Pegates
quarrel part#3
" Dinar mas please forgive mas, mas khilaf dinar" said mas dennis while hugging me
" Let go! disgust me see mas, have you mas! I ran towards my dresser and broke all the contents
"Sayang dinar please calm down, we can talk well "
" Good good mas said? after mas sleep with another woman mas ask me good?outrageous you mas!"
" Here I die to guard my marwah as a wife, while there mas easily fucked other women on the grounds of drunk? cuiiiiih!"
" I know your dinar is a very good wife"
" Why would you betray me, why would you?" I said in the middle of a cry I could no longer endure
" Mas right khilaf dear "
There's anger exploding in my heart
my loyalty for a dozen years, betrayed by dennis and he easily said khilaf.
I grabbed the car keys and ran out of the room
"Where is this darling at midnight" dennis chased me out of the room
" It's none of your business where I'm going!" I said fiercely as I opened the door to get out of the house
Soon I got into the car and I started the engine.
Dennis confronted me at the gate
" Stop your mas!" yell at me while
" No dinar, mas won't step aside!"
Because he heard the noise mbak prapti woke up and fixated on seeing the scene between me and dennis but he could not do anything.
"Mom, mom remember son mom" exclaimed mbak prapti while banging on the glass of my car.
It was like waking up after hearing the words of mbak prapti who remembered me about children.
" Athaghfirullah, Abaghfirullah I said I was relentlessly slowly turning off the car engine and calming down .
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Tonight I woke up at exactly 3 am I had heard that if we woke up in the middle of the night it was a sign that God was trying to communicate with us
soon I took ablution water to perform tahajud prayers.
With tears I stirred up all my anxiety.
" Allah the servant knows this has become your decree to occur in the life of the servant, but this is heavy for the servant to live
my feeling of being plong finished me fighting the burden and spilling my tears on the bed of prayer mats.
My problem with dennis has also not met a bright spot, I still cannot forgive his actions with and for whatever reason.
This afternoon I decided to pick up my son from my mother's house
" Mom's coming with mother yuk pick up the child" take me to mbak prapti
" Good ma'am, I wear a hijab first" replied mbak prapti as he headed to his room.
Arriving at home mom unexpected things happened because Dennis had picked up Michelle and mom earlier this morning
Panic is not a reed kebalang where did dennis bring them?
"Assalamualaikum "
" Waalaikum Salam" replied the mother who was moved out of the house to greet us
" Where are you going to go to the children ?" tanyaku because the atmosphere of a quiet house does not look ibra or michelle who are usually in the middle room watching their favorite shows
Mother seemed confused to hear my question that asked the existence of the child.
because it's wet the end of it I tell you what really happened
" Oalah njuk saiki piye nek ngene critone" said mother no less panicked with me
Hearing the commotion in the middle room Tyas approached us
" Loch nar?dennis has already been picked up" said mbak tyas surprised by my arrival
All panicked I kept calling dennis's number many times but not picked up
" Mom how is this mbak, said I who have started to shed tears the faces of ibra and michelle continue to flash in my mind , I remember the other day when I didn't pick up the call dennis had threatened.
But I didn't expect that dennis would do something like this to take a child away from me.
" Be calm don't panic, maybe dennis takes the child the way" said mbak tyas trying to calm me me and my mother
I finally decided to go home and wait for them at home.
Until the night before they had not visited home I did not stop constantly keep calling the final dennis mas number willing to pick up the phone from me
" Hallo mas, where please go home mas" asked me as we connected via phone call.
"Mas will only go home, if you can talk well"
" Pity the child, please go home"
" Children are fine, do not forget that Mas is their papa Mas have the right to bring them anytime!" hardik Mas Dennis's
For the sake of children I am willing to give up and promise to speak well when dennis comes home later
like Dennis promised to go home
" Maa maaaaa "cried michelle and ibra together they whipped my arms I hugged and kissed them alternately
" Have you eaten, baby?" they nodded
" Sister, ibra ayok entered the room "
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Although it was hard to accept I finally decided to make peace with Mas Dennis and assume as if nothing had happened before .
But like a glass that has been broken even though it can be put together still will not be as perfect as before ,my relationship with a dennis mas like her became really bland after I found out she had slept with another woman.
Dennis was overtime more often and I was tired to find out if he was really overtime or just an excuse.
" Ma papa kok now home his night continues" asked michelle one day
" Mommy will talk to papa ya baby, is it michelle kangen same papa?"
He nodded despite the approaching teenage his potent nature on his papa did not diminish.
" Was the child misses you, why now Mas often overtime" I said as we were about to rest
" Yes you give understanding dong that Mas is busy looking for money for them" said mas Dennis indifferently
" It's a mas, but his name is a child's child is natural if the kangen papaanya"
" Mad tired, sleep first yes" Mas dennis became cold and indifferent late this
TRIIIII
A message came to my phone from the same number that used to terrorize me
" Foolish woman" the content is exactly the same as the message sent a few months ago .
I became increasingly convinced if this was not a factor of accidental or misdelivery, either,
Finally I thought hard how to get the information from the translator what the purpose and purpose of sending the same message continuously to me.
