On Whose Lips Will These Tears I Drop

Nuri Ameliaku's

The morning has appeared carrying dew from the land of the village. I prepared myself in the car. It's been a part of my life, hiding my flaws behind the eyes of everyone who sees me. In addition, I also wrote the last letter to Nuri, in the letter I included the real me. A boy who forgot he was a man.

The contents of the letter I wrote as happily as I could, so that when there were no tears that could visit. Tears are actually happiness, the greater your happiness then your tears will be more bitter. Simply put, those saddest tears came from great happiness

My sweetness and that has amazed me with a face that has never been stranded in all my age.

Nuri, may you always be healthy and happy. I repeat my first sentence to you, My sweet Nuriku though the ticking of the clock has not allowed us to be happy but believe me after this you get a short-lived love for very long memories.

My sweet nurse, if after today I do not send you stories about our meeting, do not be discouraged but happy, because you have managed to put your heart around my heart. To put it simply, my veins will always tell my heart that your chest is willing to accept them both to feel the real vibration of life.

My sweet nurse, if the days you take to the age of aging cannot age well, then close your eyes to remember the story that we did not have time to celebrate at a young age. Don't worry, your old age will never know if we ever dreamed to meet only a story of poetry that is happy by two humans.

My silent care, though the sun has not drawn your face in my eyes, I have believed, you are a very fitting form for me to see. Believe in my Nuriku, God would never have created a strong shoulder in my body if it were not for a woman's place of support, and that is you.

Today we failed to meet but I'm sure after we found the story in a non-existent time, God must have given us the right path to meet.

My sweet nurture, I never expected your face to be beautiful and graceful which makes the eyes happy when viewed, I want a heart that understands and is willing to accept my shortcomings.

My nurse, through poetry, said the words I found exposed in my heart, perhaps my mouth has no right to tell you, that's why I sent him through poetry because only poetry is free to say anything, including about my race to you.

Nuri, with a healthy state and a reasonable age to be in a relationship, I tell you that I am happy with a woman I found in poetry.

Nuri my feelings do not need you to think or also you ponder. I just hope, please accept it and after that you are free to throw it anywhere. But before you throw it away, try to give it a chance to spend the night in your eyes, that floundering heart must be able to make your heart happy that may be waiting for a heart that understands like the heart I give.

My sweetness and will always amaze me. Today I tell you about my condition. I'm sick, but there's no cure, I'm around you but I can't find a door that hides you. Nuri I am in your body, your heart does not feel that I am playing with your veins, Nuri, you are in my eyes and I am in your eyes, but I find it hard to imagine yourself being happy with me because my eyes are hesitant and can't even imagine what kind of face God puts on your body. You know Nuri, it's not all I need to worry about because I believe God created me because it will also create you in a different womb. Now you and I, or we just wait for the pictures in the almanac to change, if there is no time for one season, at least for life there will be one day to see the person who always changes my life.

Nuri, if after this I don't tell you anymore, don't assume that I'm getting away from you, but that was the most incredible time of my life. I must be able to defeat the urgent feeling of wanting to meet you prematurely. Silence without your word is the greatest sorrow of my life and I must defeat it before it shows me my true self.

Welcome to the one who amazes me, welcome to meet. Now let's celebrate farewell without meeting and this story. Congratulations for all the time and time that we will soon be happy in a time untouched by your hands and mine, except the love that blossoms in the saga of a man is saddening and aware

From me Ladri, the one who is trying to live to see you laugh happily.

Everything was as good as it was in the days before, but something left me helpless. In the poem he wrote he said that this letter was the last letter, and he wanted to see me, because he would continue his studies abroad.

At the end of his letter he wrote that he waited for me for 5 days in front of the campus garden.

In the left corner of his letter was written the date of the first day he would wait for me. And I thought of remembering the tangal and today.

Goddamnit! Today is the last day he will be waiting for me.

I went to the park, where I saw a lot of women. It's hard for me to guess who Nuri is amongst them all.

Nuri, I shouted at all the women sitting in the garden.

I saw a woman who looked surprised and looked around her.

I approached her, and pretended to be next to her. Suddenly a woman approached him and they talked. It was very clear that this woman next to me was Nuri, I heard a voice call on her, when the woman who came asked, "Nuri have you met the lecturer?"

If anyone wants to ask me about my Nuriku, I will not be able to explain it, because the outrageousness of him will not be able to be told by my mouth except poetry.

Nuri, I'm really happy, even though you don't know right now, it turns out that the person you've been waiting for five days is sitting next to you.