PHILOPHOBIA, When I'm Afraid of Falling in Love But Getting Married Is My Dream .

Night in London.

...Since that day, Dev looks different than usual. He became more romantic, more showing his feelings, more open and one very striking change from him that he often said ‘ I love you ‘ a sentence that is difficult to say first. now almost every day that sentence comes out of his mouth ....

...Lita looked at the sky filled with flickering starlight from the balcony of her room . she sat with both legs bent and hands wrapped around her legs, like hugging . He looked at the sky with a full day . I don't know suddenly he became sad, especially now the wind began to play its role. Lita started to feel cold in her body and subconsciously the wind had awakened her from her daydream . Lita glanced at the blanket she placed nearby and then she took it and covered part of her body that began to feel cold ....

..." What's wrong with me, why am I like this . I'm sorry I didn't mean to not trust you, it's just . I can't lie to my heart . said the woman's feeling is very strong when it comes to her partner . she will by itself know although it is difficult for her to believe but that's what women sometimes know without having to be told . And right now I'm being told, but I find it hard to believe it, even if it's with my own feelings . "...

...that night somehow Lita felt her feelings were not good . I don't know, she herself was confused by what she felt . suddenly somehow she felt something stuck in her heart. He is happy with Dev's change is getting sweeter and more care but somehow he feels strange with Dev's change is like a sudden for him. he feels like Dev is turning into someone else like he is not the self he knows ....

...Lita breathed a rough breath.she began to feel frustrated with what she felt . then a split second later she began to dialogue again with herself, starting again to restore her positive thoughts ....

..." okay .... , Lita . it's okay if you put suspicion on her it's all natural . it's okay and there's no harm either If you so . what's wrong is that if you come angry to him when you have no proof if what you feel is true . So again , it's okay Lita, it's okay "Say Lita reassured herself . Lita often do the ritual . somehow since when it started, but clearly she is very happy to work on the ritual ....

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...London, england ....

...Tonight , It should be the happiest night for me . Tonight, you should be by my side and sit together with me enjoying dinner together and accompanied by flickering starlight. tonight, we should both be laughing because we're celebrating our fifth anniversary in 'year , it should have been a happy night to cover me and you but it turns out that God loves me so much that you have to leave my life . And tonight I'm alone in London, a city that should bear witness to our fifth anniversary . But tonight I'm sitting alone with no one to accompany ." I'm Dev myself...... " Say Lita lirih . While occasionally sipping his tea and his eyes continued to look out the small restaurant window ....

...Lita sat facing out the window . Tonight is quite cold when it is about to enter the summer. The girl in thick clothes and covered part of her body was occasionally seen sharing a smile on her sweet lips . it turns out she was quite happy to see people passing by . someone holding hands , joking even occasionally not infrequently there are peeping cheeks, forehead to lips . Lita continued to emit a smile on her lips when tonight was supposed to be the saddest night for her, but after seeing some lovebirds who were romantic towards their partner, she said, for some reason his heart had calmed down and he seemed to have forgotten what he was in the moment ....

...“ ah…romantics “ Lita said when she saw a middle-aged man who was about sixty years old was getting off a car and then the middle-aged man immediately opened the other door , a few minutes later a middle-aged woman was seen coming down from behind the door . then the man reached out with a smile that expands from his face and the woman welcomed the man's hand with a smile that also expands . “ ah… feels like watching a romantic scene in the movie “ He said again . Lita was unable to take her eyes off the two middle-aged couples , his eyes continued to follow where the middle-aged couple had gone but it turned out that the two of them had instead walked into the small Restaurant where he was while holding hands . this time Lita could see them clearly because the two people were sitting not far from her . a few minutes later Lita decided to go to the toilet and while there she found the story so romantic for her . apparently while in the toilet he heard stories about the middle-aged couple from some people who were there . Lita smiled when she heard the story and felt she could hardly believe the story she had heard herself from their mouths . Lita walked slowly to her seat . ” it turns out there is still a love story like that , in this day and age it turns out there are still loyal people waiting for “ He said while looking at the two couples . he added “ I salute the cake to your loyalty “ . after spending a little time in the small restaurant, he finally decided to return to the hotel....