
" I'm not afraid to die, basically all will die in time, there is a mother papa michelle and my mother mas who is my consideration "my speech
" When we die, Michelle will be an orphan and my mother? I haven't returned the services of your papa mama who is like a second parent to me, what about them mas"?! I said while wiping my glassy eyes.
" I should be able to empathy not just sympathize, if mas is in my position how do you feel mas?"
" Is mas still positive thinking when there are other men who send friendly chat to my number???
" We're married and we're not playing at home everything should be considered!"
Mas dennis who had put his hand behind his head changed his position and now faced me
" ever?! now it's my turn to say dinar!!"
"To be honest mas it's muaaaaaak! with your always over-thinking nature, everything you see from your point of view!"
" you are a human adult dinar not a child!, you are a smart woman but look at the way you think!!!"
"Everything should be considered that's true!! if you are an adult you should consider how you feel, you feel accused of mistakes you did not make!
" You should ask good mas not play accusation that does not not!, "he said
" fine I'm wrong mas, all my mistakes are case close" I cried
Without saying a word dennis steered the car off the highway
" Where are we going?" I asked in wonder because obviously this is not the road to our City but into the City which is not far from the port of Kartini.
" We can't possibly continue our journey under these circumstances, we're looking for a hotel around here" he said .
In my heart I justify the words dennis mas very dangerous if you continue the journey when it is not good.
The journey that will take 12 hours feels like hell later if we force it without solving the problem first .
Meanwhile, in my mind, I was filled with various questions.
Do I really need a psychologist like dennis said? is my mental state disturbed?
is that how bad my behavior is in dennis's eyes?
" Your weton and her weton are not at all suitable ndok" said back to the words of her mother a dozen years ago when I was about to marry a dennis mas I considered a colossal mother at that time.
Is this karma because you didn't hear your advice?
Without my tears flowing
I felt like I was a different person after marrying dennis.
" It has come down" said mas dennis while turning off the car engine.
Because engrossed in my mind I did not really hear what dennis said until he repeated it a second time.
"Honey has come down" said mas dennis.I nodded and was about to go down but dennis held me back
Mas dennis took a tissue and wiped my tears without saying a word but from the look of his eyes there was regret.
We rushed into the hotel with ushering in our room boy rushes to our room after opening the room and put our goods the room boy resigned
" This is my mother's room, please rest.
" This mas make mas" said mas tucking blue sheets in the hands of the mas room boy
after leaving the room boy I lay myself in a tired mattress.
not long dennis after laying down beside me.
" Sweet is still angry at you hmm? said mas while stroking my hair
" Sit down we solve our problems" said mas dennis
" What else do you want to finish? it's all done, purely my immature fault"
" Dinar please don't fishing, we talk good can?
I nodded my head
" There is nothing going on between mas and adeline purely working professionals"
" But why would you if adeline professionals send such chat if there is nothing special between you?
Dennis scrunched his forehead hearing my words
" What does Adeline send?"
" Miss you so much" I said
Mas dennis looked riled up he rubbed his palm onto his face
"Ooh *****!! I don't know what he meant by "the phone and you listen.
ma dennis took his cell phone and scrooled the number registered in his contact he was unable to find the adeline number because I had already deleted and blocked it.
" Dear you deleted the adeline number?"
"Yes mas"
Mas dennis seemed to contact his staff and to ask for an adeline number after getting an adeline number he used a loudspeaker so I could listen to what they were talking about.
" Ehhmmm adeline please explain to my wife, why did you send such a message to my number"
" Because of your message I was accused of not being by my wife"
" which message is it, sir?"
" the message yesterday afternoon try you chek"
a bit long we waited until adeline found her chat history.
" I'm sorry sir for my carelessness .
adeline explained at length why the incident could happen.after adeline explained at length dennis closed her phone.
" how dear now believe hmm"
" I'm sorry I'm right said mas , I'm too childish" I said while looking down I felt ashamed and guilty.
" it's fine dear at least you are aware of your mistakes.Next if there is what are we talking about good bsik ya dear hmm?"
" Yes mas "Mas dennis wrapped his hand on my shoulder and put my head on his shoulder.we were silent for a while engrossed with each other's thoughts.
" Are you tired of my nature?" ask me
Mas dennis let out a long, heavy sigh as if he didn't immediately answer my question but dyed and stroked my forehead"
" I'm sorry dear Kalu there are words mas that hurt your feelings" he said
"To be honest you are everything to you, beautiful smart, and your heart is very good but there are times when you are also selfish "
I removed the dennis from my shoulder I changed my sitting position and faced with the dennis mas.
I saw his face looked tired I looked at his face fixed without saying a word there was a great regret in the depths of my heart why I did not believe it.