On Whose Lips Will These Tears I Drop

Meeting Women of the Past

Me and two of my men still live in that old building. Living in a luxury apartment or own house, it will make it easier for the Police to find our whereabouts.

Morning was still really healthy, I sat on the old sofa chair, but it was a little fixed To and Lol. I threw my body in there and planned for today, we're not going anywhere.

A flat-screen television that I bought a few days ago broadcasts strange news in this country. Not a few terrible news that they make as great as possible, such as, floods, landslides, murder, rape. All bad news. What's wrong they make one news need not be complete with the elements. Like, all poor people will be given help early in the month in the form of money and rice. I don't think there will be any more bad news like that because the culprit has lived comfortably.

"Boss, boss look! this isn't the house we came to two days ago!" Said To while sitting next to me, Lol also came she was standing behind the chair.

"We're going to the boss's prison, see the cops have set up a plot to arrest us" he said, speaking in panic.

"Are we going to jail?" Limpal Lol was standing right behind me.

"Who's talking?" I reply to look at them both.

"That's the cop talking."

"Surely he knows we're hiding here."

"Not really boss."

"So for what fear, even though the news was played for two years, if the perpetrators were only explained to wear face coverings that they did not know, on the body with the face of who they should catch. Already, today we do not make the target first.we are here only, until things improve a little. If you want to get out, you have to be careful."

They still saluted me, but her voice was no longer firm already mixed a little with fear.

***

I was quite tired, thoughtful and happy in my eyes, I didn't know where to go maybe wandering around was a little good way to comfort myself.

"To, get the car out!"

"Where are we going boss?"

"Take it out, don't ask too many questions."

To and Lol Go down the stairs, I'm also behind them.

"Are we going to set a new target again boss?"

Tanya To while turning on her car engine.

"No, I think our money is enough to support us to death. No need to ask anymore, hurry up and run the car!"

I put my face on the car glass. The narrow path we walked through gave a slight hint to my heart.

"Don't stop, and don't ask me where to turn if there's an intersection. Just walk where your heart wants to take it"

To and Lol looked at me from the rearview mirror, maybe they felt weird about my actions.

Along the way, many faces entered my mind, ranging from my father, the late grandmother, Ardi and Anu, the woman in the restaurant, to my fairytale, to my fairytale, Nuri Amelia who may have been tired waiting for a reply from me.

"Boss, this is already very far boss! Are we still going?"

I didn't talk, just the hand gestures I gave her.

"Or we eat first boss!"

"Play again!" I said a little urgent.

"Turn around and follow where I'm pointing."

For about an hour, To and Lol were confused by my actions. They felt even more strange when I stopped the car in front of a fancy restaurant. Usually I don't like it the most in a crowd because it's the same as giving the police a hand. That time no, I was excited.

"Let's go in! Come on!"

"Police"

"Hmm, you know in this country everyone is hiding too. Let the place be safe they hide in a place like this. Sometimes we have to come too. Don't ask too many questions, just enjoy."

"Please sit down, sir!" Said a woman.

My eyes did not look at him, so did he.

"It's not you who've been on the field," I haven't finished talking he's cut my talk.

"It was me, though I didn't know it yet, back then I believed you were good people. Actually, I often come to that place again, dear said the owner of the house you just expelled. Yes, in the end, the intention to make friends is not so, because I do not know where you are. Oh right, where's your second friend again"

"Hmm, I don't know where they are either. Ever since I read the poems here and didn't get any results, they stayed away from me and from then on I never saw them again."

"Oh yeah, sorry if my question offended you."

"It's okay. They're just my past, but that doesn't mean I forget them, because they're also I can change."

"Oh yeah, where do you live?"

"My place is far from here. Very far away."

"This means I can't go there. Yes it's okay. Oh yeah, what do you want to order?

"Just whatever, that'll be enjoyed."

The guy just scrunched his head. I don't know why I can't be more comfortable looking at his face. Aih, is the feeling of love in my chest no longer usual I give up women.

After the meal I went and thanked him. He gave me a piece of paper.

"This is my address, if you need anything just call me. I'm definitely ready to help you."

I just smiled and said, Welcome back. Next time, I'll come to your house.

From inside the car I still saw him standing staring at me leaving. People he does not know his origin. Maybe if he knew I was ******* skinned good-natured person, I think he would have said that his actions to me earlier were the biggest faux pas of his life.

The woman was gone, I no longer looked at her. Only an empty thought crashing through my heart. I'm quiet there's not the slightest talk to To and Lol they are too. Perhaps they also felt that separation without proper meeting with women was not a good way to serve a woman.

"Where are we going, boss?"

"Just walk, later if there's a good place to stop I'll tell you."

They both just nodded.

Not long after, I told To to stop his car.

"We stop here, don't ask what for?"

"Bridge, boss brought us here for what."

"It's possible to kill yourself!" Said the two of them in a slightly whispering tone.

they looked at me directly. I stepped on the bridge and stood on it. I developed my hand.

"Bos don't die just yet. Don't be the boss, don't do it boss!"

I saw them with the corner of my eye

"Who wants to die, you think I'm going to kill myself."

"We thought the boss was gonna jump."

I have not yet come down, I am still standing on the bridge, on the ground I close my eyes and imagine true happiness.

"Be careful boss!"

I said to the two of them, if my way is a good thing to feel how happy it is to be hit by a cliff.