Pegates

Explanation

Even I could not close my eyes until I sayup adzan reverberated from the mosque.

Finally I decided to take a shower and ablution to then perform dawn prayers.

I poured out all my grievances on the soul of the giver of my heart a little prickly after pouring out all my grievances and finally I fell asleep.

I woke up when Adzan dhzuhur reverberated

I came out of the room the atmosphere of the house looked lonely I long the room mother apparently was performing prayers.

My throat was dry and I finally grabbed the water from the fridge

Glek geek glek!

One bottle of water is not left.

" Nembe tangi kowe ndok" said the mother who was standing behind me

" No ma'am" I said as I refilled the tumbler with water and put it back in the refrigerator.

"Yo wes ndang manganese sek ki loch mau Tyas njangan mangut"

I looked up into the hood of food saw Mangut Pari fish and vegetables cassava leaves but I had no taste for food.

I went back to my room and got a missed call 4 times and also chat.

Not long to hear back the call when I was tinkering at my hp.

" Saayang kok just lifted earlier where to make mas anxious" Sapa Mas Dennis when we connected

" Sleeping" I replied shortly

" Why does his voice sound ogahan that is not the same mas hmm?"

I'm still angry because of yesterday's incident mas dennis was inactive 1 day.

" Errhhhhhm, um last night how was his number off?" I ignored dennis's question

" Oouh that eeh anu. ehhhm mas forgot to sniff"

obviously the reason mas sound like there is for me is not the habit of dennis forgetting to craze

" Oouuh sure mas? how until night also forgets the busy it?" scabbard

Mas dennis certainly would not have expected if until 1 pm I was still trying to contact him and his number was still inactive.

I feel like something wrong has happened.

" Next time if you want to lie please be smart a little mas, let's not sound silly"

" I'm talking about it"

" Obviously mas I know and live with mas has been almost 12 years not a habit of forgetting to paint" concluded my

Mas dennis seemed silent for some time until finally our communication was cut off .

TRIIING TRIIIING TRIIYING

My phone rang again on purpose I let it ring a long time before lifting it up

" Yes maas"

" For so long you lift it dear, do not childish dong darling dengerin explanation mas"

" What would you like to explain? inactive numbers all day are definitely not a habit of mas, something fishy"!

" Naach will recite, I think why you become selfish like this is only because the number is not active"

" Maas knows no I was anxious, worried afraid of what the same thing happened!"

" I know you love and I'm grateful to have a caring wife, but that day I was really busy so that's why I forget about"!

" Fortunet? I don't think it's hard to do maaas isn't your habit!!!"

" Ok don't fight. don't fight just because a small matter is mine"

" Small matters?..small matters?!. ok I'm understanding!".

It really feels right to worry about my anxiety my fear is considered last wind and numbers that are not active all day are considered trivial problems.

My tears have fallen because of the words dennis mas who seemed to take it trivial, which woman is not anxious, worried and finally negative thinking if her husband's number is not active nearly 24 hours??.

Am I overprotective? I don't think I've been freeing dennis to do his hobby, and not once did I bother him with the phone many times when he was with his friends.

But I was angry this time because there's a reason, first because we're far apart and he's in the City where his ex lives , I don't know what happened there, is there any guarantee he didn't call his ex?

The breeze of the afternoon on the front porch of the beautiful mother's house was not also able to calm my feelings it felt really tight.

because I was busy with my thoughts I did not realize the presence of mas ndaru who just came home from the office.

" Nogopo ndok nangis? must be karo dennis?" said mas ndaru because he saw my eyes red as red as mas ndaru immediately sat beside me while taking off his shoes and socks.

" Well, I'm upset that the number hasn't been active all day, was I wrong?" I asked when I had finished taking off my shoes.

" Ndok bojomu kuwi kan young menungso bioso, there was a time when he forgot , you guys are the same old mbok ya understand each other"

" Well, I'm now asking if the number is not active all day while your position is far apart can you still calm down?"

" Mas will think positive goods times his cellphone is damaged, forget to snack or he is busy as simple as that loh ndok"

" Mboh mas," I was upset

" Wes come mlebu ra kompo ra reti mother instead grill the rame" said mas dennis invite me inside.

I followed the advice of mas ndaru and the road behind him

" Just home ru" reprimanded the mother who saw the mas ndaru and we went into the house together

" Mboten bu kulo chat with ngajeng wau

" Ooouhh" said the mother

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Triying triing triying

My phone rings dennis mas calling this already 3 days communication is not so good

" Yes maas, "

" Pa kabhar babe still angry hmmm? come on baby don't do it" talk dennis at the end of the phone

I sighed but there was a tightness that I felt in my chest felt on one side I was still very disappointed, but on the other side as a wife I couldn't possibly continue to ignore dennis mas

I don't want to increase his burden with my attitude.

" Halloo, I'm still there, right?"

" I.. Yes maaas..mas when to go home? " ask me

" It's sorted out again, baby, tomorrow morning we go home" replied dennis

" Axel sir is still the same there?

" He came home 2 days ago, baby"

Deghhhh!

Means dennis's in the hotel alone? and the number is inactive?

" What time is the flight? let me pick it up" I tried to calm down in the midst of my turbulent heart

" At 8.15 o'clock baby..want to buy what from here hmmm? klapetaart? halua walnut? sweet nutmeg? or panada?

For a moment I forgot all the annoyance and prejudice of my saliva rising imagining the taste of the typical food of the City

" Want allaaa hahaa"

" Allaa?? ok Iaang mas bring what sich do not make a wife mas"

" Consider heart maas see you muaach ilove you"

" See you. love you too"