PHILOPHOBIA, When I'm Afraid of Falling in Love But Getting Married Is My Dream .
Unexpected meeting .
...It was the third day since the incident fainted back then and Lita only spent her time in the hotel room .she would only open the door of her room when the food she ordered had already come ....
..." It turns out that all this time I was wrong in terms of loving . The love I gave her was too much, until I forgot that I also needed that Love . I loved her but I didn't love myself . The portion of love I gave her was too much to make me close my eyes to all the problems in my relationship and her. I clearly know but I seem to close my eyes to everything that is clearly visible . And in the end I also have to bear the pain that I get for loving him too much, indeed the excess is not good " . Lita Lirih ....
...Lita got up from her seat and walked slowly to the bathroom . Lita washed herself then a few minutes later she came out with a fresh and cheerful face . he pegged in front of the mirror by wearing a casual dress plain white shirt short sleeves and subordinate long jeans.He smeared thin makeup as well as lipbalm on his thin lips. Lita smilingly looked at herself in the mirror . Before leaving the room do not forget he wore a mask and a small backpack to fill some of his needs such as wallets and mobile phones ....
...This twenty-eight year old woman got out of her car. He arrived at the hotel basement and parked his car. a few minutes later he got off the steering wheel and turned to the back door of the car to pick up some of the items he had bought a while ago while driving around the mall . lita's luggage is not so much there are only two plastic bags that contain snacks, mineral water and some other light meals and also some of her makeup needs . lita's face can't be lied to she looks so happy . After a few days spent in the room only finally today he could wash his eyes for a while . Lita does not really like to go alone but at times , certain times she sometimes spends her own time . whether it's to watch or spend hours sitting in a cafe just to read a novel or a comic . Because of his hobby of reading it, he finally decided to open a small shop in which to sell some cakes and some other small foods do not forget also with the drinks there is juice, tea, tea, and ,coffee or other drinks . And what is unique about this store is that he prepares reading materials whether it is a novel, comic, magazine or educational book even though he put it on his reading shelves ....
...A smile emanated on his face .he walked slowly towards the elevator but only half way his eyes accidentally met eyes that he should not have seen . Lita stiffened her as if she was turning into ice cubes . her body could not be moved, she was stiff and felt like she wanted to disappear right now ....
..." why should I meet them "inner Lita looked at two couples who were currently looking neat and were walking towards the place where she was . Lita turned her face to take a breath and threw it rough . then a minute later she tried to review the thin smile on her lips ....
..." Hi .... " The Queen greeted him with a brief wave of hands while smiling ....
..." He greeted me..... ?! wah..nih a very clever person skit ". Lita's sarcasm in the heart....
...Lita circled her gaze around . she saw there were some people who also looked new coming down from their car ....
...Lita knew that one day she would meet the two whether they passed each other or not, because they were in the same world but she never imagined it would be this fast . moreover, he is still in the process of healing.healing the wounds they have inflicted on him ....
...Lita was still silent sculpting. she could not do anything . she was confused what to behave . her sense of wanting to disappear just . Lita looked down, though, alternately looking at his two hands that tightly grasped his luggage which he realized at this time he was filled with anger that at any time could explode without he could control because it had been too long this feeling lodged in his head . Lita looked down and then she turned her eyes to look at the cynical feet of the two people who were now right in front of her and had managed to make herself destroyed....
...Lita was still in the same position, but this time she lowered her head while closing her eyes and trying to hold back her anger . then she whispered softly . "please...., anyone help me "....
...Like a prayer that came suddenly, he felt someone grab his hand and grab his luggage and hold his hand tightly ....
..." Honey, sorry I'm late " Said the person who immediately took one of the luggage that was in Lita's right hand and immediately moved it to his right hand and his left hand now grasped Lita's right hand ....
...Lita gasped in surprise but she managed to hide her feelings, Lita opened her eyes quickly and looked at the man who was now standing right beside her while smiling at her ....
..." Prams !! " lita's inner and widened her eyes....
..." babe ..... who are they ?! " Say Pram alternately looked at Lita and the two men while showing her sweet smile that had dimples on both cheeks ....
..." turns out he can smile and have dimples Also " Said Lita in a heart that was momentarily fascinated to see dimples on the cheeks of men who were about 183 cm tall, he guessed . which currently made him have to lift a little face to be able to see the face of the man beside him this . For a few seconds Lita was fascinated to see dimples on both cheeks of this man to make him not hear the Pram Question to him ....
..." Dear.... " Speak Pram then pinched softly Lita's nose, because Lita just fell silent without answering her question ....
..." ck, uh.... "...
..." daydreaming what the hell "...
..." who are they....., "...
..." oh..they... " Not to mention Lita answering Pram ''s question, Pram immediately stuck out his hand and introduced himself ....
..." hi I'm Pram Girlfriend Lita "Say Pram smiled proudly and then took turns shaking hands with the two people in front of him this ....
..." I'm Queen...her friend Lita"...
..." I'm Dev.."bland smile ....
..." oh....So this is Dev's ex-girlfriend..." Pram said inwardly looking at Lita and Dev alternately ....
...Previously Pram was not so concerned with the lives of others . it's just that his assistant Raka always discussed about Dev and the Queen in front of him . he said that it turns out that Dev and the Queen are a couple of the results of an affair and that has become a conversation throughout the universe . And he also said that the woman who fainted when I helped her was her ex-boyfriend Dev, and the Queen was her best friend . Suddenly it made Pram who had forgotten the woman in the end he had to remember again the shadow of the woman and slowly unconsciously he began to feel concerned with the woman that woman...
...after Pram's hand and then tightly grasped Lita's hand again ....
...Lita was wide-eyed to hear Pram's remarks and then she turned her gaze to look at Dev's face that looked upset . Lita was grateful that Pram was like an angel who was ready to come to her aid only she never thought that the words she had just heard would come out of the mouth of this man beside her . he knows that Pram is currently performing but he also does not want to get this far especially he is not very fond of Pram . then a split second later he said ....
..." oh.. yes, if you'll excuse me first, " Said Lita pulling Pram's hand which immediately walked away from Dev and the Queen without hearing the Speech of both ....
...- Inside the elevator - there were only the two of them -...
..." until when in the hand hold "goda Pram stare alternately his hands and Lita....
...Lita chuckled and quickly took off her grasp ....
..." sorry for not intentionally "Lita said ketus....
..." anyways you're the one who took my hand "...
..." I'm not really grateful to have been helped, here aja angry but it was under silent like an ice cube "...
...Lita was speechless hearing Pram's words that were like slicing her heart . Lita swallowed her Saliva with great difficulty because at this moment the clear grains in her eyes that she had been holding back from earlier were already willing to drip down her cheeks . Lita turned her back to Pram but it turned out that Pram could see the clear details that had now fallen soaked her cheeks from the reflection of the clear elevator wall , Now his feelings are mixed angry and sad . A few minutes later the elevator opened and Lita wiped her tears and looked back at Pram and said ....
..." Thank you "Say him a sincere smile and then pass away . And now it was Pram's turn to be silent while looking at someone who had now disappeared from his sight ....
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