Paper Dreams

Chapter 6's

For almost 15 minutes I was sitting in the kitchen thinking, 'do I have to go back to my old age'. I felt like I had to leave right then and there, but my mind said not right now. I was worried about my mind, on the other hand I was not able to be with him, on the other hand I was afraid to go back in time because I was surprised by what I would see there or after me from the past.

"Key, where are you going?" There was a voice coming from inside the room that was raucous, I'm sure he wasn't fully aware yet. However, he will be fully aware if he does not hear me speak or do what he wants.

"I'm outside, why? I replied, while walking into the room and approaching her.

"You sleep on the bed therewell, I don't want to be disturbed while sleeping. Ah one more, tomorrow don't wake me. Also prepare breakfast for me, I will immediately go to work if I wake up," he said again explained at length what he wanted at that time the next day.

"Yes. But, we have no groceries," I replied again in a flat tone. If he's going to get angry back at me. I'm going to get out of this house.

His eyes were round and his consciousness was full. "Take it in my wallet, there's money. Take only Rp200,000, buy groceries now. I have to eat before I leave for work" he said flatly. Then he drowned himself in the blanket.

"Yep. I go first" I replied, then as I walked out of the room.

I grabbed his wallet and saw five pieces of Rp100,000 notes and some atm cards that I had never seen before back in time. At the photo spot, I no longer found a picture of me with her smiling at marriage. The photo, replaced by atm cards, timezone (when he never took me for a walk there), and I saw a hotel key in the form of a card. Perhaps, he had just left for the night there because we had a fight today. Then, suddenly my mother called her, so she had to go home. After that I went outside the house and walked towards the supermarket near the house, I happened to see it when I went outside this afternoon

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So long not out of the house (other than last afternoon), it turns out there have been many changes near our house. I walked around looking at fruits and vegetables, which were priced quite soaring in my opinion. Maybe it's because I haven't been shopping in a supermarket in a long time. I usually only shop at markets that are usually bargained for.

I buy fresh vegetables that are suitable for breakfast in the morning and some fruit for him after breakfast. I also bought some pretty cheap meat that I could still buy with the rest of my money.

"Keysha? Are you okay today?" I saw Riana in front of me. Am I dreaming? I thought, Riana is not in this city.

"You mean? Don't you think we meet here often? This is our shopping schedule every night" he said.

I wrinkled my forehead in confusion, instead of 'he's not here, ' I thought to myself. The changes around me were too great when I was from the past. "Ah, do we meet here often? I completely forgot Riana. I'm sorry, my thoughts have been messed up lately" I replied to her.

"Hm. Yes Key, I know you suffered a lot because of Kenan. But, I hope everything will pass and make you happy someday," he said as he walked and looked at vegetables and groceries. It seems to know all about me.

"Yes. Thank you Riana, but why do you know everything?" my answer is confusion again.

Riana stopped walking and looking at me, she put her hand on my forehead. "Not hot. Are you amnesiac because of Kenan's treatment of you?" He looked me in the eye, as if he was afraid of unwanted things happening to me.

"Well, I saw a message from a woman he called dear. But, I don't know who that woman is," I answered as if to take out all the grunts I had long since discovered, which I couldn't reveal to everyone. However, this time I told Riana, because she is my old best friend and so good to me.

Riana's face looked extremely shocked, "Who is that woman? Why don't you check the profile picture or the number" she asked me.

"The phone is locked, so I can't see the photo and the number" I replied.

"So, what should we do in the future? I'm very curious about the woman****** that" he told me.

"We'll see first, I haven't thought anything about how to go ahead" I replied.

Riana's phone rang, I saw Kenan's name there. Why did Kenan call her? Do they have a relationship? What was it, he was just pretending to be surprised?