Paper Dreams

Chapter 2's

I've been in this garden chair for half an hour. I don't know what to do. All of a sudden and it feels like I want to die instead of like this. The husband that I thought would love me so much turns out to be the one who curbed me so much that never even made me happy. How not, the money to eat I was not given a dime today. Why is my fate so unlucky? When we were not married, he was very kind to me. Why is he different now? Can I go back to my life and change my destiny not to be with him?

"Hi Fira, I want to grant you that wish." Suddenly a woman wearing black stood in front of me, like saying the answer to what I was thinking. Did I dream or just hallucinate meeting this guy?

"I'm human like you too." He came back as if he was answering a question that was on my mind. Then, he unintentionally nudged the person walking beside him. "I'm sorry, I wasn't on purpose" he told the man he was a nudge. He's real, can he read my mind?

"I can listen to your thoughts. So, can you trust me?" he said to me again. But what should I believe? I'm sure it's all a coincidence, coincidentally answering a question that's on my mind. So I can trust him and then he can sell me something or maybe he wants to hypnotize me and then do me bad?

"I don't want to sell anything and won't hypnotize and do evil to you. I just want to offer you three papers so you can go back to the past so you can change your destiny. You just need to give me something valuable in your opinion, "I'm surprised to hear that, what the hell is this guy. Does he want to play games with me? I really wanted to change my life, but the paper really changed my life. I'm sure he just wanted to sell me the paper.

"No. I don't want to buy that paper. I have no money either" I replied to him. Moreover, my current situation is not having a penny money. Sure enough, I bought that useless piece of paper again.

"Are you sure Alfira Keysha? I know today you were abandoned by your husband Kenan Kentana. He scolded you early in the morning because you spent the money he gave you last week. He also scolded you for going to the doctor to check your health and now you feel like changing your mass. I came to you to grant that. I know you don't believe in me, but I'm sure your little heart also wants to try to trust me Alfira Keysha." I goosebumps hearing everything he says and rightly what he says, I feel like I want to believe him. What if it's true that he can change my life? "I have only come to you once and we will not meet again after today, either you refuse or accept my offer. How do you want to accept my offer?"

"I told you I don't want your money. If you want to go back to the past then you can give all your memories in a memorable period, so you can only remember your memories on the day you came and after." It seemed, he could really read my mind. The mass memories that are most memorable and thought by me are just common in my opinion, of course. I'm not sure I'll take it.. But, how could he take those memories from me? "I don't care how your memories are. What is clear is that whatever you think is precious I will accept it as long as the memory is the most memorable. Say me!" Again he answered the question I had in mind.

"Alright, I accepted your offer," I said. I can change my future for the better. I'm afraid I can't, but I still want to try.

"I'll take all your memories as you begin to go back in time. Then, I give you these three papers, he'll put you back in time. Write down the date or event that you want to change in the past and then burn this paper. I suggest you be in a quiet place or in your home. Use this paper well. May you be lucky when you change your mass." The woman gave me a long box containing three long pieces of paper and a pencil and a match.

When I want to ask again if this paper can be used at once in a day. The woman has gone out from before me. He did not say anything when he went in front of me. All I remember was the word I had to use this paper in a deserted place or at home.

I have to go back so I can use it. I hope he doesn't lie to me, he can go back. If he were to lie, I would really pity myself for being too stupid for this despair.