Pegates
Over thinking
"Lah kowe yo funny kok ndok, grandma dadi dennis mom yo will rampage because of your behavior" mother said when I complained to her that we had a fight because Dennis was going back to the city.
Though mas dennis had explained that he accompanied his boss to sign MOU with business partners . honestly I was jealous if dennis had to go back and forth to the City.
Although he has been his wife for 11 years but I feel scared if dennis goes to the city I am afraid God reunites them and dennis smitten with his ex again.
" But madam sinten seng ngertos if they do not meet let alone dennis mas number was never changed" said I ngeyel
mom shook her head to hear my reason
" Ndok nek ngono kuwi jenenge kowe ra percoyo karo bojo mu"
" Lak mom wes tau kondo,nek urip ki upholstery in thought nemen nemen, soyo in thought soyo crazy!" continued the mother who looked anxious with me.
Finally dennis flew to the city this time I did not drive him to the airport because he was picked up by his boss driver.
" Love your heart please don't forget the tidings" I kissed her hand and hugged her tightly
it was hard to let go of dennis mas going to that city even though he was leaving with his boss.
Mas dennis let go of my arms now we are facing each other he looked at me long enough from the look of his eyes implied that he wanted me to fix it.
" I do believe the same mas yes ... why are you jealous of ex mas?"
dennis kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly while his hand stroked my back elus.
Tears melt in the corner of my eye
" Please dinnar not like this. mas there for work yes dear hmm"
TIIIN TIIIN TIIN!! heard from outside the fence
axel's driver has arrived.
" Yes already dear mas go first you same michelle heart... ILOVE YOU so much" said Mas Dennis as he sauntered out of the fence to the car.
I stood there until the car carrying the dennis disappeared from view
I threw my body on the sofa in the middle room and turned on the television my heart was completely empty without mas dennis beside me.
how deeply do I feel about my love for Dennis?
left only for a few days I feel like dying especially if fate says me and dennis must be separated?
" Assalamualaikum "sounds the sound of prapti from outside
" Greetings Waalaikum, enter mbak" I said
fortunately there is a prapti even though not staying overnight can at least drive away my loneliness as long as michelle and mas dennis are not home.
" Mamma Michelle wants to go to that house?"
" Take dong ma, papa so go ma?"
" So baby was 8 o'clock papa left, yes it's ready there" said I asked my only daughter to exchange clothes.
Me and dennis are already planning to give michelle a sister because she'll soon be going up to 4 instead of the ideal distance actually to give sister. because michelle's age is already 10 years.
"Assalamualaikum yangtiiiiii" exclaimed michelle upon our arrival at mother's house
As usual, my mother greeted us
" Ealah went in" said the mother, embracing michelle
" Dennis we dead?" ask mom
" Sampun bu wau enjing"
I decided to stay at home mom while dennis mas there so as not to always think and mbak prapti temporarily.
Triiiin triiiiin!! my phone rang dennis called for a video call.
"Sapaang"Sapa mas dennis through a video call at the back looks the atmosphere of the office with all its busyness.
" You at mom's? " tanya mas dennis saw a different atmosphere from Kani's house
" I'm sorry I forgot my permission while we're not here, let's ovt"
" It's okay baby what is ovt?"
" Over thinking mas, mas again say the same who else did it etc that Kira think "clear me
" Hahahhaha hahahah you yes, yes already yes yes dear someone who wants to do it'
" Muaaaach ilove you byeeeee byee" I said, closing our conversation.
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It has been 5 days mas dennis in the city my desire is increasingly unstoppable again I took the initiative to contact him
THE NUMBER YOU'RE CALLING ISNT ACTIVE PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATTER The voice of the answering machine from the provider makes me anxious .
How not for 11 years better know and be a wife dennis mas never even though dennis mas number can not be contacted.
because dennis always mengharge hp his full and ready Power bank.
But now the first time the number can not be contacted any kind of prejudice dance in my mind do not do not do not do not do not..
15 Minutes later I tried to dial her number again her results remained the same
THE NUMBER YOU'RE CALLING ISN'T ACTIVE PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATTER is still trying to keep thinking positive stuff happenstance hp and his power bank forgot in charge .
I tried to divert my attention from the problem of dennis mas number that can not be contacted I took mbak tyas to the salon.
to just indulge.
" My mother mlaku yuk"
" Nyang ngendi?
" Nang salon all stop by nang hypermart miko"
" Yo wes come on" welcome you tyas girang
Mother and michelle chose to stay at home at last me and mbak tyas all day spent pampering ourselves.we came home when mas ndaru called asking where we were.
Towards Maghrib we arrived at home which was greeted with grunts mas ndaru.
" What about nginep nang mall?"
" Sakjane yo pingin but ra ono kasat'e yo mbak" said I winked at mbak tyas
" Hoo'oh"
We laughed too.
Finished cleaning up the groceries and shower we gathered at the dinner table for dinner together.
Eventually we all went into the room.
Michelle was asleep in her dreams.
I remember my phone I picked it up who knew dennis was calling me.
No phone or chat from dennis.
I tried to call him back after a long day
THE NUMBER YOU'RE CALLING ISN'T ACTIVE PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER .
It's the third time I've contacted her and the third time I've had to swallow a disappointed her number is still out of reach.
All night I didn't calm my mind drifted where it was because of an inactive number problem.
