Pink Love

Forward With Backward Cannot

So long ago mas Bagus lived a widower, after the death of Dina forever. Mas Bagus life now feels lonely without Dina on the side. Long enough he thought to find a replacement, but the consideration of Bagus mas so far is the little Dyah Ayu Pitaloka his son.

“If he remarries, will his wife also love her son?” That question often comes to mind mas Bagus, every time he thinks about a substitute. While stories about the cruel stepmother also sometimes become a haunting shadow that makes him quite careful in finding a future wife.

As time passed, now the god reunited mas Bagus with a young widow who had once been his lover. Yuli the young widow is a beautiful woman who was once her lover, but the mistakes that ever existed had made mas Bagus hesitant to connect with her. Although they now share the same status (Mas Bagus as a widower and Yuli as a widow), is it possible that Yuli would accept to be in love with the Bagus mas like before? This question is also what makes the heart of Bagus hesitant to frankly convey hidden desires to him.

Now that mas Bagus managed to meet and interact again with Yuli Astuti, the desire to get married also grew and re-emerged in the chest. “Has heart of Yuli forgave all my mistakes?” The question, again makes the heart of Bagus hesitant to step forward and express love to him. Yuli, the beautiful woman of her heart now stands waiting as the choice of wife of the heart. Love mas Bagus to Yuli guiding instinct mas Bagus to go forward, but the shadow replied Yuli “We should be friends only” make mas Bagus hesitate to step again. The opportunity between being accepted and rejected by love, makes a stagnant step, but the magnitude of love's desire for Yuli also can not make the heart of Great mas to retreat even though a few steps.

Freezing makes Bagus must be clever looking for a gap, so that the arrow of romance he is aiming at can precisely hit the target. Mas Bagus knows very well the nature and character of Yuli, he is easy to forgive his mistakes, but to receive the love of Bagus back, it is very thin hope to materialize. Forgive the mistakes of Bagus, obviously, Yuli forgave, but to forget the mistakes that ever existed, of course Yuli could not. Among the apologies that Yuli had stated and forgot the mistake that ever mas Bagus did was like a painting on a piece of metal money facing each other. The question before his eyes became a similar fruit that made the Bagus mas stuck on a question that was difficult to answer like his bitter experience in the past.

Flashbacks

Five years ago, the love of Mas Bagus and Yuli was once intertwined, but everything became forbidden because Yuli was forced to marry a man of her parents' choice. Yuli's marriage to Budi becomes a dividing wall that blocks their love. At that time the braid of love for Nice mas to the new Yuli as long as corn, or as a guava fruit on a tree that has not ripened in time, is still too green so that the Good mas have to wait for time. Mas Bagus who was newly accepted as a soldier has not obtained marriage permission from parents. Because parents mas Bagus also need financial assistance from mas Bagus to finance his four younger siblings who are still sitting in his school.

While the age of Yuli is quite mature, like a fruit that is ripe in the tree and is ready to be picked by the owner, but what is the power of the Bagus mas that is not ready to pick the fruit of his love, but, the fruit was picked by someone else.

The marriage of Yuli and Budi, forced to make the rope of love Yuli and Bagus separate from each other. The love of Yuli and Mas Bagus becomes blocked by the dividing wall after Yuli and Budi are actually married.

The love among those who have not broken up continues to shackle the taste, until when the mas Bagus is ready with everything, he had persuaded Yuli to want to divorce her husband Budi, who is not yet broken, so that mas Bagus can marry himself.

But Yuli who already has a baby from her marriage with Mas Budi did not dare to take a stand. During this time Yuli can only resign and be silent with her status as the wife of Budi mas.

The magnitude of love and jealousy that shackles the heart of Bagus with longing, makes Bagus do stupid actions to Yuli. Intention so that Budi would leave Yuli, but the opposite happened. The temptation that befell Yuli even more make their love then flourish only. The stupid actions of Bagus now inflict a wound on Yuli's heart, until the love that once existed turns into hate.

Next

Although Yuli has long lived a widow and has apologized to Bagus, but could Yuli who was once hurt was willing to receive love from Bagus back? In fact, the wound that Yuli had received, it was like charcoal coals that Yuli could not touch anymore. Between the apology that Yuli had given and the wounds that had once scratched the heart was fused in Yuli's mind like a painting that was difficult to erase..

After the Bagus self-conscious, could he turn that piece of metal into an exchange rate that was commensurate with their sincere love in order to reunite? Mas Bagus continues to struggle to make Yuli understand, that their sincere love and greatness are waiting before their eyes, it was much more meaningful than the taste dispute that once made a wound in Yuli's heart that has now become a memory.

A bunch of roses and approaches have been mas Bagus do, but to smooth his heart to Yuli, mas Bagus also have to rotate the brain to find the right path and momentum. Freezing that struck the heart, making Bagus decided to confide in his best friend. It's also good if he visits first to the house of his best friend Mas Joko. Who knows, later his best friend can give advice and instructions to break the ice of the heart that is facing Good.

That afternoon mas Bagus immediately glided with his motorcycle to the house of Mas Joko. Thirty minutes later, after Mas Bagus traveled quite long and winding, he finally arrived at the Puri Asri housing complex. Before meeting Mas Joko at his home, for a moment mas Bagus stopped at his parents' house Yuli to give parcel parcel parcel parcel parcel parcels of fresh fruit to them.

“Eh nak Bagus, how to tumben this afternoon come here alone?” welcome his mother Yuli to the Bagus who came.

“Iya ma'am, I want to know the development of your health condition after returning from the hospital.” Reply mas Bagus while handing over the hand to the mother-in-law.

“Alhamdulillah, you are now healthy son Nice.” replied the mother with a smile on her lips. “Come please sit nak Bagus.” mother continued to him.

A moment later, mas Bagus and the father, now had a conversation in the living room accompanied by a new mother serving a cup of tea on the table. Yuli's parents were overjoyed at the arrival of Mas Bagus to their home. They also said that for two days at home, after they returned from the hospital, Yuli always accompanied them. “So for two days Yuli stayed here, the cook, nyuci, nyapu and others it was Yuli all who did.” said the mother told me.

Mas Bagus occasionally smiled when he heard the story about Yuli from the mother before him. “So Yuli it belongs to the type of diligent child huh Bu?” ask me Good then.

“Yes not mas, just from the small it was the mother who always told him to nyapu, nyuci, help mom cook in the kitchen and others. Because if you do not scream yell Yuli for nyapu and others, yes she wants to just play with her friends.” replied the mother again.

“Ya already sir, ma'am, I say goodbye first, because I want to stop by also to the house mas Joko.” say Good mas to them. “Greetings I made dek Yuli bu.” he continued.

“Ya thank you very much ya nak Bagus for his visit, later greetings from mas Bagus, will I convey to Yuli.” replied the mother with a smile when releasing the departure of Bagus mas who was about to go to the house of his best friend Joko mas.

Five minutes later, the arrival of Mas Bagus at the house of his best friend Joko. Mas Joko welcomed the arrival of his best friend Bagus mas, a cup of coffee and snacks he served on the table. This time mas Bagus deliberately did not tell about his visit to the house of his parents Yuli ten minutes ago, and let the story he kept as a secret.

After they talked for a long time, then mas Bagus conveyed about the crisis of the soul that was being faced to Joko and Nana. “Wah if the matter is, yes obviously Nana who knows enough, is she a close friend of Yuli.” said Joko half-jokingly.

“Iya mbak Nana, is there a chance if I later express this heart to Yuli?” ask me Good then.

Nana who knows enough about the news of her best friend (Yuli), then takes a deep breath.

Nana was silent for a moment, remembering the response from Yuli that she had touched upon when she visited Yuli's place some time ago.

Nana who once asked about Mas Bagus who might come back to him (Yuli), then told about the response from Yuli who had been conveyed to Nana a few weeks ago. “Begini mas Nice, if in my opinion, Yuli is still like with mas Bagus, but when I joke about mas Bagus to Yuli, why the response is different from what I expected mas.” said Nana to mas Bagus.

“I mean Nana?” tanya mas Bagus curious.

“While Yuli has forgiven all the mistakes of Bagus, but to establish love as before, it feels like Yuli has to think twice mas.”, Nana told mas Bagus.

“Yuli seems to be still traumatized mas, so she seems not excited to receive love mas Bagus again.” he continued.

“She just said she wanted to raise her child (Princess Kusuma Aprilia) in order to be a sholeh and useful child for Nusa and Bangsa.” explained Nana.

Mas Bagus took a deep breath, after he heard the explanation from Nana, mas Bagus could not do more. The explanation from Nana makes hope in the heart of Bagus as if breaking up suddenly. Mas Bagus silent a thousand languages will be confused soul that is so difficult to find a way out. When his love is round like a soccer ball, he can not do his free kick towards the goal of love that is being targeted. Yuli's answer that was delivered through Nana, regarding the possibility of her going back to Yuli, was like a checkmate or red card dropped by the referee for a fatal mistake that ever existed.

“But yes do not despair first mas Bagus, after all there is no harm also, if mas Bagus try to directly come to the house of Yuli to state everything there is. Who knows the fate of Bagus mas even lucky, then Yuli want to open her heart to mas Bagus, right Alhamdulillah mas.” advice Nana to mas Bagus.

“Alah kok so halu so mas Bagus, already later we just go to the house of Yuli, now let's just enjoy the coffee.” said mas Joko melt the atmosphere.

“So yes mas Joko,” said mas Bagus flat, he then smiled heavily.

“Iya dong mas Bagus, the important thing is that we just go to Yuli, then you declare it love, about the acceptance or rejection of love, it is number twenty-seven anyway mas.” janda mas Joko again.

Hearing jokes from mas Joko, Nana and mas Bagus also laughed as well. As the rest of the laughter remained, Mas Bagus then sipped another black coffee on the table, he then took another cigarette to suck. Enjoy a cup of coffee and a cigarette that mas Nice enjoy, it was able to repel the ice.

“Oh yes mas, next week the 14th, right Yuli birthday, how about we later celebrate together then mas Nice express love to him, wow romantic is mas!” nana to mas Bagus.

“Wah input very good advice that mbak Nana,” replied mas Bagus with a cheerful smile.

They then devise a plan to make a surprise to Yuli on her birthday as well as to express love.

After visiting the house of his best friend Mas Joko, that afternoon mas Bagus finally able to return to his house with a feeling of relief. A plan that will be a solution to the frozen love is now standing waiting.mas Bagus smiled again, bamboo love that he got, now supporting himself at the height of the taste. Like a pair of gull wings flapping flying in the air enjoying the beauty of the blue ocean above the fierce waves.