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4 # Reasons Behind the RIVALRY

🍁 Citizenship Lessons

"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, Good afternoon, Morning spirit" Greet the middle-aged man with spirit.

"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, Good afternoon, Morning spirit" we replied simultaneously. But unfortunately not all looks the spirit of the morning because it is noon, not morning again 😅

After greeting, the teacher introduced himself. Mr. Zul is teaching citizenship, he is 27 years old, white with a height of approximately 175 cm.😁😁😁

Delivering the subject matter, we are all divided into 2 groups to debate the pros and cons of discussing about GAYUS TAMBUNAN.

The four of us who sit in rows 1 and 2 become the Counter group. While the ranks 3 and 4 became the Pro group, the pro group contained the son, monik, virgin, and raka.

The beginning of the discussion began in our group. the daughter asked the question first and in reply to the son as a pro group. continues to be interconnected between pro and con groups,,, and,, initially that was just a discussion for learning materials became a serious debate between us. 😌

to the extent that, several times Mr. Zul had to calm us down to stop for a moment.

When it was my turn, I started to express my opinion and this time the one who answered my question was the raka. I don't know hearing his statement made me ride the apoplexy especially considering the problem and then about my picture. I replied back to his statement with a question, he also so reversed my words back with a statement.

And so be the debate between the two of us.., I took a breath holding emotions in the making.

"It's been. it's been" the teacher broke us.

fix I don't like him I said in my heart because what I said he could always give back. 😠

The discussion continued, and this time I just listened. But he continued to share his opinion.impose the will, I said in my heart again while glancing at him.

And sure enough he glanced back at me, but I immediately threw away my face (not in the garbage dump ya 😁) because it's bad, but he's not wrong anyway,, but he's a boy when he doesn't want to lose, too. 😑

Not felt the time goes quickly, finally in the midst of a fierce debate between the pros and cons groups must stop time. End with the impression message of the teacher after the first lesson.

The second lesson is my favorite lesson MATH ☺☺

A mother in a dress that I thought was a little frenzied entered our class.she introduced herself Bu Hesti her name was 48 years old. With his eccentric style, makes me more enthusiastic in learning.

Starting to explain, when writing on the board he wrote slowly, holding the marker only with the thumb and index finger as if showing his fingers filled with accessories 😂

" mom why is it like that? sore hands, mom? " ask one of my friends, Rafael his name.

"Involuntarily ..., let you see the mother's ring" while revealing her ring-filled fingers. The kids laughed when they heard it.

I think he is a fun person, I think maybe he deliberately let us all not get tired of studying Mathematics, because some people do not like to learn mathematics. He said a lot of numbers make it complicated, dizzy to see it.

Though if you see a lot of nominal in the money in all. hihihi it I yes 😁😁😁

After noting, mother gave us a challenge, who quickly answered given out a break first.

with a fiery spirit, I quickly finished it,,

a few minutes about the writing, the son had just advanced forward, after Belinda and Dara. Honestly I feel jealous, because they are ahead of me.

Classes become boisterous, because friends precede each other because they want to go out to rest first.. Anyone wonder how this works? there are also those who already know how to say it intermittently first. I think everyone wants to be first.

I also finished working on it, those who came forward were told to repair it again including me.

which one is wrong anyway? , I said in my heart to see other friends who alternated forward.

And again the son advanced, feeling rivaled I also advanced again. And as a result, we are the first to become one of the others, because the agreement from the beginning we were allowed to rest first.

But we both chose to stay in class and help friends who are still in trouble.

Until finally isoma, the four of me went down to the canteen. Me, dinda, iki and princess.

Behind me was him there with another friend, my classmate but I didn't know him.

He greeted us but I was silent. Walking together, until the cafeteria I looked back it turned out that he was not following us.

"why? " ask the princess

"nothing" while shaking his head.

"drink what? " ask iki

" just white water" I replied simultaneously with the princess.

"daughter of nyalon"

" not ah din"

" where's iki? " just ask dinda

" i "answered iki from behind, bringing me a drink.

" Thank you iki is beautiful" I put on a big smile for her.

From a distance I saw a son, a virgin, and a monik walking three. Son excelled in mathematics and all subjects. It seems like getting a rank 1 has become very difficult for me.

Many of my rivals are more capable than me. Princess is good at all lessons but lacking in science. Dara and son are likely masters of all fields. I can only be in science. I have to study harder, I said in my heart, determined to study harder to be the first.

I don't want to be alone anymore and be bully material. Well I remember when I was in SD because my body was the smallest and couldn't get anything, I became the target of bully some of my male friends.

FLASHBACKS

I just sat in 1st grade school. At that time I saw a classmate of mine in the bully. I can't stand to come forward to help him. As a result of my bold attitude I became their target. Sadly the boy I helped, when I saw me in the bully some boy friends he just kept quiet.

Because it's always been in the bully, no girl would dare to approach me.

Not infrequently because of that I always cry. But out of fear mom and dad are angry. I always act like nothing happens when I get home. I don't want to make mom and dad worry because of me. Because at that time my mom and dad rarely had to work at home, so I was tipped at my house. ~

if asked why not report to the teacher?

at that time I was really insecure, because I was small, black, can't do anything not infrequently the teacher scolded me for not being able to. I just stayed with my mother. I don't have the courage.

FLASH BACK AGAIN

Because I was tired, I ended up learning so hard that they didn't bully me again and it ended up right when I started to rank in 3rd grade of Elementary School, I had a lot of playmates, I had a lot of friends, which was once alone.

Unfortunately, I paid for it at a great price. I got degree 3 hemorrhoid disease because I never wanted to get out of my study seat, this disease made me eat nothing but burnt eggs. Can't eat spicy, can't eat greasy, can't run too often. about half a year until I'm finally cured. ~

Actually, if you remember sad also see the struggle of parents to and fro looking for a cure for me so that it can be healed.

Having a lot of friends does not make me stop being a target for other students. Every sports lesson, a round match, not infrequently when it was my turn I became the target material for those children who have a body bigger than me and a beautiful face from me.

My back was always an easy target for them. I felt as the ball violently landed on my shoulder. I know why I'm their target because it's the same as 1st grade. Because of my courage to stand up to them.

The other friends don't dare to fight, just say patience. Sometimes I get upset with them why say that? Why should I be afraid? we are just protecting ourselves.

Many times I was in pain until I cried but I could stand it. When it was their turn to guard, not infrequently also I reciprocated his actions not by deliberately throwing a hard ball to their backs as they did to me.

But in a way, when it was my turn to hit the ball, I hit it hard and scored higher than them.

Not wanting to repeat the SD incident, I again studied harder to make friends. It's true that when I was in Junior High I had a lot of friends. Unfortunately sometimes I think what they need is not me but my answer. I still feel alone despite being surrounded by friends. To the point where I heard my friend's words to another friend.

" wahh. deket yes you are the same kaila"

" that's if you don't get an answer"

I who was about to go down the stairs at that moment was silent for a moment listening to what he said. He saw me and probably knew I heard him. I casually went down the stairs pretending nothing had happened.

In my heart may you be struck by the stone let Allah reward 😡

Since the incident I always had a feeling of anxiety, whether he befriended me sincerely or just need my answer.That thought even I aimed at a friend who I thought was always near me.

Well sure it was the case, when I did not give an answer they avoided me. 😭😭😭 because I did not want to be lonely I tried to pretend that nothing had happened. I always give without receiving. All I thought at the time was from myself. As long as I can and be the first I won't be lonely anymore.

"Peaten, hunt ashar" reprimanded iki suddenly made my daydreams scatter in an instant.

I don't want to be alone, I want to be acknowledged, noticed, I just want to be friends without any lure 😭 whispered me in the heart,,I unconsciously shed tears hoping that my current friendship is truly sincere. I looked at the princess, dinda, and iki in turns.

"mayo cepetan, it's already adzan" said iki.

"Wait a minute "Hold me, hold back iki's hand holding me. And this time I can't do anything because iki, dinda and princess pulled me together.

" ah my meatballs.". "I glanced at my meatballs that were not yet finished. But they still pulled me.

Thank you God I am happy right now with my friends. I just need to understand that everyone has their own reasons behind their actions just like I do today.