PHILOPHOBIA, When I'm Afraid of Falling in Love But Getting Married Is My Dream .
BREAKUP.
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...A week passed, since the last time Lita saw the Message that Dev sent to the Queen. He disappeared as if in the swallow of the earth and Lita was not aware of it, because Lita herself was calming herself from what she saw that night, in the place of the Queen....
...For more than a week, Lita argued with herself .from beginning to disbelieve, denying, not wanting to know, stupid, avoiding until finally she decided to accept what she saw, she said, yup… he decided to accept this fact because he thought he had been running too much and dodging and pretending to be okay even though he knew the relationship was not okay and he was in a mess for a long time ....
...That night the lightning and Thunder were unpretentious.It was raining heavily, and Lita was sitting in front of the window of the room while continuing to stare at her mobile phone screen. For almost half an hour he just sat staring at one name on his phone screen and all that time he did not know what to do , what words should he say to call her . does he have to be pleasant-nonsense ? or. whether he should be to the point . Lita is still in her own confusion, until finally she called Dev without thinking long and without parse what words she should say to be the opening of the second conversation....
...Lita put the phone to her ear, waiting for someone there to answer her call....
...“ hello... “ Say Lita when someone answers her call . she added quickly . “ you where… ? I want you to come to the hotel where we first met, now ! “ . He said and hung up without hearing a word from someone on the other end ....
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...Lita walks into the door of the hotel and she steps into the restaurant where she was first introduced to Dev by one of her friends ....
...Lita looked around and her eyes were fixed on a figure she knew very well . I don't know how long he's been there but Lita knows someone must be confused and wondering after receiving his call earlier ....
...Lita looked at Dev who looked agitated from his movements , suddenly, the two eyes meet and Dev gasps and spontaneously stands up from his seat while looking at Lita who walks up to him . Lita smiled and she immediately invited Dev to sit down, because for a moment the man was still seen standing when Lita had sat down for a few minutes ago ....
...Dev looked at Lita closely, from her appearance she looked unusual. Hair covered in hats, black T-shirts wrapped in black switer and black long jeans also . with eyes wide Dev seemed to not believe what he saw . Dev took a breath and exhaled again, then he began to knock the silence between the two ....
...“ you are fine…. “ His words were a little nervous. Add fast . “ sorry yes.. bl lately I was busy so did not have time to contact you “ while looking at Lita who was only silent earlier . Lita continued to stare at Dev without taking her eyes off in the slightest. And Dev also looked at her nervously and questioningly....
...“ you cheated….? “ Say Lita to the point with Flat face . meanwhile Dev was silent as sculpting. Dev tried to absorb what words he had just heard earlier ....
...With a flat face and without a smile Lita turned her face to look at her bag full of doubt . then while taking a long breath she opened the bag and took her mobile phone that she put in her bag, he said, then he stretched out his hand and gave his phone to Dev without looking at him at all because now he knew the picture inside the rectangular object would risk the future of his relationship with men in front of him this ....
...Dev looked at the object confused but then he took the phone Lita gave him, not to mention Dev questioned what he meant by giving him a phone, suddenly Lita said ....
...” what is the true image …. ? “ His words this time without taking his eyes off the slightest from the man in front of him this ....
...Dev Manarik took a deep breath then he picked up the rectangular object nervously . slowly he turned on the screen that had dimmed earlier then he saw the picture and how shocked he was when he saw the picture . With a feeling of doubt and guilt that began to envelop the recesses of his heart he tried to look at the woman who was in front of him. he knew at this time the woman in front of him was trying to toughen up and actually Dev wanted to explain to this woman what really made him busy lately but he did not dare to tell the current situation to the woman in front of him this . Dev was silent, staring expectantly so that the woman in front of him did not misunderstand the picture he just saw earlier . A few minutes later Dev tried to hold Lita's hand on the table but not to mention that he did, Lita immediately distanced her hand from the reach of Dev's hand ....
...“ you deny it if it's not true ! I'll believe you “ said Lita trying to deny her suspicions and tears in her eyes. but Dev is still silent without trying to evade when now he knows that the woman in front of him is in need of clarity ....
...“ sorry...” not to mention Dev continued his words Lita directly said in a somewhat elevated voice ....
...“ YOU DENY IT IF IT'S NOT TRUE ! why should you apologize it's not a word I should hear ! “ Said Lita and tears began to wet her cheeks ....
...“ Lit.., I. It's not what you think "Say Dev stammered....
...“ HE IS MY BEST FRIEND !!! “ Say Lita standing and passing away ....
...Dev tried to chase after his girlfriend because he was afraid that someone he had hurt his feelings would be why - why if he drove his car in this situation . but like already know what will happen Lita also went without driving a car and now she is seen riding a taxi . Dev was a little restless after seeing Lita riding a taxi because it was raining more and what would Lita be if she drove her car in this situation ....
..." I'M WHY SO STUPID "his moans are upset ....
..." WHY DIDN'T I TELL HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE AND INSTEAD LET HIM WITH HIS OWN MIND DEV !! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID !!!!!! Her sarcasm was upset while ruffling her Hair ....
...Lita runs away from Dev not because she doesn't want to listen to Dev's explanation . it's just that he feels Dev is too late to listen because Lita has given him too much time but Dev himself chose to be dishonest to him and even make him constantly haunted guilt for suspecting him ....
...Lita entered the light blue car, she sat with both hands buried her face. The tears that he had held back when in front of Dev now spilled over his cheeks and palms . Lita was crying as much as , her feelings at this time were difficult for her to describe if anyone asked her why she was crying . along the way Lita was just crying, just crying, even the taxi driver who is driving his car may be wondering where to take this passenger , because from the beginning of the taxi Lita did not say where she was going and just told her car to go ....
...On the sidelines of the trip after Mr. taxi driver felt his passenger was fine then he opened the question ....
..." sorry mba, where are you going ? " Say the driver carefully while glancing at him from behind the rearview mirror ....
...Lita gasped at the question Mr. taxi driver, then by showing a little smile Lita also replied ....
..." oh..... Sir we went to the hotel Asia aja sir "Saying him because he realized that from now on the fathers of this taxi driver heard his cries ....
..." is it okay ? " ask the taxi driver's father to throw his daydreams . that night Lita decided to stay at the hotel because she did not want to make her sisters worried....
...the next morning Lita chose to go home after she felt her feelings had been somewhat mengingan ....
...Arriving at Lita's house, he immediately entered the room, he looked around and then he took a deep breath when he saw some Dev's gift that was still neatly arranged in his room . Lita was silent for a moment then she started picking up a large box of cartons to put Dev's gift items there ....
...Lita walked slowly taking one by one objects given by Dev including a picture frame containing a photo of him and Dev that he put neatly on the glass shelf . Now he put the things there without the slightest cry . I think he had spent his tears last night in the hotel room where he was staying ....
...With a slow step and an expressionless face Lita came out of the room while carrying the objects alone without caring for her sister and the people of the house who were staring at her full of astonishment ....
..." what is sister "asked Julia when the sister was already at the door of the house ....
..." trash "His speech was Flat . meanwhile Julia was confused because what she saw in the box were all things Dev gave her brother ....
...Lita turned her face to the pack of faith that is currently seen cleaning her little garden ....
..." Sir iman...., please burn all this garbage well "Say Lita relaxed and passed away leaving her sister who is still fixated on staring at things that are in the big box ....
...A few minutes later Julia followed her sister from behind and finally when she arrived at the dinner table then her brother told her all the events that he had experienced in the last few days and meant the incident yesterday ....
...Julia suddenly felt confused with her brother who is currently still in London . Suddenly he remembered the story of his brother who a few months ago had just broken up with his former sister-in-law's candidate , And now he is sitting in front of the screen watching Kak Dita is carrying news infotainment about Kak Dev former sister-in-law who is now someone else's fiancee. who was none other than her own brother's former best friend ....
