PHILOPHOBIA, When I'm Afraid of Falling in Love But Getting Married Is My Dream .

PHILOPHOBIA, When I'm Afraid of Falling in Love But Getting Married Is My Dream .
Fragile .



...In this world no one can avoid the Wounds . Small or large Wounds no one has the right to underestimate it because each Wound is different and the Wounds of each person will heal but at different speeds . Some do not take long but some need several full moons to be able to heal the wound . Lita, for example, the long-haired and pure White woman apparently took a long time to be able to heal the wounds that the Queen and Dev had inflicted on her . Lita did not make no effort, but the more she tried to forget the wound the more she remembered the wound . Lita is not yet able to move on or crybaby, but now Lita is learning to accept . The best way to heal a wound is to receive. And Lita again learned to accept. Accepting that it turns out that God loves him so much that God releases people who are not good for him . And one way to be able to receive is by enjoying . And Lita did it again now . she enjoyed the wound again . she cried so much that it made her sleep . Now Lita is learning to express what she feels because she no longer wants to pretend to be okay even though she is not okay ....


...A few days of being alone and closing yourself off from the outside world makes Lita transform into a new Person. Lita knew that the wound she got was not easy to heal but Lita was sure that one day the wound would heal over time and as someone new was sent by God to fill his broken heart....


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...Since passing Dev and the Queen in the basement . Lita became sad even she had a moment's cry when she arrived in her room . Lita cried until she fell asleep, and when she woke up . she started to feel her eyes were heavy and her head was also a little sore....


...Lita opened her eyes while kneeling her temple slowly and then she lazily forced herself down from the bed to take some snacks that had been bought because her stomach had been rumbling since she slept earlier ....


...Lita walked towards the luggage she had placed on the table .but from a distance when she saw the plastic bag, he realized that the other bag was in the hands of the man named Pram . then with a lazy feeling he patted his forehead A moment ago then he turned his gaze to the mini bar or small refrigerator. he opened the mini bar and there was leftover bread that had been eaten half by him ....


..." lest it be a matter of draining an empty stomach, surely "The words reflect a smile ....


...After eating Lita back to her bed because she felt her eyes were so heavy and she felt a little cold when the AC temperature in her room was the same as the previous days, which was a normal AC temperature ....


...Just a few minutes later he fell asleep and heard a knocking sound from behind his door . Lita heard the knock but she seemed lazy to get off her bed. A few minutes later she heard the knock even she had heard the sound of someone from behind the door shouting her name ....


...Lita squirms then with a feeling of laziness and still half-conscious, she gets out of her bed and then walks slowly to her bedroom door . Lita opened her door without seeing who someone was behind it . then she turned and walked slowly to her bed to complete her drowsiness ....


...With a hoarse voice after sleeping and still half conscious, he said ....


..." Just put it there " said Lita pointing at the table. And immediately put himself back on the bed while covering himself with a blanket ....


...Pram just fell silent while following all the instructions that Lita gave him even though he himself felt confused by Lita's attitude to him . he just shook his head confused . For the woman who is currently lying on her bed is casually letting her in without turning her head towards him at all . Pram instead of considering himself a bad person just a little confused to see the attitude of Lita who seemed indifferent when he could have been in danger if his attitude was like this ....


..." What if the bad guys come in . He's not afraid of what ! " inner Pram is a little upset ....


..."sorry yeah ngerepotin . uh thanks also for today "Say Lita half sleep without looking at Pram in the least ....


...Pram looked at her deeply and it seemed that the woman named Lita had already entered into her dreamland . For a moment Pram was upset for him but a few minutes later he was made worried after seeing the woman's forehead sweating and she was like shivering ....


..." WAH..kayaya he fever "Murmnya . then with a thousand steps he walked towards Bed and he took the initiative to touch Lita's forehead but not to mention he touched Lita's forehead , his hand was already intercepted by Lita's hand ....


..." I'm not pa-pa, you can go " said Lita flat....


..." not how your people are...." His words hang when his phone rings ....


...Pram held back his anger and he turned his gaze to his pocket to pick up his cell phone....


..." oh so this is because papa ?! " Inner Pram raised the corner of his lips....


..." Ma , sorry well like Pram can not come " Pram said a little disappointed ....


..." but...."...


..." already yes ma , Later Pram phone again " Pram Say cut the Speech of his mother And immediately disconnect the phone ....


...After hanging up the phone, Pram turned his eyes to someone nearby who was still holding his hand . Like someone was moving his heart, suddenly Pram immediately changed his position by sitting on the edge of the bed and slowly removing his hand from Lita's hand....


...Pram looked inside the sleeping person . Then Like Someone pushed him involuntarily he raised his hand and began to gently caress Lita's hair and a smile fell on his lips . a split second later he began to realize what he was doing earlier ....


..." Pram what you did just now !! " His murmur is self-inflicted ....


...Pram flinched to his feet when he heard the sound of a knock . Pram remained silent unmoved he was confused as to what kind of attitude sendangkan someone beside him is sleeping . he wanted to wake him but he knew the woman had just slept . then Pram walked towards the door . Pram turned the door handle then when he saw it turned out that behind the door was a short-haired woman shoulder to shoulder . When he opened the door the woman in front of him looked so shocked that he took a step back....


..." You Who..... " Task Pram without saying stale ....


..." oh..sorry am I in the wrong room.... ? " Say someone then dial the number on the phone screen quickly without answering Pram's question .then when he contacted someone it was heard a voice from inside his room . Pram and the woman looked on in turn....


..." Who do you "ask Pram again ....


..." I'm Lita's sister, you ? " Say Doubt ....


..." oh... if so please enter "Said Pram then the woman entered even though in view of the look on her face she looks a little scared and confused ....


..." Ka Lita's....." Said the woman running slowly when she saw her brother who was asleep and covered in a thick blanket and forehead covered in a small towel ....


...Doubtfully the woman asked ....


..." Sorry who are you ? "...


..." oh...my , my friend....his sister "Say the Pram a little stuttering then with his chivalry he was saying go from there ....


..." hmm if you'll excuse me first "...


..." oh.. yes thank you well have taken care of my sister "Say the girl and Pram was lost from view ....