
I didn't dare to look at him up close and while in the hospital I pinched my hand a few times why it didn't hurt,I was confused as to whether it might be my heartache that made me unable to feel the pain of the pinch on my hand.
I who had been holding back my tears at the end of her break as well.I cried so much in Rian's arms, Rian hugged me while stroking behind me.
"Why did this happen to me and my children" I told my husband. Rian just shook his head and with a smile and suddenly I felt Rian began to disappear from my arms, I tried to hug his shadow Rian only began to fade.
I cried again as hard as I could, because my ex-husband who had died and Rian began to disappear I was confused as to what the truth was.
before long my crying became tight, and heavy.I felt like I was going to die.
suddenly my husband shook my body while saying "Wake up de. wake up" I just heard Deus' voice, I thought I was already in another realm with Deus.
and suddenly my face was wet as if it was raining, and I woke up startled and opened my eyes,right in front of my face Deus who looked confused.I immediately hugged my husband tightly.and I immediately looked at my eleventh turns out my children were still asleep.
"Hahahaha my dream is this ?" say it to my husband.
"Ndatau naah is not clear, the cry from earlier was difficult to really wake up so I splashed water on your face de".sap my husband.
I laughed incessantly while hugging my husband.
"hussstttt don't make a fuss de the kids are still sleeping.
"The ugly dream is my dream, the long life is yours, baby, I dream Kaka died earlier so I cry" said I.
"Everything if you sleep read prayer do not sleep as well as it could" said my husband while rubbing his eyes are still sleepy.
I just realized that I slept from 1pm to dawn at 4am just woke up, because I ate a cold medicine that was bought at the pharmacy, which is the drug,I should have eaten one but instead I ate two,and it turns out that the flu medicine there is a sleeping drug.kasian my children starve fortunately my first child was smart to cook eggs plunge to eat him and his sister.
Yes Allah was so relieved that it was all just a dream in my sleep.My husband continued his sleep again.
The morning came, the children sat beside me and hugged me, they said they miss me, they thought I was dead because there was no waking up at all.
But behind my happiness which turned out to be just a dream I was sad because I miss the figure of a Rian who loves me and keeps me in my dream.I was a little curious about Rian who is he want to eat sleeping pills again in order to dream of seeing him again.
I miss someone I don't know at all in my dreams.
if I knew it was just a dream,I will say thank you to him who has been very good to keep me in my dream.Pantesan in my dream feels very perfect.he can accept my shortcomings in my dream.and his parents are also very good and can accept me without any words not like it once.If that's the reality I must be very happy, maybe in this world I'm the luckiest woman to get a family like them, like them,but it was all just a dream.
after my husband's work he asked me about my dream last night.I told him everything with my husband.he immediately pushed my head while laughing and said "Father wife halu ". I just put my lips together.
I just nodded my head and went straight away while taking the money.
suddenly when I wanted to cross the road suddenly there was a car that was careless speed almost hit me and I also scolded him and talked him roughly.
suddenly the car stopped and came down a man in black shorts and a white T-shirt approached me. I was immediately shocked and shocked my eyes wide open while saying in my heart "Looh that's Rian who was in my dream last night" .
I just stared at her dumbly ,
"Woiii were you sure I was?". he said in a high tone.
I was more surprised dong and immediately put on a dirty face.
"Woii are you drunk or what? riding a car carelessly, kalo can not drive so and bring a car on the road, you think this is the road of your ancestors".answer me in a high tone too.suddenly down was a woman with a short skirt mini from the car while saying "Pipih let's quickly go up do not need to ladenin mother-mak not clear so". it turns out that it was between his wife Deus in my dream.why could this happen anyway.they are really very different jutek as much as my dream last night. " hahaha ya already it's all just a dream", in my heart I said.
But I'm still staring at them with his jutek.
While I was at home, I told my husband and he said "Ham's most dear just nagging, right,say aja darling spread the charm in the dream of the same guy so that until carried away in the real world right ".
I immediately made him coffee and immediately told him to drink. we also joked like the usual day again with the children.Our afternoon walk on the beach brings the children.because it happens to be near our house tourist attractions are many just the beach.
May in the world of my dreams only my husband so nature, but Alhamdulillah now my husband ugly nature also drink less alcohol and drugs.
I always pray for my husband day and night so that he can be a better man again.My prayers are not in vain now he complies with my words yes even though not as whole she changed completely.now she started thinking about my future and her children.I'm so happy my husband is so much better.
my first 10-year-old boy now he's started training to be a footballer,and have been able to participate in the tournament several times and my three-year-old second child is more of a short verse memorizer .I have no possessions but I have a husband who loves me and my beloved children the most beautiful.
Although in reality I am nobody and have nothing, but in my dreams I was given the opportunity to feel that a beautiful life is the most dear.
Whatever your husband's fault never leave him to seek better, but you must try to change him for the better again and his prayers are the main ones,also give him more affection so that he can be better, because if not prayer from you he will not be able to change for the better.
today is exactly 12 years our anniversary, I don't think I've been with him for 12 years has many bitter stories that I feel when with him, he said,he gave me a gift of a ring and kissed me on the forehead and said "We live like a de ya," don't leave me watching I know Dede's assortment". I shed my tears and nodded my head.
O Allah may my husband for as long as he loves me and our children, may Allah always protect him and if he is on the wrong path he quickly awakened Aamiin.
Thank you readers who have been willing to read the story of my life may you all get abundant rezqi and health and be kept away from all dangers.Aamiin