Pursuing the Abandoned Love

Chapters. 81 Mizka And Rabel

Mizka who saw Rabel before her, immediately threw away her face. The longing was very eager to meet with Rabel when it faded already with all the harsh words of Rabel. Mizka's heart is completely closed to Rabel at this time.

If anyone insults him about his bad physical problems, the ugly Mizka still doesn't care. But when it comes to her pride, Mizka can not accept if she says cheap women.

If he used to seduce men, it was because he was forced to. Under pressure from Mia who will spread the video to her family, even though Mia still gives the video to her family and expels Mizka.

Rabel is still sitting in front of Mizka, he wants to hold Mizka's hand but Mizka pulls her back. I don't know why Mizka was really disgusted to see Rabel. A deep hatred for Rabel was embedded in his heart. However, Rabel has been harassing her.

" I'm sorry Mizka. I will be responsible for my actions. I'll marry you Mizka. " said Rabel.

Right now let alone to marry Rabel, just seeing his face he was already so fed up.

" why?? Why would you marry me? I almost prostrated myself at your feet so you wouldn't leave me. Why don't you take responsibility for whatever happens to me. If you marry me for my chastity, I'm sorry I don't need an answer to that. What you expect from just that, right? Now you've succeeded, haven't you? So let me go. " said Mizka looking at the face of Rabel who was full of question marks why Mizka said that.

" Why ??? Are you confused why I'm still a girl? The answer is because you didn't see the video until it ran out. Because you judge me one-sidedly. Because you don't love me as sincerely as you do. Because you are only dark eyes with your very narrow mind about the meaning of love. Where love is to accept each other, whatever the lack of our loved ones. Where love is there must be trust, a trust if you know me better than anyone else. We've been together for a long time Rabel, not a month and two months of exploration. We have been in love for years. We are committed to building a home. You should not stain your feelings with a misunderstanding. If I were no longer a girl when you did that, would you still love me?? No not !! that's not Rabel's love, it's just an obsession. Your obsession wants to get the girl in your life" said Mizka again.

Rabel even shed tears when he heard Mizka's answer, which was true, at that time Rabel no longer believed in Mizka, it was dark with a fact that Mizka was no longer holy.

" Mizka I'm sorry !! I want to fix everything. I promise you I will always be faithful and will always believe in you" Rabel said wholeheartedly

Mizka wiped her face from the tears that had been flowing all the time.

" If you're sorry, I've forgiven you, Rabel. But if I'm to marry you, I'm sorry, Rabel, I can't. "

" Mizka, I know you still love me !! I promise to make you happy. "

" Braved me??? That promise you made five years ago, Rabel, but what is it?? You ignore me, even you leave me with disgust. Should I still give you confidence. No Rabel, no one in this world wants himself to fall mired a second time, in the same abyss. You deserve to be happy, and I will seek my happiness too. Let's forget what happened between us. " Said Mizka without seeing Rabel's face

" No !! not that you have promised to always be loyal to me, and will promise to accompany me for the rest of your life. "pinta Rabel for Mizka to keep his promise.

" That's my promise when you'll give your whole life to me, Rabel. But it is you who deny me, you who do not want to defend me. My promise is only that if I turn around and leave you, I will turn myself ugly until no one wants to be with me anymore. That promise I've kept Rabel, I've turned myself unattractive and ugly. And because of a mistake that, although not from my desire, was not purely from my consciousness to leave you, I kept my promise. You're the one who broke our promise long ago, Rabel. And you know Rabel, what's the reason I did something like that in that video?? It's because of you. Because you're Rabel. " Mizka shed tears again.

Rabel also shed tears when he remembered his memories.

The flash back on.

" Rabel, you are the lucky man to have my love. So you must take care of me with all your soul and body !! " mizka replied with a voice holding Rabel's arm, because Rabel always had no courage to hold Mizka first. Their relationship has been going on for almost two years.

" I promise I will always love you Mizka !! Take care of you, and will give all my love, soul and body to you for the rest of my life" said Rabel, looking at Mizka's beautiful face

" What do you promise, that I may believe that you belong only to me" Rabel said again

" I will always be by your side, when you are grieving or happy" Mizka replied

" What if I'm not next to you? " ask Rabel

" I'm gonna make myself ugly, unattractive, even I'm gonna make myself fat like I'm......" Mizka sees someone fat and she's a fat, unattractive girl.

" Like him !! " Mizka pointed at the girl just like that.

" Promise ?? " ask Rabel by showing his little finger to hook

Mizka also hooked her little finger with her little finger Rabel signifying to accept Rabel's promise request

" Promise !! " answer Mizka steady.

Flash back off.

" You who always paid attention to Mia, made her misinterpret that kindness, she was the one who trapped me with that man. I've been helping you explain to Rabel if I'm trapped with a stimulant. You are a doctor Rabel, you should know, what kind of situation if a person is under the influence of drugs, or is being pure on the basis of his own desires. "

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