Paper Dreams

Chapter 3

I went back home thinking, "i was really stupid for trusting that person". Even though it says so, I keep walking to the kitchen and then take a plate (filled with water) to throw away the paper ash that I hold right now if what is said by the person I just met is not true. Before writing I want to go back to what time, I take a glass and fill the water and drink it, because honestly I was very hopeful but I was also afraid if my hope this really did not happen. I will condemn myself for believing that the person I just met survived approximately five (5) minutes in the park.

After drinking the water out of the glass I just took. I went back to the table with the paper that was given. I also started writing 'Back in college, the first day I got to know my husband'. After that, I took a match and lifted the paper on the plate I had prepared earlier. I started to burn the paper, when I burned it nothing felt strange, even then I also saw my writing burned by fire.

I don't know when I left my house, which I know right now I'm in the cafeteria. Wait, am I really back in time? I saw the person in front of me, she was my college friend Riana who was talking to Lenca. I kept looking at him, until he said, "You're what?" Riana asked me casually, probably because I had already noticed her without saying anything.

"I-I'm fine", I said it stammeringly. Then I continued my sentence, "what date is it?"

Lenca who was sitting next to Riana looked at me fixedly and confused, "Are you suddenly sick? Didn't you just discuss the current date of 1 (one) November and the 5 (five) later we will take a walk because we have passed the midterms?" the answer is long.

Well, I really went back to massalu. Actually, not asking it, I should have known that I went back to the past because I met with Lenca today. The one in the future I don't know where and where he went after college, he just disappeared. There was a sense of luck because I met an old friend, but I was also worried what if I couldn't really change my mass.

"Hey, Key. What are you thinking?" ask Riana suddenly. Rian is indeed my most sensitive friend among others.

"Nothing, I just think we should do what if we go for a walk on Saturday. I also have to bring what. I'm just thinking that, "my elak to avoid the next questions or something that makes them binging.

"You just said it, maybe 5 (five) seconds ago you said it!" riana said astonished.

"Do you want to go home? I'm worried about your health" Lenca said later. For a moment, I thought about whether I should go home or what? I still won't avoid my meeting with him (my husband in the future).

"Ah no need, I might recover before class," I told them.

"Alright, but if you're sick, you should quickly tell us," Riana said back in her worried tone, in the future I will miss the worried Tone of Riana.

"Well, I promise. Oh iyya, let's go to class soon our lecturer will come in" I told them. This I did, in order to take the place where I could avoid him.

After arriving at the class, we occupied a seat in the middle. This, we do because we do not want to stand out too much to be seen by the lecturer.

For about 15 minutes we sat in the room telling what we were going to learn. I saw him enter the room, our eyes collided and looked at each other for a few seconds. I also remember, I used to do it like this until he sat in his chair. This time I had to do something different, so I quickly saw something else.

Our classes were completed quickly, as our lecturer wanted to get out of town today. He said there was a sudden need. We feel happy, like any student, that we will be happy to go home soon and will not change classes at a later time.

"Hi Keysha, can I take your number?" said the man in front of me with his sweet smile. However, I felt like vomiting because I already knew what he would be like.