Pink Love

Self Conscious

Only now Sergeant Bagus feels life alone no wife feels lonely. Five months already mas Bagus life widowed, living a life lame alone after his wife died. The army is also human, when his wife goes for ever he feels helpless, because behind everything that happens, can not be separated from the will of God who is all. Which husband does not grieve when his love and affection for his wife is blooming, then God calls him back to the realm of eternity? One, two, the first three months left by the wife it feels very long to live a gripping life alone. Only prayers to God that always mas Bagus say that he survived the various temptations that exist. Women are many, but like the figure of the deceased Dina seems impossible to be replaced by anyone. When the will of a woman's figure appears in his mind, it is always accompanied by a question in his mind. “Does the woman also have affection for her son Dyah Ayu Pitaloka?” The question that makes the heart of Mas Bagus always think again if he wants to make the best decision for himself and his son in the future. After living a long life of its own unpleasant, now mas Bagus began to rise again retracing the activities of normal life again as usual. In order to maintain the professionalism of mas Bagus in carrying out his duties as a state servant, he then entrusted the boutique business of his late wife to his younger sister Dewi.

Dewi who during her school holidays often helps Dina in the boutique, now after Dewi graduated from High School, she can also hold the trust entrusted by Bagus to her. Dewi and the three employees at the boutique are already like brothers, so they can be professional in carrying out their duties. The intelligence of Dewi in absorbing economic knowledge in school and practice directly to the late Dina first, is now a provision in running existing businesses. Dewi also did not hesitate to share her intelligence with the other three employees.

While for Dyah Ayu Pitaloka the only princess, actually mas Bagus can find a baby sitter to babysit Dyah, but it was prevented by the grandmother. The mother of the late Dina was very fond of Dyah Ayu Pitaloka granddaughter, so she did not want her granddaughter to be taken care of by others or baby sitters. The only princess of puppetry (Dyah Ayu Pitaloka) was finally nurtured by the grandmother in the village. Although mas Bagus rarely met the princess just wayang, but every weekend he always took the time to visit his daughter in the village. The existence of a mere princess puppet with grandmother and relatives who love Dyah. makes mas Bagus more calm in carrying out his activities as a state servant.

Mas Bagus also always supported the policy of Dewi his sister who was quite clever in making efforts to increase sales results in the boutiques he managed. The generosity of Dewi who often gives bonuses to the three employees at her sister's boutique, makes them always hold honesty and morale so that many customers come every day. In addition to working in the boutique, Dewi also gave the opportunity to the three employees to sell merchandise owned by her brother independently outside of working hours.

Dewi paid fifteen percent to employees who could sell each item of product in the boutique that had been managed for five months. All three employees like to get a breath of fresh air because indirectly they can also do business without capital outside working hours. The quality of up to date trading products is much in demand by consumers so that employees can easily sell the products they offer. All three employees kept up the spirit like people were racing in a tournament to get an additional wage of fifteen percent. Every new product is very trendy, every time they come home from work they always bring a photo sample of the product to offer to consumers. The ball pick-up system by the three employees who are able to run it was able to overcome the sluggishness of the market that often changes every month.

The family economic system that Dewi developed made the three employees feel at home because they felt no doubt by their superiors. Mas Bagus was very happy to see the results of the performance of his sister Goddess who was able to supervise the three employees he led. Three years they have been working since the start of the boutique was pioneered by the late Dina, now in their third year of work, they have been able to buy a new motorcycle from their work.

Through his younger brother Goddess, Mas Bagus also encouraged them to live independently not only relying on themselves from work alone. With the approval of mas Bagus, Dewi also did not hesitate to help give capital and share business knowledge that he got from school and his late sister-in-law for the three employees who want to do business independently. As time went on, two old employees, now someone has managed to follow in his footsteps, they opened their own clothing store in a market environment near their home.

The success of the two employees turned out to be able to add more input to the Dina Collection boutique store that Dewi managed. Whenever they get an order for brand clothes from a consumer who is not in their store, they will refer and buy the clothes at the boutique store Dina Collection. If consumers who come to their store can't wait to be able to buy the person's order brand clothes, then they will direct consumers to the Dina Collection boutique in the city. Cooperation and trust is what makes the business smooth that Dewi manages.

The attitude of mas Bagus who gave business to his sister Goddess, made all employees or former employees so respectful to him. For them, mas Bagus is a very meritorious figure in their lives. Mas Bagus was more prioritizing the task in his army service, so he rarely went to his boutique.

If mas Bagus visit the boutique to see the atmosphere, then existing employees will seek sympathy so that they are greeted by him. “Hai eaten?” good greetings to those who seek attention from him.

“Already Sir,” replied Yayu and her two friends with a smile. Mas Bagus just wanted to say hello like that, Yayu and her two friends felt so happy. Wibawa mas Bagus the mighty does contain charisma, so every woman who hears the greeting from mas Bagus will feel the flowers of his heart.

On the other hand the sad news about the death of Budi mas husband of Yuli, making mas Bagus also sad to hear it. Yuli, who she once loved, is now suffering without her husband by her side. Many times mas Bagus took a deep breath and also sorry for the disaster that was being experienced by Yuli. There was nothing he could do to help the grief-stricken Yuli, other than to send flowers and an apology to her.

Mas Bagus realized the mistake that had been made to Yuli and seemed to have not been forgiven by her.

Mas Bagus who had felt the pain of losing his beloved wife for good, quite understand the condition of his former lover Yuli who is now being overwhelmed with grief. With the desire in mind mas Bagus to come and comfort the grieving Yuli, hindered by a feeling of shame for her mistake that may not have been forgiven by Yuli. How sad Yuli felt the pain of losing her husband who had returned to the afterlife. “But how can I come to Yuli's house, if the apology I once said to Yuli has no answer? Let alone the word sorry, look at my face just maybe Yuli is no longer willing.” Inner Good in meditation. The only step he can do is to convey greetings through friends and a bundle of flowers, and be quiet while waiting for an inspiration.

After Mas Bagus realized the mistake that used to be, indeed the only hope is that Yuli will forgive for her mistake. Only God can flip the heart of every human being so that the hatred of Yuli to mas Bagus turned into love. “Could Yuli be willing to accept me who has made her suffer first?” Good tepis again the question that suddenly arises in that inner being. “Ah no, can get sorry from Yuli, then he wants to accept himself as a friend only, it is an incredible miracle.” Inner Nice.