
Wedding invitation letter Bagus Saputra and Dina Rahmawati who just received Yuli, he squeezed to form a circle like a ping pong ball in the hand.
Mas Bagus who used to always color Yuli's life with beautiful words through his letters, explained the secret seeds of love in Yuli's heart.
Every time Yuli read a letter kangen mas Bagus who always said he wanted to live with her, Yuli's smile often expands like a flower blooms in the early morning.
Sometimes Yuli's eyes glazed over as she read the strands of Bagus words that were no longer strong enough to hold back all the pent-up longing.
The word love and longing mas Bagus to Yuli like a drop of morning dew that is always faithful to keep the secret love springing up. Love blossomed that had long reigned in the heart, now another drop of dew.
A month already mas Bagus did not send letters to Yuli again, Yuli was gasped like a thirsty baby looking for breast milk. Love letter from mas Bagus that he was looking forward to, instead changed the wedding invitation letter that Yuli received.
Yuli is silent knowing that she single-handedly leaked the empty sky in space. Good the idol has now obtained a replacement heart patch, after a long time his letters never reply Yuli at all.
Yuli's heart crumpled like paper crumpled in a hand. Their love, which was initially smooth like clear water, wandered down the universe, then became forbidden after Yuli was forced to marry her father's choice.
Sacred love in the heart of Yuli to mas Bagus does not continue in the fabric of love. Because since Yuli married Budi, he no longer returned letters from the Bagus mas who often came to say hello.
The love in Yuli's heart to Bagus became a secret, so that they could not bloom, propagate, appear in front of the audience like young people who were just in love.
Yuli a tear on the cheek, did not feel he to be present at the wedding mas Bagus which he had always loved. Mas Good for Yuli like true love that is blocked by walls so strong and high that separates them all this time.
"Pardon Yuli mas Bagus, Yuli was unable to fulfill the wedding invitation. It should be Yuli who is on your side mas, sitting sanding in a blue chair decorated with yellow arches in the living room. But fate willed another, until the chair was filled with another woman, not Yuli who had been a good fit." Yuli had more tears dripping down her cheeks, her chest getting claustrophobic with a suddenly approaching chopstick.
The night was getting late, Yuli still could not close her eyes. The shadow of the handsome and dashing man of Bagus Saputra lover of the idol continues to dance in his imagination. Yuli could not imagine the first night of the beloved pujaan when the honey of the flower.
"Are you that way, Mom? Just like me, when first Budi finally touched my body." Yuli's mind.
For a week I defended myself from my husband's Budi mas rayu, but the joking of Budi mas often weakens Yuli's ego. I have tried as hard as I maintain the harkat, but Budi mas apparently good at finding gaps.
"I'm sorry Yuli mas Budi, my body may be yours but my love still remains as it used to belong to mas Bagus." Inner Yuli kelu.
"What is the matter of deck Yuli, from this morning I see you who seem to be moody constantly" said Mas Budi disperse the tegun Yuli.
"Ah, that's okay, Mas, I'm just a little less healthy. Ordinary mas if you want to come the moon like this it feels achy and a little stiff" replied Yuli looking for an excuse.
"Yes already... should deck Yuli sleep alone. rest the body, is it late at night deck?" said Mas Budi who just woke up in the silence of the night.
"Yes Mas." replied Yuli while pulling a blanket to cover her body, on the edge of the night drowsiness also shifted the shadows. Yuli is sound in her sleep.