On Whose Lips Will These Tears I Drop

The Woman I Will Kill Is Present In My Dream

Finished writing my letter to Nuri Amelia, I tried to make a new target back. There's no way that me and my two men are always walking. No way! I had to buy a new vehicle, maybe a new piece of electronics so that our targets and other business could be completed properly, without hiding.

I'm still walking down the narrow alleys. My eyes were wildly staring at all the corners of the house that were plastered before my eyes. On average, all the houses had car luggage. Ah, I don't need to worry anymore, because all the people who built houses in this alley are tie-ins or shrewd people fooling their men. Like me. The knot no matter how well established To and Lol are sure I am more established than the two of them, because I am the boss. My target for the night is clear, everything is beautifully painted in my eyes, if they are throwing a big party to welcome my arrival and their death.

After a long day of adventure to the big palaces, I returned home. As usual my return trip was always by stealth.

From below I've seen To and Lol waving her hands at me. I gave the same code.

Floor after floor I went up, up to the top floor, where we rested and arranged a strategy.

"To and you Lol, tonight we're new objects but later I'll explain, what you guys should do. Now, I rest first, later if I get up late, just wake me up. Oh yes one more, you guys do not forget to monitor down, if there is a movement immediately wake me up. Understand!"

As usual they both close their legs and salute me.

"Ready boss."

I saw the two of them crawling towards a window where they waved their hands at me earlier. They were fighting over the binoculars I bought a few days ago. I bought the binoculars for preparation only, so that they could freely look down especially my safety if I had entered into the narrow and silent alley.

I haven't slept, I still feel To and Lol's voice telling me. It turned out that they were the same as me, having a bad life past. I listen to To, if he succeeds later he wants to go back to his village to make his father happy and make a pilgrimage to eat his mother. But at the end of the sentence said that his father was attacked by a malignant tumor. He did not know how his father was doing at this time, for today it has been more than 365 days since his departure. Actually he really wanted to go home but the cost to go home and treat his father was not collected. Unlike Lol, he said, his life was even more bitter, he said, after he found out he was a human, since then he did not know from the womb of the woman who he was born. What he did, he was already in an orphanage. He should still be there, learning to confront the real outside world. Because life is full of disciplined rules, he also came out to be known to the caretaker. Until a good day. Stray people meet lost people, or confused people meet confused, or also like their name, people****** meet people *****.

I didn't listen to their conversation anymore, only black was veiled in my eyes. I felt like I was in a cave, but it wasn't so clear, just a presumption. Suddenly from the end of the hall not so far away from me, I saw a great light, but like another shadow of light. I also did not understand the light. In that light I saw someone walking in front of me. He continued to approach, the light also brushed a little look into my eyes because the light was coming from inside his body.

"Ladri, how were your days?" He said it after standing right in front of me.

"Well, who are you?" My answer was simple and kept staring at him trying to remember, had I met him before.

"I'm the one you're gonna kill tonight. I don't blame you for meeting me first. Yes, at least I can have a conversation with the person who is going to kill me" she smiled at me.

He put his hand on me. It was so sad that the person who said I was going to kill, even wanted to shake hands with me.

She's a little younger than me, her face is beautiful. Ah, why do my bad plans always come first into my dreams.

"Why you?"

"Why are you such a confused person?

Goddamnit! he can also see my image from my face.

"What is this in a dream?" I asked as I moved my legs to retreat.

"Yes this is indeed in a dream, I am also in a body dream that you will soon kill. Only after tonight will I never appear again in my master's eyes because he will die."

"Include my name Santi. You need not pity it may be time that my Lord will meet my Lord. Oh right, before I leave, is there any greeting you wish to send to my master? Yes, at least what you will kill tonight will not be disappointed to die at the hands of men, not at the hands of God as he hoped. Tell me, whatever your cause or reason may be that killing is your best way to stay alive."

"Are you going to come into his dream and tell me what I mean?"

"Yes, after this I have to go into his eyes, I think he is very happy because he is enjoying the dream that I left behind. I think he'll be happy. Tell me, so that when we part, there are no tears to cry."

"Is that woman a good person?"

"Very, he's very nice. As I recall she had never made anyone in this world drop her tears and amazingly until this moment she still managed to keep her rights as a woman even though it was in a dream. If asked, not a few men have asked me for permission so that I leave it into their dreams to be naked. Whereas in a dream I did not give permission especially the real world. Unfortunately, I was not able to be present in the real world, only what he was planning I would know, because he would bring it to me, to his dream. A few days ago he told me that he was in love with a man who was so great to him. But you will soon destroy it all, unless you are able to defeat the black figure in your dream, perhaps the death of that innocent woman will not happen."

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, so how, is there a message I should give my woman?"

"If you want, please tell him, I'm sorry I planned to kill him. Also tell me, I will not ruin the happiness he is celebrating. Thank you for telling me that what I'm going to kill is not the right person to die. Thanks."

"I know your plan, you actually want to take the treasure in the house, but because you and your two men are in a hurry, one of you three touched a guji until it broke. But because she was the only one awake, you were forced to stick a knife into her stomach. I saw it in your face, when you wanted to stick the knife, you thought, and your mind was very sincere. I know that if she puts her heart on you, you will be very happy, because you will love her. If you want him to live and let me dream of staying asleep with such an amazing story you must defeat the black figure within you. After that set up a strategy, how you survived and it is not known by the woman that you have taken all their money. I said, if I could beg you please don't kill that woman, because all the ages of the eyes that sleep I've never been as happy in her eyes."

I saw him go to a place so bright, I also saw a smiling woman welcoming him. They were like talking but it was not clear to me what they were talking about, it was possible that the trunk of the body he was talking about earlier.

If I had a dream like that, maybe I would never be disappointed in my incomplete torso. Aih, Nuri, may you also be as clean and holy as the woman I would not kill.