Prayer for My Husband

Chapter - 9 Is Real

We also today continue our wedding which, I feel like a one-day princess in bridal clothes and wear a fancy event, she said,it felt like a dream to sit here with such a lavish event.

many families from Rian who came to say congratulations, all his family liked me when I was a widow he married.tapu they accepted me very well in their family.

maybe it was my patience when I was living with my ex-husband,do not be cared about being welcomed either not for eleven years married and eleven years also I have not been accepted as their brother-in-law.

Our exhausting day was over, we were exhausted I wanted to help them but they forbade me and told me to rest in my room, like my queen in my life.

after two months passed living life as his wife Rian I was really happy by her, but it still felt empty to me.

This morning why suddenly my head was dizzy and my stomach felt so nauseous not rich usually.rian also woke up from his sleep and said "Dear why?" I only replied by shaking my head.

"There is a wrong eat yes or catch a cold maybe" said Rian.

"Maybe "I answered too.

soon we came out of the room for breakfast, and suddenly my in-laws asked me "Ley why is your face pale as usual,this morning head ley was a little dizzy and nauseous " . Papah and his mama Rian immediately smiled and while saying "Alhamdulillah we immediately given a grandchild reward" said mamah facing papah.

"so you mean mama ley's pregnant ?" rian said with excitement and while standing hitting the dining table.

"Let's go get ready to go to the doctor today".

I smiled at my husband's behavior.

immediately the news spread to all of Rian's family, and to the ears of my ex-husband.

It turned out that I was late for 2 weeks, and after I went home to check with the obstetrician Mamah papa immediately held a thanksgiving event for my pregnancy.

and all the families were invited to my show, all were happy for my pregnancy now.he was my third child but Rian's first child.

between also being pregnant with my ex-husband's child, she was 3 months pregnant.Aside my happiness and my husband turned out there was someone who was sad.

my ex-husband came home after our Thanksgiving, he wanted to ask my husband something important.

"May ask me something no" said my ex-husband Deus.

"yes, ask me if I know for sure I answered, what's the matter?".

"I'm married with a gap of not even 3 months but why is she already four months pregnant?".

My husband and I were shocked to hear Deus's question, we were confused to answer what, and Ryan felt guilty for knowing Deus.

"Tomorrow we set the time and I will ask the sidelines directly" said Rian. My ex-husband just sat down down without a word more.

the next day we also went to visit the halfway house with an alibi to visit the sidelines who were drunk in her pregnancy.

I accidentally sat on the porch with my ex-husband to let Rian and sela tell a story inside.

"Cell, I want to ask you something" said Rian.

"What, his rich is very serious indeed yan". replied sela.

"Hmm, I'm confused where to start".

"So, what makes you nervous"

"How many months have you been married to Deus?"

"A little over three months, why is it ?"

"How many months pregnant are you now ?"

sela, immediately lowered her head and fell silent and her face flushed red, perhaps out of embarrassment.

"Deus, what is the same story with you?".

"Yes just a story so no more, I'm a little bad cell same Deus, I,he's been a lot of trouble in his life I don't want to be a burden for him cell.Strike aja you immediately want to marry the same deus.let there is a responsibility for your child is not a cell?"

"I'm sorry I'm embarrassed and I don't want to abort this child I can't bear, my ex ran away just as I told you I was pregnant".sap said while crying sobbing.

Outside I was talking to my ex-husband,

""I can't wait to see you live with your new husband, it hurts my heart.I promise I'll change for the better for you and our children." my ex-husband said with tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry you can't, I'm pregnant too."

"I feel like I want to die, de, I can't live without you guys, it takes a long time to forget you three."

"But realize now I used to ask you to choose me or the woman you answered what with confidence while you hug your woman that you choose her."I replied with annoyance and pointed at my ex-husband's face.

"I'm sorry de, you want to give me another chance one time aja de" said my ex-husband.

not yet I answer suddenly came out Rian and interjected at the same time,fortunately, they did not hear my ex-husband's words.Tiba suddenly sat on his knees at the feet of his ex-husband and hugged his legs while crying apologizing for his mistakes, he said,but my ex-husband just kept quiet without a word.

"Of US, sorry to interrupt him so because there is a reason" said my husband.

"Hey .. realize how dear you used to hurt me and the children, but I can still forgive you ko, I still want to be good with you " I said under my consciousness that could stand it no longer.

sela and Rian were immediately astonished by my words to my ex-husband.rian immediately patted his eidat maybe in the heart of my fucking husband the end was revealed also a secret that I and Deus was an ex-husband wife is not Kaka's sister.

sela immediately frowned her face towards Rian's face.

"What's this, so you guys have been lying to me?" . said sela in annoyance.

"Don't ask too many questions this is the real one," I replied with super firmness.

Then Rian began to calm the gap and explain slowly with his stupid I don't care about all that.

I'm tired of all this pretence.I can no longer cover my taste.Truely if I still love my ex-husband but this pregnancy I got in the way of all this.

Deus loudly spoke in front of Rian and sela, "I still love Ley, I still hope to come back to live with her but you are all obstacles.

you realize you didn't separate me from my wife and kids.I deserve a chance to fix this, but you don't understand,what do I do now that I still love ley is this all wrong? you don't understand the slightest bit of our feelings.I also feel that Ley still wants to give me another chance to live with her".Rian was just speechless and looked at me while frowning.

Rian and Deus were constantly arguing with each other loudly.I was afraid that they could fight and beat each other.so I relented and hugged Rian she was in front of my ex-husband while calming her.and I touching Deus's hand and saying, "let me finish until I give birth to this child you take good care of the gap, I'm sorry to interject" and I hug between "I'm sorry, we are,we all don't have perfect cells". Sela nodded her head.

I'm the same Rian said back home first yes, you guys are fine.Let's finish our problems together.

In the car Rian just looked at me with his frown, I said softly persuading him to stop staring at me and run his car.

I need time for both of us in the room,and I took out all my uneg-uneg all this time and I think he began to understand and understand my position all along to accompany him with the feeling of just returning the favor without the slightest love.

my husband hugged me and begged me to give him a chance too so I could love him and he could have me as whole without feeling for anyone else again and how God should be in what position I am right now.I can't repay Rian's kindness other than with me having to pretend to love him.

the night came, I was tired of thinking and the end I slept, I know Rian was angry with me and we just kept quiet all day.I didn't go out to dinner with her we were just cute, right,like people who don't know each other.

right at midnight Rian went straight to the room and hugged me from behind,while crying and moaning like a person in pain and I immediately woke up from my sleep.I woke up from my sleep and immediately sat staring at his face turned out his mouth smell of alcohol.I immediately slapped him with strong and while saying "Dear you why did this come ??".

"It's all because of you". Rian answered me.

I try to explain gently "Darling, you're young, you're handsome, you're a rich kid, I'm sure you can get more women than me, I'm sure it's a baby. I'm just a poor woman with nothing, you know, baby."

say me with a clean.

"No I don't want anything else, I just want you.I've been thinking carefully, I've been,I'd like to be the second for you ga papa you come back with Deus but I don't want us to divorce".

"you say what the hell, I'm really lazy to talk about rich gini yes now it's night, we talk about this sometime.

I am confused and I am in what situation I am not willing to lose both but I cannot be selfish.

I coaxed her to sleep and I started to hug her and stroked her gently and stroked her hair.

at the end of the day he fell asleep and I went to bed.Ear morning we woke up late because we were tired of arguing last night.

I didn't get a call long ago.

turns out I saw my hape had 27 missed calls.

"hello, why is this early-morning cell calling ?" say me

unceasingly between crying with a mouthful, I'm more curious.I'm sure something happened with deus.and I immediately rushed to build Deus who was still sleeping with his slumber.and told to Rian.

we immediately rushed to get up to take a shower and went to check the situation.

it turns out that there between still crying, and we are confused because there is no explanation from between what is with the deus.

I hugged the sidelines and asked the sidelines to explain what happened.sela also told me not finished between stories, there was a neighbor between knocking on the door.

"tock.tok...asalamualaikum"

"Girishal"

"Mission mas, his Deus mas is in the house "say a neighbor slowly.

"Sorry Deus hasn't been home since last night, we're still waiting for him to come home from last night.

"Can come with us to the CTF we want to make sure that the body under the bridge is not Deus mas.

"WHAT???? CORPSE "said me firmly.

sela immediately won with her loud, I actually cried louder than the sidelines.but I still do not believe with all this.we went straight to the scene and made sure.

after arriving at the CTKP, I immediately ran down and saw her in, it turns out that next to the corpse there is a sandal and under the sandal there is a piece of paper, and I immediately read it "I'M SORRY FOR MY MISTAKES, I HURT YOU AND THE KIDS TOO OFTEN,I'M SURE YOU'RE SORRY I'M DE.BUT I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF SO I BETTER GO AJA DE, I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER TO YOUR PART WITH RIAN, I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU,I LOVE YOU MY DAUGHTER YOU ARE THE BEST WOMAN I HAVE EVER HAD AND FOR ME YOU ARE MY HEAVENLY ANGEL IN THE WORLD, BUT I NEVER REALIZED IT ALL, I AM TOO LATE TO REALIZE IT,GOODBYE DEAR GREETINGS TO YOU AND OUR TWO CHILDREN. MY BIGGEST REGRET IS NOT THAT I KILLED MYSELF BUT MY BIGGEST REGRET IS HURTING YOU.

just that piece of mail that I was holding was not the corpse of my ex-husband.

and I just stared at Deus from the side who was going to get in the ambulance.