Pegates
Make up
I was still reluctant to reprimand dennis after I prepared his office clothes and prepared breakfast I went to michelle's room
" wake up baby want to go to school" I said trying to build it
" Can't you go to school today?" he said while wriggling and yawning
" Why, Michelle isn't feeling well, honey?" I asked while fumbling his forehead but the temperature was normal.
he's shaking
" Mamma Michelle wants to play barbie"
" Can Michelle go back to school?"
Finally after I persuaded him not to whine anymore, he rushed to drink the water available by his bedside.
Taking off her clothes and going to the bathroom right away from the age of 3.5 I've been getting used to michelle to be independent .
The result at the age of 5 years is accustomed to taking a shower wearing his uniform.
he is not a child who often tantrums tend to be submissive.
" Have my mother said her approaching me .
" What do you want in the pigtail in the braid, baby?"
"You wear bandana only" then he chose the accessories that he wanted me to tidy his hair, and asked him to eat his breakfast immediately
" Papaaaa let's have breakfast" he said as he knocked on our bedroom door
" Yes a moment Iaaang" said mas dennis from inside the room
Not long mas dennis out was neat with work clothes I tried not to look at his eyes.
" Michelle finished her breakfast after she went to school, baby"
" Yes ma,"
"You're not having breakfast"
" Aren't hungry" I said indifferently
I left the two of them on my dining table out to the terrace to water the flowers I planted in the yard.
Ten minutes later the two of them came out I immediately left my activities and approached them
" Michelle today mama didn't come to deliver ya dear" I said as I kissed her cheeks Michelle nodded then grabbed my hand for Salim.
Michelle seemed to understand what was going on between her dad and mom so she tried not to ask why I didn't take her.
while dennis was silent sculpting all wrong.
I grabbed michelle's push bag and opened the door for her in the back seat
" Study diligently yes dear muuuachh" said I kissed his forehead
" Daa daaaa mama"
"Daaaaah" dennis looked at me but I immediately looked up so as not to look at each other.
after they left the house, I threw my ass in the patio chair I enjoyed the morning atmosphere to calm my feelings while waiting for the prapti mbak to come to clean the house.
Honestly, my heart hurts a lot with the treatment, I was said to be rude all this time I tried to be a obedient wife and never denied but because of a trivial problem I was maki maki like that.
not long before coming.
" Assalamualaikum "
" Waalaikum Salam, enter mbak " said me to mbak prapti
The prapti ma'am followed me from behind while the prapti mbak cleaned the house I watched gossip shows on the living room television.
arrived mbak prapti nyeletuk
" Mom, his face looks so sad"
" The hell" I said with a smile trying to cover my feelings
" Sure mom, why mother?" sahut mbak prapti while sleeping table
hearing the words of my defense prapti broke my tears scattered like a reservoir on his embankment.
" It is not wrong mbak prapti, I am indeed sad again mbak" said I
" Cry ma'am to be relieved, "said mbak prapti while thrusting tissue.
I dare not complain to my mother about my household problems let them think my household is fine.
at 10 michelle came home from school in a school car
TIII.. TIII..TIN!
Mr. Mamat clasped loudly I rushed out michelle get off the bus
" Thank you oom" said michelle as she waved at her school bus driver.
" When do you want to shut up, do you, hmm? dennis said while we were at the contest
He put away the bolster I had deliberately placed in the middle of trying to grab my body and hug me
But I tried to get rid of his hand he hugged me again so many times until finally dennis took control of my entire body.
Now that I was in his arms I was struggling with all my might but I was losing strongly.
" Silent, don't be childish, "tell him while stroking my head.
" you know you can't focus while in the office hmm? my mind is always on you".
I kept quiet and did not answer a word
"Until when are we like this? don't pity michelle?, instead she doesn't know what's going on dear" he continued
" She knows I'm wrong and apologizes" while continuing to caress my hair and kiss her
" Boy dong darling don't make mas like crazy talk yourself"
I finally let go I took off my arms and dennis and sat leaning on the head of the bed
" mmMas all this time have I ever denied mas?? Have I ever disappointed you? "
dennis nodded
" But why is it because michelle fell and other trivial things ,
mas berating maki me with the word rude"
" My heart ache mas" I started as much as a denis mas grabbing my head into his chest that field
" I'm sorry, I'm out of control"
" Not once, but many times, during that time I also harbored the pain alone mas I never told anyone pain once mas" said I while pointing at my left chest
Dennis felt more guilty and hugged me tighter.
" I'm sorry, my dear, I don't know if you've harbored pain alone for that long she said, wiping my tears and kissing me.
huhooh! so he thinks I'm complaining to mom? I'm not that stupid to burden my mother with my problems.
I grew up to be a strong child since my father died, and I used to solve my problems without involving my mother and mother.
Sayup sayup I heard the chants of Adzan , but it feels heavy to wake up because last night was involved in a fierce battle dennis attacked me many times, now I'm weak lunglai like boneless.
I pulled back the blanket and closed my eyes again
" I'm" I feel a soft pat on my cheek
" Eeerrhhh .. ma ..masss what time is it? I said in shock
" It's 8 o'clock, baby
" Aaa .. What keeps michelle how?" I immediately got out of bed tidying my hair up and rushed outside the room
but dennis prevented me
" Michelle has delivered to school" said Mas dennis while calling me from behind
" Will not go to the office?
" Dennis shook my head I wanted to spend the day with my beautiful wife but a luncher" said Mas dennis as he poked my nose
" Yes, you took a bath first"
