Overlove

Your pain is my pain

🍁 7 days in town B feels very quickly passed, but the first time to get there is very slow time.

Now I was in the car, seeing the atmosphere of the road that was dark but beautiful because it was decorated with street lights and passing vehicles.

Suddenly remembering Raka, I opened my backpack looking at some key chains that I would share with friends. But my attention was on a pair of glass ball souvenirs that I would give to raka and one to me.

Imagining the moment I was about to give it made me smile an embarrassed smile myself.

" you why? " ask lia astonished to see me.

" no why "my answer quickly turned my face to the front of the glass while smiling.

I closed it again, Since from city B until now I keep my bag carefully so that the glass balls do not break.

Arrive at the gathering place for the first time. Getting out of the car, my brother and father were waiting for me. I just throw a smile, so happy it feels 7 days not met as if 7 years did not meet.

" Who has a suitcase? " ask the teacher

" i, sir, "my answer went straight to the teacher to get my suitcase. Before we split we had a good night with the team.

" chest.. chest." we wave to each other.

Suitcases that are not too filled when the road to town B when turning feel heavy. Seeing me who was having trouble, my brother came to me

" have boughtin the big brother right? "

" was..... "

" grim "his teasing. Brother went back to early fashion when I was in town B he always heard me and said things that I liked to hear.

riding on the bike in the bell, he asked me

" how's it there? "

" it's cold in there sir..bla...bla.." long story. All the way home I told my father everything. ~

The next morning at school, I left happily.

New friends came to ask this directly. I answer every question they ask. Seeing that my front bench was still empty I asked the virgin who had already arrived.

" Dinda and the princess haven't come yet? " tanyaku to dara

" it's not like it's "dara answered.

" kei.

" yes....? " many

" it's not "

" a... what the heck, do not make curious "my words to dara sharpen curious eyes with what he wants to say.

" not there, but later "

" yes it is "

Long live dinda and princess came and immediately hugged me.

I immediately pulled out the keychain handed it to the princess and dinda to share it with other friends.

" this who wants to? " tanya dinda put a keychain on my desk. Because I know widia and ema like no other I set aside 2 key chains for them.

" You don't want to? " i approached their table with a sad face

" mom.ma'am, that's "ema gagu replied.

" you want to "answer quickly. I immediately smiled as widia picked it up and gave the other one to ema.

" Thank you "I said glad.

" thank you "widia replied with a smile, she also smiled even though her smile was not like people smiling in general, a smile that was still awkward.

" you already love? " ask the princess as I return to my seat

" already, oh.. yes. raka does not look? " i asked, because until now the stem of his nose is invisible.

" teettt.

How ?? tomorrow my love, I said look under the glass ball souvenir table that I bought for him.

Learning my mind is still the mind of the raka who did not enter is he sick? but in his letter he's a permit .

When the bell rang the sign of rest I immediately approached ahmad. I don't know since when I started getting close to Ahmad. It feels with ahmad I so myself there are no jaim-jaim-jaiman bashful like I was close to raka.

" Raka why don't you come in? " ask the monik first when I want to ask the same thing.

" The mother died "

" innalillahi WA innalillahi rojiun "we answered in unison.

" later we will go there to read ya go home to school "take the princess.

" yes "answer us in unison. I, moniker, dinda, princess, virgin, and widia plan to go with iki not to come, since 11th grade Iki started rarely with us maybe because I had a fight with him but we are still my countrymen although where we are now rarely.

Back at school, the six of us came to Raka's house. But we were late, because the funeral was over and all we found in the house was a middle-aged girl, her skin white, her hair as thick as her eyes narrowed. I thought it might be Raka's mother.

" Assalamu'alaikum "greetings in unison

" raka's friend? " he said he saw our uniform which might be the same as Raka's.

" yes aunt "

" ayoo.. come on. please come in, wait for Raka is still out "tell the aunt, we also enter each other push the monik whispered to me.

" husttt" I said a little annoyed, because the sound of the whisper is monik like the sound of people talking without whispering. Hearing that the other children and the aunt saw us.

" monikkk "warn princess. The aunt just laughed. Instantly my face immediately reddened wanting to feel like I was hiding my face.

Waiting for Raka who has not come, the aunt introduces herself as Raka's mother.he tells about her son, Raka. From the story of Raka's mother I can conclude Raka is a home-grown child once and also I know her mother is very proud of her child because none of her tell her child's ugliness only good things that she tells to us it's not like my mother always said I'm not her son, I'm just my father. My father gave birth to me.

From the story of his mother I know a little about the raka that all this time I do not know, although not only I know but others also know.

Looking outside, from the window I saw a new raka coming walking towards us. His head bowed down looking lethargic. Do not want to see the others I immediately turned to face the wall quickly wipe away my tears that I did not realize came out just like that when I saw the raka.

considering he told me his father and mother divorced and since childhood he lived with his mother alone. Who does she live with now? my question is in my heart.

" you why? " tanya monik realizes my cry.

" hustttt" I whispered slowly.

I lifted my face up hoping my tears wouldn't come out again.

"Thank you guys" he said then glanced at me. Seeing that I immediately lowered my head, I sat back and hid behind a stocky moniker.

Raka chatted with another friend me and widia just quietly listened suddenly just monik speaking deviated from the topic of conversation.

" Raka was brought by-by tuh tuh same kei "he said, I immediately pinched it slowly felt embarrassed because there was Raka's mother in our midst.

Raka and her mother saw me I immediately smiled a small, monikkkk monikkkkk.

" Our aunt came home first" said the princess saved me in the most awkward atmosphere

" oh. yes, there is a little sustenance from the classmate "so the princess gives the envelope of donations we collect from other friends.

Outside was far away but not too far from the house of Raka the princess reprimanded the moniker who spoke without thinking I was embarrassed or not

" sorry " said moniker

" it's okay to already "my word calms the moniker to not think too much about her which I actually think very much.

Until the house a message came in from Raka

" Thank you for coming "

" yes, the same as the others "

" are you all right? " tanyaku. But there was no reply from him. There was no reply I took a shower and changed clothes.

" kei. please anterin your brother's lab clothes he forgot to bring, tuh.

" kei wait for ashar first "my answer

" ashar want to use, just a minute, there anterin "send mamak.

Don't want to nag anymore I immediately unplug it to the campus sister brought her lab clothes.

I waited for my brother in front of the lab according to his instructions, wait a long time finally brother came huddled with his friends. But my attention was on the figure of the woman I felt I had seen but I didn't know where.

" where? " say, brother asked me for his lab coat.

" Cie.... His girlfriend huh...? " tease my brother's friends.

But he just kept quiet, he took the little bag with his lab coat from my hand, then entered the lab, but before entering, he told me to carefully go home.

" be careful when you go home "

" yes "ansaki then turned on the motor to go home first from brother. ~

Already at 9 there was no reply from Raka, from earlier I went back and forth HP but no incoming message if there was only a notification 1818 or XL AXIATA.

" you why look at HP mulu, hope there is an SMS? " sister mockery. But I just kept silent not to return his ridicule for being lazy.

Before long my HP rang in a hurry I opened the HP

In front of the screen is written Brother Adam

" wait ya "send him, I immediately take a pillow and throw it to brother. I went straight into the room.

put HP next to the pillow. Want to sleep again my HP sounds, surely brother adam again thought I, I ignored it but I again thought how if it was a message from Raka I immediately rush to take my phone. Reading the name on the front screen of my face immediately returned my eyes felt refreshed

" **it's okay, sorry to reply "

" yes it's okay, gambatte** "reply me like he always says gambatte to encourage me.

" Why was it crying? " i was shocked when I read the message.

" you saw him? " reply to me quickly to be sure

" yes hehehehe "

" i remember you who said from childhood it's the same you mbah, continue now you how? " Once again my tears came down on my own as I thought about his present state and the possibility that would happen to him.

" oh. ya keep living here with my aunt "

" sorry for crying, keep your mind** "reply back when I don't know what to say anymore. He said that it was not calming me even make mewek more.

" hmmm yes, you who are passionate must remain firm "

" yes, God willing "

" yes I have rested first, you are also Oyasumi Nasai "he continued again ending our conversation.

📝I don't know why when you feel pain I also hurt, when you are sad I am also sad, I just want to see you happy . Is this feeling too much??