Pursuing Love Om Duda Cool

Pursuing Love Om Duda Cool
Chapter 124 - Agnes' Regret



Sherena and her three friends were still staring at Agnes' sad face, her eyes looking pushy. Shortly after, Agnes smiled and rubbed the corner of her teary eyes.


"Sorry, Sher. I admit that what is done with me is wrong, wrong. But I know that Lo is a good person, Lo would want to apologize to me right? He's dead now, but I'm often in the same way he's been through dreams." Agnes. Both eyes look teary, considering the departure of the mother makes Agnes' heart feel tight.


His pain was still he felt, not only pain but also pain. Rita leaves herself alone in this cruel and violent world. How could she survive alone without the figure of a mother who had been her guard. 


"I mean Lo?" April asked, she looked at Agnes with her arms crossed over her chest. Honestly, she was greget with the figure of the woman, however she used to be an evil woman. But, it does not rule out the possibility that he wants to change, right? His name is also human. 


"I think I thought I died not calm because it was a lot wrong Lo, Sher. Especially for the incident at the cafe that day, but I swear I did not follow suit pas nyokap I did it. I just come there to eat, keep nyokap I see Lo alone." 


"But Lo's words were painful to me, Agnes!" Sherena replied, she finally opened her voice. From that moment on, he just kept listening to what Agnes said. 


"Sorry, Sher. I'm jealous of you."


"Gue don't want to forgive me, I'm just here to apologize on my behalf. Kasian, he can't rest in peace because the balloons are sorry for you." Agnes replied, making Sherena's heart knock. 


Honestly, what Rita did to her was very painful, even the pain was still there and felt. The woman's harsh and cruel words were still ringing in her mind, but should she forgive all about the woman? Given this moment, Rita had already died from her own actions. 


"Gue knows you're a good man, Sher. Again, I'm sorry on behalf of my nyokap, if I need to prostrate at the foot Lo make me sorry nyokap." Agnes said, she was still staring at Sherena wistfully. It had been a few seconds but there was no answer from the woman. 


Agnes knew, forgiving all the crimes that had been done by her mother would have been very hard, given how cruel and evil she was to Sherena. Here, he is not guilty of anything. He didn't snatch Darren from her, nor did he force Darren to love her. 


He was with Darren long after the man had separated from Rita, but the resentment Rita had was so great. She is not willing to see her ex-husband happy with another woman, while she has to suffer after the departure of her husband for as long as she. 


The man she chose left Darren first, when she was downstairs. He has nothing, but after he succeeds Rita is tempted and wants the former back. That's what makes Rita's eyes blind because of an obsession and ambition to make her wretched. 


As Agnes moved from her seat, she prepared to kneel down for the sake of an apology from Sherena to her mother, she could not calm down before she managed to get an apology from the woman who was already her ignorant mother. 


"No, there's no need to kneel to me, Agnes. I forgive all mother's faults, along with yours. I forgive all of them, wake up. Don't do this, Agnes." Sherena. Finally his defense was blown away as well, he could not bear to see Agnes willing to kneel at his feet just to apologize. The woman was really serious about what she said, she really proved it. 


So, Agnes really apologized to him seriously and sincerely. If this were the case, no one would. Even though that person had a heart of stone, it still would not have the heart to see what Agnes would do. 


"Thank you, Sherena. Thanks, I know you're a good man." Agnes said, crying. It was obvious that he regretted all his actions, wasn't this a good change?


"Together, Agnes. I'm sorry for all the mistakes you two made, but you can rest easy now." 


"Yes, thank you, Sheren." Said Agnes again, Sherena wiped the tears that glued in Agnes' eyes and hugged her. He still wants to embrace people who have hurt and are evil to him. 


"Darren's Pantyhose picked Lo, Sher. You're a man with a heart as good as an angel, I'm sorry. I was wrong, I was scared. After this, I'll turn into a better person, I promise." 


"Good, you have to change. Lo's future is still long, don't despair, Agnes. I'm sure you can, yes spirit." Sherena's words made Agnes nod and then smile a little, but the smile shown by Agnes looks full of wounds. 


"Don't smile if you're not strong, Nes. But, I'm sure Lo is strong."


"Yes, Sher. I'll try to make it strong, I don't want to follow my footsteps." 


"Gue believes that Lo will change for the better, Nes." Answer Sherena. Agnes hugged Sherena again and the pregnant woman welcomed her warmly. 


"I'm sorry, had to at that time I forbid nyokap I keep evilin Lo, but I boddoh, I'm just as evil as nyokap me. I support him, sorry Sherena."


"Geez, how many times have you apologized to me, Nes? Yes, I'm sorry about you." Sherena said again while patting Agnes on the back gently. 


"Thank you, Sher. I want to visit my tomb when I finish this."


"Lo looks tired, Nes." Lirih Sherena's. The woman smiled slightly and shook her head.


"No, Sher."


"Don't lie, Nes."


"What a look, Sher?" Agnes asked as she patted her face slowly. 


"Yes, it looks so good." 


"Gue's tired, I'm working now. Make meals, make living expenses."


"Work? Lo work, Nes?" Ask April. He was carried away by the meloow atmosphere earlier, to the point that his eyes were teary at how painful the cry shown by Agnes, he was very sorry for everything that had been done.


"Yes, I work. If you don't want to eat how?"


"Isn't that late bloke Lo's a businessman?"


"Yes, he's a businessman. But the company went bankrupt, that's what made me die. He's having a heart attack because his stock is steadily slumping, and do you know who's behind the sale of that stock?" 


"Who is it?" Ask Meysa. He's curious, yes even though he doesn't know Agnes' father. She only knows the figure of her mother, Rita. Because he often comes to school if his daughter is doing something.


"Who else, nyokap me the answer." Agnes replied with a wry smile.


"Arin, you say no! In the filter first, somehow the Agnes still grieved anjir. Despite that, he's really bad." Answer April. Making Meysa and Sherena shake their heads compactly.


"Hmm, yes I know that I'm evil. No, I don't feel offended."


"Nittle.."


"Yes, the company went bankrupt. Debt everywhere, the big house in the pawn is as bad as me, we continue to live in the rented. There used to be a turn on me who paid the contract, now I have to work alone right? I have to be independent, as an orphan I have to be able to do nothing myself." Agnes answered making Sherena and her three friends look at the girl with sadness.


"Don't look at me like that, I'm still healthy. So you can still work on your own expenses."


"The spirit of Agnes." said Sherena.


"Surely, I must be excited. Thanks for everything, but I have to go. Wait, I have to work." Agnes replied with a small smile. 


"I'm getting married in a week, coming?" April Saying.


"Gue tango, Prill." Answer Agnes. He leaves from where Sherena and his three friends are sitting. The four of them continued to stare at Agnes' back until it disappeared behind the school hallway. 


"I don't know if he's living hard now." April Muttering.


"Life is like a spinning wheel, sometimes above, sometimes below." 


"Yes, Lo really, Rin. But why wait until he loses everything, and then he wants to change?" Meysa asked while scooping her food, she was still not finished with the food on her plate, as she ordered another batagor after finishing two bowls of meatballs and chicken noodles. Aji mumpung, mumpung in payin so must eat a lot. Suddenly, his usual stomach is easily full, so it fits a lot because in the tract, hehe.


"His name is also human, it will not change. I don't want to understand how to feel the same pain. Agnes has taken care of everything, so she has changed." Answer Sherena.


"Hmm, yes, yes." 


"But yes, we as humans do not seem to judge. It's good if he wants to change?"


"Yes, I hope he's not like that anymore. I'm sure anyway, Agnes is evil because of sedition. So don't be too mojokin him too, although honestly I belom forget the same as what he said, because it hurts so much." Sherena replied with a wry smile. 


"But we salute you very much Lo, Sher. You still want to forgive him, even though he's sick of you."


"Gue don't want to let her sleep but not calm down, but I said sorry he was the same late nyokap, I sincerely sorry them. But to forget, it's not possible." Answer Sherena.


"Yes, that must be a big deal, right?"


"Western tuh kayak plank, continue in tancapin nail. Even though the nail has been removed, the marks remain and cannot be covered." Obviously Sherena made her three friends nod in agreement. True, what Sherena said is true. Although she forgives all of Agnes' parents' mistakes, it is also Agnes herself, but to forget all her sense is impossible.


"Yes, Sher." Answer April. The four friends also re-enjoiced their own food with an occasional joking laugh that made the atmosphere of the canteen warm up. 


Elsewhere, Agnes was on the bus. His eyes stared at the street scene that was always crowded as usual. The girl stared at the scene of the scorching afternoon with a raging heart, her heart covered with a lot of guilt. One of them is guilt for Sherena. 


Agnes breathed her out violently, then she asked to stop at a place that was quite quiet. Funeral, yes the girl asked to stop at the cemetery complex where the body of the mother was buried a few days ago, even the flowers still look fresh, the land is still red. 


"Ma, I'm coming." Mumbled Agnes, just before here she had bought flowers for her to sow on top of the mother's belly button. 


Agnes stared at the earth mound measuring approximately two meters with a sad gaze, not feeling her tears dripping without asking. His heart feels so tight now.


"Three days have passed, but the pain after your departure still hurts a lot, Ma." Lirih Agnes's. He cried, and the wind was blowing hard, and Agnes' hair was flying. 


"Mama heard me, right? I'm sick, Ma. I'm so sick, I still can't accept your departure, sorry.." Agnes wept in tears on the tombstone of the mother. 


"But, maybe as time goes on. I will get used to this situation, I will also try to let go of you. I'm sorry, Ma."


"Ohh yes, Ma. I've already got Sherena's apology. She's a good girl, right? He still forgives us, but we have been very evil to him. He even hugged me with open arms."


"I'll turn into the new Agnes. I will live my life well, no need to worry. I also have a job now, so Mama doesn't have to worry anymore. Mama can rest in peace now." 


"It turns out work is tired, Ma? I got to sleep a day to catch up on sales targets. I hope I can succeed later."


"I promise I'll visit here often to see Mama at Mama's new home. I'm late for work, I'm leaving first huh, Ma?" 


"Good see you tomorrow." Agnes said, she kissed the tombstone bearing the name of the mother. Then he got up from his seat and left the mother's grave, leaving the mother's new home with a heart that still felt pain.


Without Agnes realizing it, all of that was seen by someone who happened to be there too. 


"That's Agnes, right? She was crying there? Who is that?" Her muttering. He came closer and saw the name written on the gravestone, he rounded his eyes.


"Rone? So Agnes' mother died? When, why?" The man muttered again. She ended up meeting the woman when she came to school during a case involving Sherena, Darren and Meysa that day. She really did not expect that her mother Agnes was dead. 


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