Pursuing Simple Male Love

Pursuing Simple Male Love
Chapter 51 Fear



(Fear of fear)


Alex drives his car at an above average speed, after forcing Aurel into a car. He was angry at the girl. Aurel has disappointed himself several times over what the girl herself did. Did Aurel not think about his own pride? If Mario had known, he would have been furious with Aurel.


Mario always puts Aurel ahead of anything. But it was easy for Aurel to lower his self-esteem in favor of a man who had nothing like Farel, which was what upset Alex. Even Farel never gave anything to Aurel, other than paying him chocolate that night.


“I told you, Aurel. How many times have I told you? Stay away Farel! Stay away from that guy!” alex said in anger. His hand gripped the steering wheel firmly making the veins present in his hand protrude. Aurel's behavior now really tested his patience.


Alex closed his eyes for a moment, trying to calm down and dampen his emotions. He does not want to be released with Aurel. He took his breath and exhaled slowly. While Aurel, he stared at the streets with fear because Alex was running his car quickly. The girl closed her eyes for a moment, burying deeply the fear in her heart. He tried to fight his fear.


Aurel glanced at Alex at a glance. The man's face looked sinister and it seemed that Alex was really angry with him, because he had lied to him. But he also wanted to feel freedom. If this continues, Alex is like limiting the activities he does. Wanting to get out of the house just have to get permission and go with the man.


“Didn't you listen to my words?” alex asked a glance at Aurel with a sharp look. Seeing the girl just shut up and not opening her voice made Alex upset and furious. Didn't Aurel want to explain what he saw? At least apologise for lying to her.


If only Alex had not seen Farel at a glance. Surely Alex would be a stupid man, because he could easily be lied to.


“I just want to meet him. Is that wrong?” ask Aurel without answering Alex's question. He was also upset with the man who was always angry if he met Farel. Aurel felt that he also needed to socialize with other people.


However, Alex is like limiting and watching all the movements of Aurel and makes the girl irked and uncomfortable. Aurel felt locked up in a golden cage. As now, after this surely Alex will scold him all out and will warn him to always tell the man if he wants to get out of the house. Aurel wants to be like the other girls who are free to go out enjoying her teenage years, without having to feel constrained like her.


“After this incident, and you still ask? Don't you feel guilty for lying to me?” alex asked, the grip of the car is getting stronger.


Hearing Aurel's question made him growl. Why did the girl still ask after making a mistake? Like not feeling guilty for lying to her.


Hearing Alex's question, Aurel sighed. He was deeply offended by the question of the man who accidentally mentioned that all this was his fault. Should he give up this time too? Aurel was tired of admitting that everything was his fault. Even though it was Alex who apologized first to him, but today the man behaved all this is his fault.


"For this matter, I apologize for lying to you. But you can't do something like this to me, Alex!"


Hearing Aurel's answer that was like blaming him made Alex growled. It was not this kind of answer that he had expected from Aurel. "What do you mean, Aurel?"


Aurel doesn't like the way Alex looks after him like this. If it continues like this, he will definitely find it difficult to know strangers later. If Alex wants to take care of him, take care of him in a proper way.


Hearing Aurel's reply, he managed to provoke Alex's emotions. Alex stopped his car on the side of the road. He was silent for a moment by closing his eyes, after feeling his emotions were stable, Alex turned to Aurel who was beside him.


"Tell me honestly. Do you feel compelled by speech and behavior?"  alex asked with deep eyes.


Aurel was actually scared by Alex's eyes, but he fought back against that fear. "Yes, I feel heavy with your behavior and nature. I feel like I'm locked in a golden cage" Aurel replied.


Alex could no longer hold back his emotions, he moved his body closer towards Aurel. The girl looks backwards, dodging as Alex's face slowly approaches her. Alex's hand shuts Aurel.


Their eyes looked at each other. Aurel was afraid of Alex when the man was angry like this. Their faces were so close that their noses almost touched. Alex kept staring at Aurel with his sharp eyes. "So, all this time I've been outrageous, huh?"


"Why didn't you say? If you say that before, I can stay away from you."


If only Aurel had said that he objected to her nature, at least Alex would have been able to control himself not to get too close to Aurel before having feelings for the girl.


Aurel did not answer Alex's words, he just kept silent by blinking many times because of the man's face that was too close to him. Because already furious with Aurel, Alex immediately invaded the lips of the girl with a sigh. Aurel is surprised by Alex's sudden action, he banging Alex's shoulder to release his luma_tan.


However, the blow had no effect on Alex. Even Aurel shook his head in a sign of unwillingness, he had already rebelled to get out of Alex's confinement. But still can't. There was nothing he could do anymore. His strength had been weakened by rebelling.


As if that was enough, Alex released his luma_tan, he sat back down as before. His eyes looked at Aurel who was breathing the air voraciously.


“Do not repeat your actions again, and take care of your words. Never say a sentence like that again, do you understand?”


Aurel nodded her head, she was afraid of the man. Since this incident, Aurel no longer dared to look Alex in the eyes or even let out his chatter as usual. Alex's treatment today was enough to scare him. But to not meet Farel, Aurel could not do that. He will meet Farel secretly.