
"Why sich love you is really as if you do not believe in your husband hmm?" dennis said as we were in the room
I'm leaning against Dennis' chest
I just kept enjoying my breath and my heartbeat, Dennis .
It felt peaceful when I was in his arms.
when dennis was young I was not so scared, but when dennis was already middle-aged it was my fear of losing himself doubled for some reason.
The good looks of Dennis was even more radiated when he was no longer young, the more charismatic this makes me crazy.
" Dear you sleep? just shut up hmm" she said while bowing her head towards me.
" Now, '
" Why keep quiet "
" It's not that I don't believe it, but it's hard to explain this feeling" I sighed
" You're still the one I belong to" said mas dennis wiping my hair
I fixed my position now we lay face to face
I stared fixedly at the face of dennis
the longer I looked at her face the more fear of loss the more powerful the turbulence in my heart⁰ .
I can't imagine if one day I had to part with her, can I? does this have to hurt like this to love? how deeply do I feel about my love for Dennis?
I was silent for quite a while while my gaze could not be separated from the face of dennis mas.
apparently mas dennis was caught off guard by my wordless note that he turned his gaze upward on the sky of the room.
" Dear why are you? mas really confused, do not make mas guess nerka dong" said his I just shook his head.
"Yes tomorrow next week I take leave we go both michelle we leave at home mom how?
" Did you?" I was excited to hear the words dennis mas dennis embrace and smile
" Muaaach muaaach muachhhh" I rained dennis's mas with a kiss
" Where are we going to plan?"
" It's up to you baby, I know maybe less attention that makes you urinate"
Finally dennis sensitive indeed I feel dennis mas too busy sometimes come home late sometimes he goes with his friend friend sometimes go out of town maybe this makes me in Landa swing mood.
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Mas dennis chose karimun java as a place for us to vacation later, as well as to pay for his longing for a long hobby that he did not do, namely diving .
As a person who has a hobby of diving certainly not wrong if mas Dennis chose karimun java because there are many spots that are not less kece compared to bunaken or padar island in labuan bajo.
the day before departure I had already contacted my mother about our plans to travel without michelle, we were planning to leave michelle to my mother for the next few days
Thankfully, the mother did not mind even happy because 2 grandchildren from mas ndaru and mbak tyas rarely came home because they were in the boarding school.
" Yo wes when rep in terkene ndene ?"
" We are going" I replied
Finally in the morning we were ready to pack up and to deliver michelle to my mother's house.
" Michelle are you okay, babe,? Dennis looked at Michelle from the car glass
" Dear we'll be on vacation together after school season"
"Okay mama don't worry be happy" she said with a sweet smile, our daughter became a beautiful princess with dimples on both sides of her cheeks adding to her beauty.
After dropping off michelle and having a little stale talk with our mother, we said goodbye to continue the journey.
Traveling on toll road for 12 hours we finally exit from the jepara toll road We have to continue the journey to the port of Kartini .
After arriving at the port of Kartini after buying our tickets into the ship we traveled from the port for 5 hours because dennis chose to bring our car for transportation while there.
After choosing our lodging at the local guide tour guide set off to explore the destination on the island first to the diving spot.
I was amazed by the expanse of crystal blue beaches combined with its soft white sand to make anyone bewitched with its exoticism.
Apparently no less beautiful than labuan bajo.mas dennis is very excited finally he pursue his hobby back.
after we were satisfied we returned to the inn.
Arrived to hear a notification from the mobile phone mas dennis, when dennis was bathing actually I am not a typical wife who likes to check the phone of a couple. But considering the end of this dennis mas often out of town I finally tingled to check his phone.
My hands trembled as I reached for a dennis's mobile phone as it was the first time I had ever checked a dennis's mobile phone .
my eyes almost jumped out when I read the incoming message
" Miss you so much" a short but meaningful message, I immediately recorded the number of the sender of the message block his number and delete the message .
My eyes focused on the bathroom door afraid that when it arrived dennis came out of the bathroom I immediately put the phone in place and acted as if nothing had happened.
The next morning I reasoned on dennis mas a little unwell
" Today I was in a hotel, yeah, kind of not feeling well" I told a lie
mas dennis fingered my forehead looking worried about my situation
"Yes already mas also here just accompany you I'm hmm"
" Don't mas, mas just go most after taking the medicine will improve" said I lied when I wanted to be alone in order to dismiss the sender of the message yesterday.
" Are you sure you love gapapa mas stay?"I nodded confidently when finally dennis out of the hotel to re-satisfy his desire to channel hobby.
After dennis I immediately locked the room and pulled out the phone immediately I saw the sender's profile message through whatsapp dear I can not see the profile photo. maybe he set up only his contacts who can see his profile picture.
I set up a strategy to pry info
I pretended wrong send a chat
"Geo money how this is money" message lure to the stranger number
I press the send button.
not long ago they retaliated
" I'm sorry this wrong call isn't a mega bu number"
The more excited I will be to reply again to the message .
" If you could know who this is? as far as I know this is Mega ma'am number" I said lying for the sake of the smoothness of my investigation.
" I'm Adeline sorry to whom?" reply
" I Sinta, "i said from there I got valuable information turns out this is not Michelle's number ex dennis I feel a little guilty to Michelle for thinking she is not not.
Who is adeline? office buddy? or don't you purel ?