Overlove
20You BUT Not You
🍀A few weeks ago my brother faced a national exam and now it's my turn to fight.
Gani problem he remained in this city and for the mother after that day came home, afternoon he immediately went to Java, that I know from my mamak, mamak said the mother there lived with kak ajis, sister of gani's first child mother. I only have 2 kids and the gani is the biggest.
Arriving early makes me have to wait with a longer time than my friends who just came.
" the focus once learned "said raka who just came.
" yes, let me answer" I replied with a smile.
Setting up the stationery for the exam later on the table, raka then turned to face back chatting with me.
" are you ready for the test? "
" God willing, are you? " i don't want this conversation to stop.
" not ready yet "
" just bismillah, you're learning, right? " quote me again, and he just nodded in response yes.
" yeah, effort never lies the results of "my advice, chatting together with raka heard the voices of women who are familiar to me
" cieeeee... ecieeeee" dinda god followed by daughter.
" ahemmm"
" drink put" I said.
The two of them joined us and sat next to the raka and the princess sat next to me.
" let's go home from school and study together again! " bring the princess
" raka coming? " invite dinda
" don't know later "swortly answer raka and then leave the three of us.
Seeing him go my gaze could not be separated from him until the door he passed with gani. Seeing the gani in my mind to invite him to talk after this fight.
Standing up from the seat, there was a virgin behind him who followed him. So I paused my intention and sat back down to my seat.
" why? " ask the princess, followed by the dinda who also saw me as if asking yes why?
" my skirt stuck "my answer, when my skirt was not stuck but somehow I don't want people to know my problem with gani.
The entrance bell reads "teettttt.. tetttttt"
" Hopefully answer "say raka to me before she turns to face the board.
" you also "my smile answered even though he did not see my smile, I do not know just because raka said that I was very happy 😊.
Because the system who has been allowed to go out first so I went out of the room first than dinda, iki and princess. Outside the room there are already sons and daughters who were first than me. Not long after I came out too.
" was it? " i asked gani but she just passed me and headed for the virgin and son there. Is my voice too slow? ask me in my heart. Well maybe so I replied in my heart.
I then approached them wanting to join the conversation, but again as soon as I approached the virgin and Gani left together. I got really crazy talking to myself in a patient heart.
one by one the other friends started coming out, already finished working on the matter. I was still waiting for dinda, iki and princess so I kept staring at the door, unfortunately all I saw was raka who came out with Rika holding her hand.
" Kei." said raka when she saw me.
" yes "my answer with a forced smile, I'm used to teaching you when talking to someone must be polite and smile so that the person we talk to is comfortable with us. But seeing the raka with Rika my heart can't lie.
Seeing the princess and dinda already out I ran a little towards her and left them both.
" jealous huh??? " snake princess
" jealous what try "my answer quickly, whereas in the heart yes 😞
The three of us walked to the cafeteria together without iki because usually iki to the cafeteria was always with Diki since they were both close.
Already shopping our stomach needs back to class, in class we saw iki himself, saw him the three of us approached.
" tumben himself, where's Diki? " ask the princess
" yes "the answer is short then leave us. It felt like the three of us were asking each other
" he why? " many
" do not know " replied the princess
" i also don't know "answer dinda.
Somewhat upset with his attitude in asking well even that so I can only say "well just diemin "me said, then back to the seat.
In my heart today is really , the person I love, he is also the one who pisses me off . ~
Going home from school to home I changed my uniform with a casual dress.
After eating I take a short break because according to the promise with the daughter of studying the group later after the dzuhur prayer. Waking up at 1.30 am I rush to the bathroom to shower and pray. .
" mak ..kei go "
" yes, "mamak replied not angry as usual because in the long run I had asked permission to study the group initially mamak not ngasi but because the father ngizinin finally mamak ngikut too.
And brother just said one word "mode "but I don't want to take a headache anyway brother just joked.
Passing the new bridge that is being stepped on - a place where gangs and children are known as the place of the midnight wild race.
But because it was still noon I ventured through the road that actually far away the day my brother once advised me if you can not go this way.
Passing the highway, every street I see some stalls on the side of the road filled with children in high school uniforms
Because it is too crowded on the left right side of the road, I feel noticed I focus on the front facing riding the motorbike.
Suddenly in front of me a motorcycle in the opposite direction to me he drove quickly to overtake the bike in front of him.
Shocked, I immediately closed my eyes while both hands pressed the brake handle on the motor. astagfirullahalazim.
Open my eyes, some children laugh to see me still shaking hands and my legs I am still still my motorbike is still on.
The motor suddenly turned off, I turned to the short male figure to my right. Angry, he licks me
" you're stupid, huh.., why are you going through here? " snarled. I who was still shocked afraid continued to suddenly get angry I could only cry.
Seeing me cry gani told me to get off the bike. I sit on the roadside
"Astagfirullahalazim. astagfirullahalazim "my heart is still crying.
Gani came with a bottle of water for me.
" nih "I drank it. Feeling that people were starting to notice me I was instantly silent but still as hot as possible. How many times have I cried without shame at the sight of the crowd.
" Truly yes, I don't have a brain" I said angrily, which I aimed at the child who almost hit me.
" you who don't have a brain, why are you going through here? " gani said still angry.
" your girlfriend gan? " ask the tall, white man who is in front of me.
" not "swick Gani replied.
The man then laughed loudly, seemingly laughing at me.
" why are you laughing? funny huh? " snap Gani.
" well, "he said then left
Being near Gani I felt a different smell every time Gani spoke.
" you smoke? " tanyaku slowly.
" no "
" don't lie, it smells so loud" I said suspiciously.
" just take care of your business" he replied, then stood up to leave me quickly I grabbed the edge of his shirt.
" let's go home "take me.
But he kept walking, I was confused how to take him home.
" my feet are still trembling I'm afraid of riding the bike "cried me, hoping he'd obey me. Well actually it's true my legs are shaking but I can still ride my own bike.
Sure enough he turned towards me.
" wait "
He went to the stall on the other end, not knowing what he was talking about with his friends, before he came back to me.
" key "he said in a flat tone.
I stood with my feet still trembling.
" nih "I gave you the key. I got on the bike. Remember the promise with my daughter to borrow Gani's phone "Gan can borrow HP? "
" do what? " with the same tone
" want to tell your daughter I can't go there, you have no princess HP right? "
" no "
" if it's dara? "
" there's like" he said, and took the phone in his pants pocket which he then gave me.
Turning on Gani's motorbike drove me home, I didn't go to the princess' house.
" when did you smoke ? " many of me on the bike.
" it's none of your business"
" you don't pity mom? "
" can you not? I told you not to take care of my business "he said in a high tone, so I spoke in a high tone.
" i was concerned about you "all of a sudden he stopped the bike.
" don't talk to me again "he said again, and continued running the bike.
Hearing all the words that came out of her mouth made me hurt, my tears came out again but I tried not to hear my crying voice. And finally I chose silence, until my house went straight down
" Thank you "my words went straight inside, I went into my room Adam happened to be playing on a cell phone. I asked Adam's brother for help to drive Gani back.
Confused to see me Adam's brother was about to ask seriously I replied
" later it's "in my heart he's not the guy I used to know
📝When there is a problem do not let you do things that are not good for you because it is not winning you will actually make you more hurt and people who care about you. Do not run away from the problem if you can not deal with it, you just need to accept it first 🍁🍂🍁
