Elwas, I fear getting hurt if I return your love, I fear you will turn away from me when you get a better woman than me. But I'm even more afraid that if you leave me, I'm even more afraid if you ignore me. Was I wrong if I wanted to open my heart to you Elwas, who I ultimately had to admit if I was getting used to being by my side. I miss you Elwas, miss you so much " said Mizka, hugging Elwas a little tighter.

Elwas smiled at Mizka's words. He was truly happy at the end of the love he was chasing, the love he kept could be his.

He broke Mizka's embrace, then turned to look at Mizka's lowered face, he looked up Mizka's face slowly. Only then did he know that Mizka was crying right now.

" There's nothing wrong Mizka. What's wrong is that we lie to our feelings. When we want to have that person, but we say we don't want to have, when what we say is not the same as how we feel, that's what's wrong and hurts Mizka so much. " said Elwas staring at both beads of Mizka's eyes.

" I'll hold you all the time if you want to. Because I will always be by your side, now, later, or later. I will never love anyone more than I love you, " said Elwas, caressing Mizka's cheek and wiping away her tears.

The two hugged each other, without anyone making a sound for a moment. Dive into each other's feelings with the decisions they express at this time.

" But Elwas, I'm a fat girl, short, unattractive, if someone teases you like I used to tease you, and she's prettier, thinner, more "

" Sexier even if I don't care, all I care about is when you're tempted by men who are more handsome, richer, and more everything than me. Fear is natural Mizka, but if we don't try it, how can we feel that person's sincerity. If you want to know the answer to that. When I'm seduced by women who are prettier, thinner and sexier than you, you have to live with me. " said Elwas stare at Mizka who was also looking at him with a smile.

" Love is sometimes no logic Mizka, where we can love ugly girls, short, also fat, auww.... " Elwas was in pain because she was now pinching Elwas' waist hard.

" It hurts Mizka ...!!! " Elwas grimaced in pain feeling her waist being pinched by Mizka

" You honestly say I'm ugly, short, fat, as if all the ugliness I have" said Mizka began to manyun

" Don't you just say? "

Elwas could laugh seeing the behavior of Mizka who had made him laugh again.

" For me you are so beautiful Mizka, not just a little, but a lot !!! " said Elwas

" Just say a lot of fat." said Mizka

Elwas was shocked, seeing that Mizka had returned to her normal state.

" For me, you're perfect for me. There is no need to be afraid of it. "said Elwas pinched Mizka's nose

" Elwas can you promise not to bring me up later? That you're actually not the first one for me?? " ask Mizka

Elwas took a deep breath and guided Mizka to sit on the side of the bed with him, The two now sitting opposite.

" There's one secret I've never revealed to anyone Mizka. Before it's too late, I'll tell you about a relationship we've been hiding all this time" Elwas replied hesitantly revealing. But he still has to reveal, because he does not want to live a relationship that starts with a lie, or something that is closed from both parties. Elwas wanted everyone to be open and accepting of each other.

" Secret ?? The relationship we're hiding?? " mizka murmured, Mizka's chest started rumbling also full of question marks, what kind of relationship Elwas had.

" I'll tell you earlier, if I wasn't born into a rich or famous family. Makes me want to change my life, get better, and be able to lift my parents' grades. I spent my life studying and studying. Until an amazing achievement I got. I attended Harvard in the United States through scholarship selection. I managed to obtain it after setting aside hundreds of registrants. Because of that hard work, I don't want to waste an opportunity. I was there again just learning and learning, without understanding what the outside world was like. Until after I got my college degree I was looking for a job. Without thinking that I have been rejected by the personnel because there is no experience, called Mr. Reyhan directly. He chose me directly as his Personal Assistant. Though he had never seen me before but Fate said something else to me then. There I was guided directly by Mr. Reyhan, somehow Mr. Reyhan is very good to me, I also do not know the reason. Until in the end I often replaced him for meetings, meetings he entrusted me alone who completed. All Mr. Reyhan's trust doesn't want me to waste it. I dedicate all my abilities to the progress of his company. " Elwas paused for a moment to tell a story, and then he continued.

" Till in the end, I had to meet an important meeting with a company that was influential to our company. The meeting was held in a hotel, I who was still innocent at that time, had never known an alcoholic drink in the slightest, had to drink red wine, which made me hate until now. We continued to discuss until we reached the consensus and for our celebration, they again poured the wine back to signify this cooperation was started. " Elwas fell silent again, as if reluctant to remember this painful past. So too Mizka her heart has been pounding, waiting for who is the woman who became their secret relationship. and what kind of relationship? why should it be kept secret.

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