Pursuing the Abandoned Love

Chapters. 69 The Past 2

Elijah looked down, and Reyhan sat on the floor against the sofa that Elijah was sitting on.

" I thought Sean was just deliberately engaged to you in order to get your body. Because Sean was in this apartment a lot. For this reason I continued to pursue Nihan, because you happened to give Nihan's mobile number to me. I don't understand why I'm still thinking about you. Until I forget you, I have to work day and night so I can pull your face out of my memory. I will deliberately propose to Nihan, because I don't want to be disappointed a second time. That morning on the twenty-third day I went to your hospital. I purposely went to see Nihan, but I met you again. The feeling that I have been hard-earned to get rid of, must be present again because you are always cheerful and full of jokes. I deliberately waited outside because you were faithfully accompanying me there. And an unexpected sight was that it turned out that Nihan was coming with Aldo. I still tolerate and will still propose to her. But what I imagined was always not the same as reality. Nihan rejected me just because he preferred Aldo, Nihan said that if he had been owned by Aldo completely, it made me not accept. It wasn't because I was jealous, but a sense that if Reyhan was number one, no one could match him in anything. But why should I be sidelined by Aldo. I feel defeated by Aldo. That sense of invincibility is what makes me hate Aldo so much. And I just found out that you're Aldo's brother. I brushed off all your likes with hate. You begged me on Aldo's behalf when it made me hotter, every time I heard his name. Until I unknowingly dragged you to this apartment. At first I did not want to do the forbidden thing, but either because of the impingement or a love that I could not touch, encouraged me to prove your purity. If you weren't a saint to Elijah, maybe I wouldn't have believed in women. Because all women easily do so without burden and sin. But it turns out I was wrong, I was the first one to touch you Elijah, what I think of you all answered already. You are a woman who upholds self-esteem and honor. But every time I remember Aldo back, my love has to be covered up again, with hate. I deliberately targeted you to hurt Aldo, I deliberately put your picture next to Aldo's, so that I could come to hate you and dismiss this love. In the past I did not want to be unmatched, and wanted to destroy Aldo again by destroying his household. Not because I still love Nihan. But because of a sense of satisfaction if you see Aldo slumped. And again my plan must fail because you agreed to go to Germany. I am still trying to get back to Indonesia. Because there is still a sense of obstruction, if it does not succeed in paralyzing the opponent. But with the turn of time, all your kindness, your sincerity, your spirit, made me forget that envy. In Germany, I sincerely love you Elijah, what I show you is purely from my feelings for you. I forgot that rival feeling with your presence. I seriously want to live happily with you, I want you to give birth to the seeds of our love from your belly Elijah. " Reyhan continued to speak regardless of tears coming down considering the love for Elijah that was too deep.

Elijah is able to make the very workaholic Reyhan into family love. Elijah is the only woman who can touch Reyhan's heart, either because of God's fate that brings together or indeed the line of soul mates that connect. As far as Reyhan dodged, he could still meet Elijah, and as hard as Reyhan brushed aside his love for Elijah with hatred, it could still collapse instantly just by looking at Elijah's sweet smile.

" This room no one knew of Elijah. And that picture was stuck, long before we got home from Germany. The photo was taken after you left this apartment. I deliberately want to deny my love for you. I want to lie to myself if I don't love you. But it turns out I was wrong, I couldn't do Elijah. I can't if you're owned by another man. A feeling I had never felt before in another woman" Reyhan said with a lowered head.

Reyhan deliberately expressed his heart, because he no longer knew how to explain how to get Elijah back to him as before. At least let Elijah know how Reyhan feels about Elijah he has been quiet for a long time.

Reyhan looked at Elijah who was also looking down. The two beads of eyes met each other, really Reyhan really wanted Elijah at this time. But he did not want to force it, because he did not want Elijah to hate him more deeply.

Reyhan got up and stood up, choosing to leave Elijah alone.

" How does your sister feel about Paula? " ask Elijah when Reyhan gets to the door of the room to get out.

" I met Paula, because of a business. He became the brand ambassador of my father's company. Because I hold the tender, inevitably I meet her often. He always paid attention to me, started giving me gifts if he had just returned from abroad, brought me lunch during the meeting. He always sends me messages. But all of that I did not respond to. All that attention I give to Elwas, starting watches, lunch and others Elwas who use it. Until the moment I ever wanted to give him hope because Kasian kept chasing me. My empty heart had no more love for a woman, making me want to give her one chance. We made an appointment to meet at a hotel" Reyhan said

" At a hotel, for the first meeting?? " said Elijah who asked but seemed to be underestimating

" Yes in a hotel, Paula is the one who decides her place" Reyhan replied

There was a slight heat on the chest attacking Elijah, a dirty thought immediately flashed across his mind at this moment. But Elijah still faithfully listened to Reyhan's story. Because he wanted to know the honesty of what Reyhan said. Although Elijah had heard this story from Reyhan's mother before, he wanted to listen to Reyhan's explanation, and compare, who is wrong in this.

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