Prayer for My Husband

Chapter - 5 Karma

why when I was close to Rian my husband started to want to approach me again, when I was getting comfortable with Rian,yes even though my heart is still heavy to my husband.But he does not make me comfortable while Rian is nobody has made me very comfortable.if you are in my position what you will do right?.write in the comments column after reading this chapter heheh....

Day after day we are not together, but Rian is getting better with me.And our separation has been running for almost 3 months 2 weeks again I've been legal past my idah time with my husband, I have been,and her parents Rian also asked us to quickly take care that I was official with her son.It was near the time we legitimately separated but my husband was getting closer to my children again and also like paying more attention to me and the kids.he always says sorry I am de, I just shut up and look down.

it turns out I often hear my husband and his girlfriend often fight just a matter of money and money, his girlfriend my husband can not be less money is always angry, always angry,much different from me, money always patient with his nature, and his shortcomings, at all I never quarrel or angry with him if my husband no longer has money, no money,we were always looking for a way out together, whether it was a loan, or a part-time job to earn money, not by crying and or fighting.

the end of my husband got karma, I never prided myself but see the reality itself is not it, my husband often came home to confide in the reason of playing with children. Bored, cape , restrained, that's how my husband feels now.

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I'm confused as to which feelings should my husband or Rian have? sometimes my husband is at home and Rian also comes with food for my children. I was banned from cooking because he knows my hands when falling on the motorbike when in his hand, he said,still sick because his bones are still displaced, how many times I often asked for treatment but I do not want to be too troublesome, because I have not been legal to be his wife.

The exact day of three months arrived, my husband when he was at home with the children, Ian also came by chance there was my husband.

"Where has it been three months over when is ley's divorce?, I want to marry key so it's good he's not alone here anymore".

I was so excited that I was afraid they were fighting, and this time I heard my husband speak softly and regretfully. " Can I ask for more time to improve my relationship with my wife, I still love my wife and my children," I was shocked by what my husband was talking about. the word chance is really I did not end up thinking with my husband what he said just now .

"What is mas ? the opportunity where the feelings of the same wife and children khilaf was one day mas not until three months more, do not think the feelings of his wife slumped and stung to hold for that long, so long,every day he prayed why we wanted to get married and realized."

I know Rian must have been very disappointed to hear my husband's answer. But I can't lie to myself if I still love my husband, if I go back to my husband,I'm just going to say that there's not going to be a better life and change for us.if with Rian I'm going to change the fate of my children so that they can be children who will not lack their needs anymore,but my son still wants me and my husband to be together, they want us to be together again.

When we gathered at my rented house Rian, my husband, my husband,me and the kids again told me suddenly his girlfriend my husband came and raged furiously came without any excuse and immediately went in slapping me with his loud bang,I was shocked and immediately returned the slap of the woman who grabbed my husband.we were separated by Rian and my husband, too,the children quickly put Rian into the room rather invisible to them if you fight.

Rian immediately hugged me, and said "istighfar dear call it let's be patient." I cried hugging Rian firmly, while saying "He destroyed my household but he who came in angry and slapped me, what's my fault ? while I never disturb their households.hiks.. "I end up crying without shame, my crying broke after a long time I snarl my pain and pain.

My husband pulled his girlfriend and slapped her boyfriend's face hard before our eyes,I know the nature of my husband he is not a man who likes to play hands with women no matter how wrong the woman is to himself,I'm sure until my husband flirts it means my husband's patience has run out.

"Rian immediately reprimanded the woman, but I will report to the police station, this is called an attack because he slapped ley remember mba, I will case the person who hurt ley, this is called assault,this is the first and last.Please mas his wife brought home first in teaching the Krama system how to meet polite to the house of people." I was still very hurt a few times I wanted to go forward and grab her again but always held up with Rian.

unable to boyfriend her husband, I immediately approached my husband and slapped his face my husband he just bowed apologizing. "you should think about cooking before doing ka, he said,we've been married a long time I've been with you, it's hard to be happy we're together, but what I got at the end of it you just add weight to my life ". and unconsciously I said again . "I hope you'll see that I live with Rian, no more relationship between us,I no longer want to be in touch with you or your boyfriend, focus on marriage he said he was still haram soon in halal right, I will also never prohibit you from having contact with your child, I will also never forbid you,no matter how you are still their father."

And I pointed to the door, and said with the two of them "please get out of my house ".

I turned to Rian and with a smile on the force.he invited us to eat and swim, I also seemed to forget the problem that occurred this morning.

the moment I started forgetting the problem arrived" my hape reads it turns out my husband rian forbid me to lift because there are children in the car.I also ignored phone calls from him.and some time there was an incoming SMS from my husband and him apologizing, he said he had kicked the woman out and wanted to come back to me again, I did not reply to the SMS.

I was really shocked because just this time I saw my husband pleading like this to me,after 12 years of marriage he never apologized once to me as big and as small as his mistakes.My heart began to waver again to forgive my husband because I did not want to if I had to start from early again married to another man.not the intention of the heart is not grateful for the presence of Rian at this time.

I was thinking hard again if I could accept my husband again because he was satisfied to sleep with another woman and hurt me, can I accept his treatment,? can I really forget the burden that hit me yesterday,o Allah this time I am really tired of thinking give me your guidance O Allah because I really need your guidance every time I think, I think,I do not want to fall into the pit of suffering twice again.do I have to live alone with my children only? ahh already at this time my mind is very chaotic like a tangled kite thread is difficult to repair.

The next day even Rian came home with his parents without telling me first.they brought a hand to propose to me, Brian held a box containing jewelry set, necklace , ring , bracelet. both Rian's parents and sister also brought another batch of his papah holding a parcel containing money of one hundred million, his mother brought a parcel of cosmetic equipment and skin care that was in demand at the time, his mother,her sister also brought a nightgown and underwear for me. I was confused what to answer, I was, with their arrival the house was in a mess because I had no house from yesterday because my mind was in a hurry.Sedang we cool to tell my husband came directly and said " what's the matter? ".

Rian immediately explained his arrival home for what.My husband sat down and pleaded with his cry that he never let out for me sincerely.

rian's parents were confused as to what to do with the arrival of my merciful husband pleading for mercy from me while kneeling and I was just confused while frowning my forehead.

Finally I could not bear to think and fainted, I was like a faint, could hear those who worried me and confusion.I was taken to the hospital to be examined,it turns out that I experienced a brain paralysis that resulted in unconsciousness for a very long time, finally my husband brought and took care of me at home,with the help of Rian and his family.at that time my husband took care of me sincerely without complaining that I heard.from my sleep, nature,when they call my name and speak to me I can move my fingers slowly .

after a few weeks I lay in bed I have an unexpected guest,that's my ex-husband the woman who slapped me. I can only hear what they're talking about my husband they're talking near me. I'm almost dead it feels , '' I'm almost dead ,she came home to make up with my husband again.

"Darling I'm sorry well, I promise I won't be angry again with you, still want to return it to me? why do you take care of your dying wife like this you have cape.how many weeks we are not so my husband just shut up and do not answer." said the kuntilanak woman.

in my heart I said, "wait for you guys I will be healthy again I will reply you." and I feel my husband is not fully aware of his treatment. I only heard the voice ******* those near me "fuck the two of them in front of my eyes you guys so".Suddenly my eyes could open and I could only shed tears at that time, I could only shed my eyes,I could not speak and move my mouth, I was given a miracle from God.

Suddenly my husband's eyes looked at me in shock and rushed to push the woman and quickly put on her pants.My husband hugged me while kissing me. it feels like I want to kill my husband at this time not a few seconds he had sex with the woman immediately embraced me as if he had no sin.

The woman immediately pulled me to fall out of bed, when it happened that Rian came and saw the incident, I just shed my tears when maki-maki by the woman. "Basar women drama champion, wake up there do not need to act so that my husband is kasian with you and return it to you, already to the depletion of common sense yes cheap women." cuuiiiiihhhhh he spit at me, he spit at me,my husband also said "de you all this time just acting is sick like this ?" Rian came and picked me up to take me to the car because today I was in therapy again to the hospital.

Rian went back into the house and pointed at my husband," You're really outrageous bro, real wife really sick km say acting.you're also the one who knows cheap ley glazed there, too,who's cheap you or ley ? I'm sure once he realizes he won't forgive you bro." actually, he can hear what you're talking about, but he's just having brain paralysis, hopefully he'll quickly wake up and get back at you both."

today last look at Ley and you'll see them when she's healthy again."

my husband just fell silent, he felt like he was doing disgusting things in front of me with that woman, I'm sure my husband was embarrassed.