Pegates

revolted

Denis returned home early than usual but as we had already not been involved much in the conversation, for some time now we have not changed it like a stranger who lives under one roof.

I'm busy taking care of my kids while dennis is busy with his own world

I have rarely visited my mother it does not feel like always burdening the old woman with all my complaints.

"Mas wants to talk to you" said dennis who arrived standing behind me while I was cooking dinner

" What are you talking about I'm tired of fighting" I continued

"There will be no quarrel if we are equally mature" said dennis

"Mas we better stay like this until one of us realizes his mistake" I said flatly as I continued cooking

Mas dennis grabbed my shoulder and flipped my body we faced each other he looked at me with a view that I did not understand.

" When do we go on like this?" lirih

" bak help mom, continue cooking mbak" exclaimed Dennis on mbak prapti who was accompanying ibra play

" Good sir"

Presti tergopoh gopoh came up to me in the kitchen

" Here's my mom carry on"

" Don't let me be mom"

" Come baby, said mas dennis while grabbing the sutil in my grasp and giving it to mbak prapti.

Mas dennis asked me to go into the room to solve the problems that exist between us.

"Dinar are you sure to stay like this hmm? not tired, dear?" said mas dennis while looking at me with a sad look

" Honestly tired, my heart and mind are not focused because the problem is dissolved "

I kept quiet did not say a word want to be angry even no desire my heart really empty .

"𝗗𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗮 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗸𝗮𝗹𝗮𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘀 𝘆𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗮 𝗶𝘁𝘂 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗮 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗴 𝗯𝘂𝗸𝗮𝗻 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗴"

dennis said seeing me not spitting out a word

I let out a sigh of heaviness and pain in my chest on one side I was not really ready if I had to raise my two children without the presence of a father on their side.

But on the other hand I am also not strong to live in the pressure of the mind.

"Mas, there is no other way but this parting is best for us" I said after a long time I was silent

Mas dennis was surprised to hear my words he rubbed his palm against his face with a rough

" Hear Dinar until any time you won't divorce you!" pekik mas dennis hysterically

" Don't be selfish, mas it's evil a dozen years I keep my loyalty but what's my reply?!" I try to stay calm and flat.

" She betrayed me, without even knowing I already had a child with another woman out there, what less am I?"

Mas dennis was really in shock after I told him what had been his secret all along.

" Do you know everything about Dinar?"

" Yes I already know all that's why I still want us to get divorced!"

" No Dinar, we'll never divorce a point! I'd do anything to make up for the mistakes I made"

Just as I have not reached the agreement my heart is really bland it is very difficult to forgive mistakes like Mas Dennis did

Five years I was lied to five years also mas dennis performed in front of his wife and children

"Well, my mom's so skinny" said Michelle, who made me flinch without me noticing my daughter was watching me and realizing that something had changed from her mother

" The hell time is not ahh" I said while joking to cover my sadness

" If the mother and father divorced the sister could accept "

My tears are not able to hold I embrace my daughter who has grown into a teenage girl

Even though he just sat on the bench, his thinking was very mature

" Where do you know all this, baby?"

" Sister is often silent to hear the quarrel of mama and papa"

I cried while embracing my daughter there was guilt and shame with my daughter feeling guilty because the daughter had to feel my sorrow, too, shame because as an adult is not able to set a good example for children .

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"Mas I want to go home to my mother's house" I said one night

" Where are you going! I'm still your husband and will remain your husband" said Mas dennis

"Mas there's no point in us staying together anymore"

" There is no word divorce point do not repeat again and again mas muaaaaak!!!"

" I'm more sick of you, so long ago you betrayed me and felt innocent?"

"sick you mas!"

Bruaaaaaac!

Suddenly there was a pretty loud kick from the direction of my door and dennis was just as surprised dennis opened the room door to know who did it

When the door opened we were surprised instead of playing michelle standing in front of the door with an angry face

" You're outrageous! we are tired of hearing you guys fight all the time!

I bowed embarrassed to see my daughter was evaporating her emotions while dennis stood staring not knowing what to say

" If you keep fighting we'll get out of this house!" challenge michelle with a loud voice

"Our brother can explain everything" said mas dennis finally after a long silence

"We? we who? not us but Papa who explains everything!" cry michelle hysterically while pointing face dennis mas I did not expect somehow courage from where michelle could do all this

Mas dennis approached michelle and unexpectedly slapped a hard slap on our daughter's cheek

The PLaaaaak!

" Your insolent, papa raised you sent you this is your reply huh?!"

" Who taught you this?!"

Michelle bowed no dare to answer again dennis dennis who had been controlled by emotion again threw a slap on michelle's cheek

The plaaaaak!!

" answer! dennis couldn't get his emotions out of me, so I immediately embraced Michelle and protected her with my body

" Enough ! let's introspect ourselves why it could happen like this"

" Sister's in my darling's room" asked michelle

without saying a word michelle made her way to her room on the second floor

Braaaaaaak !! michelle slammed the door of her room with all her might until a thud could be heard all the way downstairs.

Dennis ran up the stairs to catch up with Michelle

I immediately prevented her by me pulling her hand

" it's already gone" I said