
Hyerin POVs,
today my father and mother decided to stay the night, they said I was still not well and had a lot of rest. They were willing to help me keep Jian for the next 3 days, Jimin also inevitably had to agree to it because it was his parents' desire.I am a little calm if there is a father and mother who are willing to help me. at least I can take a break from Jimin's attitude that might beat me up again.
that night after finishing dinner, suddenly Jimin said that he was tired and wanted to sleep. Dad and mom believed because lately Jimin also took care of me and worked without a holiday.
"Hyerin, accompany your husband and serve him" said my father-in-law.
"iya Hyerin, Jimin looks very tired.you two should rest together.let us take care of Jian" said Jimin's mother.
"but is it okay?"
"hey, we are your parents too. Don't feel bad" said Mother.
"iya Hyerin, we're your parents here"
"alright, I've pumped the ASI for Jian. Mom can ask Aunt Kim if Jian cries" I said.
"iyaa, that's right there with your husband" kicked out my father who looked rather happy. whatever they have in mind but yes I will obey them so as not to see that we do not love each other.
I walked towards Jimin's room, my heart beating so hard that I could hear it myself. I was actually very afraid to meet him but rather than my father and mother being suspicious, let it be.
I opened the door that was not in the key, I'm sure Jimin was forced to do it too. I saw him sitting in a rocking chair in the corner of the room with the window of the room whose curtain was open.
he closed his eyes tightly with a blanket covering his body.
"why did he sleep there. "I muttered and approached him. Sleeping in such a position must be uncomfortable. I touched a little cold fingers and suddenly his eyes opened, and he was so open, the hand that my finger touched suddenly grabbed me and fell on his lap.
"what are you doing?"
really, my heart stopped beating. Jimin looked at me sharply and clutched my hand tightly, unable to move a bit and he grabbed us until I felt something that scared me so much that I would tease him.
"that's, I-I saw you sleeping in a sitting position.I thought you'd be uncomfortable so intended to wake you up to sleep in bed" I said nervously.
"oh, so yeah.."
that was his only response, he loosened his grip and sighed softly.
"J-Jimin, are you tired? m-want me a massage?" if it keeps on its lap without any conversation I think I'll die.
"emm okay, massage my feet. it feels hot" he said.
"oh? yep.."
my heart almost stopped I thought he wouldn't agree, but thank God there was at least my reason for not keeping quiet with him. I took a round chair next to and he straightened his legs. His face was a little pale, Jimin was very tired.I slowly touched his rather hot feet, his fingers were cold and his palms were pale.Treaty and very gently I started massaging him.
"Jerking.."
"yes??"
"why do you love a bad guy like me? my treatment yesterday, should have discouraged you from living with me, right?" Jimin said suddenly.
I'm not answering this question, love? I don't know why I love him so much myself, but, thinking of leaving him alone I don't want to.
"answer"
"Jimin, I don't know.I can't give you a clear reason that I know my heart is totally fixated on you, you know, even to leave you, I had to think a thousand times that would make me even less willing to leave you" I said.
"when do you have a thousand reasons to leave me but why do you still have to think a thousand times to do it?" said again.
"J-jiminaa.. bi-can we not reply to this? I don't, I-I would never have thought of leaving you even if you kept torturing me, I. I'd never go"
"is it because of Jian? you think if you leave then Jian won't have a father, right?"
I fell silent, this was very true, but I really didn't want to leave him.
"i'll never walk away from you unless you tell me to go, no matter what"
our gaze met, he looked at me sharply with a low look. his lips slightly raised a smile. he lowered his face closer to my face. lifted my chin gently.
"Guild..."
"Hyerin, living with me isn't as easy as you might think.I'm afraid Jian is the next victim, I'll let you walk away from me so consider this opportunity well before I lock you in my life" he whispered sharply.
what does he mean he said like this, is he gonna kill me if I'm locked in his life.
"massage properly, just be aware if my legs get sicker" he said leaning back in enjoying my massage.
I'm not a massage expert, but my father used to ask me to massage his legs so I don't think it's too bad.
half an hour passed I saw Jimin had fallen asleep, I stopped standing and looked at his beautiful face.how could he be this handsome even while sleeping.
"goodbye my husband" I said slowly.
it didn't feel like I could be far from him but he always wanted me to stay away from him. I decided to sleep with him but, I had to sit on the floor and sleep.
"Pardon me, your feet are so cold, I'll help warm them up"
I hugged him so that his feet were warm, he did not move or change his position.His face looked very tired.The sound of clockwork was heard in this spacious room, which was very wide, I began to fall asleep following the beat of the wall clock by sitting and hugging my husband's leg.
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At 07:00 kst
"ughh.. what's pushing my leg. awwhh.."
Jimin, he woke up because the sunlight was starting to show.I also woke up because Jimin moved his legs and I heard him complain.
"you"
"ahh p-morning Jim.." I said nervously and immediately stood up.
"ssss..a very tight.." his legs are cramped I feel guilty for pushing his feet.
"i'll help you.."
bruk!!
"awwh.."
I bounced, Jimin kicked me hard in the stomach. Only a little I touched his leg he kicked me hard.
"who will let you touch my feet in the dark? sassy!" said rough.
"a-I just want to help you" I'm nervous, I'm nervous I'm not aware of what I'm doing.
"aaassshhh... it hurts so much. Awwhhh my body is so sore.."
I was still holding my stomach, I fell down and sat on the floor suddenly because of the strong impulse that Jimin gave. was very sick and painful but I could not complain in front of him.
"ahh Hyerin, how dare you make my body hurt" he said starting to stand up and approach me. No, I don't want to be tortured.
I retreated with the rest of my strength that had not been collected, afraid that if Jimin did other terrible things.The steps were getting closer, my stomach was very sick and painful but I had to how.
"Jimin me, I-I'm sorry.Your feet were so cold last night I tried to warm your feet just forgive me.."
no, at home there are still fathers and mothers.If they hear the commotion then everything will be revealed. This must not happen, I put my hands together begging him to let me go.
"you made my whole body stiff, I thought I was dead because my legs couldn't move and just dreamed.but you did it for what reason? cold feet? you're gonna feel how hot this leg is"
bugh!!
"ugh. t-no please don't go anymore.."
"yesterday I said what? eum's? you're not just making my legs hurt more but making my whole body hurt!!"
Jimin grabbed my hair, pulled it and dragged me to the bathroom.I was afraid that there was no one I could ask for help.
"excuse me sorry. I don't mean it, I. I-I want to wake you up to sleep in bed but you're so good that I don't dare to wake you up" I kept begging but he wouldn't listen.
in that bathroom Jimin filled the water in the sink to the brim. My body trembled I was afraid if he planned to drown my head there.
"Jimin please, your body hurts because you sleep in a chair. Please don't kill me.."
Jimin looked at me with a sharp low look, I was terrified and could only cry. Fighting him only made me more physically injured.I put my two hands together in front of him and continued to beg. now I have absolutely no pride of hers.my crown has fallen and been crushed underfoot by my own husband.
"so you blame me for sleeping in the chair? if you hadn't pierced my feet then I could have moved on my own in bed, but because of you I thought it was a nightmare!! you must be taught a lesson so as not to carelessly touch me!!" he said he was getting his grip on my hair.
the sink filled with cold water was full, I could see the cold steam coming out of it. My body trembled because with just the steam I was so cold. Jimin drowned my face in the sink and pressed it hard even when I hadn't taken a breath.
my heart almost stopped beating I was not strong anymore but Jimin pulled and finally gave me space. My breath stung, it felt almost drowned.
"m-ma. m-sorry. a-I don't, I-I won't be sassy anymore. uhukk uhuukk.."
"pardon me sorry, uhuukk"
there was no response from Jimin, he strengthened his grip and I knew that his jaw was hardened by emotion. I was closed in breathing deeply as Jimin's hand moved my head into the water again.
it felt so unfair, I who did not know what my mistake was immediately beaten up like this. whether I was destined to be the impingement of my husband alone.