Odd Eye's
Part 60's. Selfishness is never wrong
...Part 60's. Selfishness is never wrong....
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"Hail your majesty!" Amos saluted by prostrating. The thing that made Hanaya frown was uncomfortable.
"Regulate"
"Where's your master?"
"I'll call you here, sorry to keep you waiting" Hanaya's eyes looked around.
Goosebumps crawled her hair as she realized how bleak this place was. Just like the gloomy expression on the man's face.
A soft expression of the man appeared in her eyes. Makes Hanaya flinch.
He shouldn't have remembered that vile man's past! It was just a fake image used to trap him !
His heart raced very fast. As if it were about to explode. Just being in Xavier's gloomy room was enough to intimidate him.
Close his fingers. Hanaya took a breath, calmed down. This was an opportunity to dispel the fear towards the man.
The intimidation that made Hanaya lose strength.
A thin smile appeared on his lips. He never imagined he would set foot and indirectly beg Xavier - the man who destroyed his world. Which took away all his.
What an irony that Brianna's words once again manifest The weak are pawns for the powerful.
A sentence that reminded Hanaya of the pseudo-delusion she was craving. To eradicate all injustice in the world.
In fact, the position where he stood did not have that much power. Instead he had to fight to defend what he had.
"So, after cursing me now you come to beg?" The familiar cold voice made Hanaya flinch. Unknowingly his fingers trembled.
Xavier had obviously been a nightmare for him. Nightmares were so deeply embedded in his subconscious that all of his bodily reflexes were clearly acknowledged.
Breathing out silently, Hanaya tried to calm down. Forced to suppress his fear.
"As a commoner your way of speaking is very disrespectful" a reprimand that made a cynical smile appeared on Xavier's lips.
A smile that reminded Hanaya of the shackles of intimidation as well as the opening gift in the trial.
The damned man who had to die now turned into someone he needed.
"Then forgive my presumptuousness, Your Majesty" the scorn in an unconcealed tone made Hanaya clench her hands tightly.
In front of Xavier Hanaya was completely helpless. He hates the truth but the man is the only access for Hanaya to get a chance from Javier. Opportunity to strengthen his position.
"You must have heard about the commotion that the Basilik do. I want you to go there" there's a loud, horrible silence that's tearing through his guts. Hanaya bit her lips, trying to maintain the calm expression she put on.
"What do you do if I refuse?" Anxiety crawls. Hanaya obviously could not bear to face this man. With his status, he was not even able to control Xavier's presence. The irony that will continue to exist, no matter how much she tries to cover up.
The aroma of Lavender tea that was served was not even enough to calm Hanaya Hanaya's anxiety. Because even though the offence passes a little, the embedded trauma has not completely disappeared.
"As a queen, other than the king my orders are a must" next to the man's eyebrows raised, as the contempt in his eyes turned cold.
Hanaya hates being in this situation. The situation with Xavier.
A cold touch in his hand pierced his heart. Hanaya gasped as a light peck landed on her hand.
"As you say, Your Majesty" withdrew her hand, Viviana stood wordlessly on the move leaving Xavier staring at the woman's back.
As she guessed - Viviana is fine.
But Alexander's words crossed his mind. A rough sigh shot out, while Xavier frowned sharply.
He managed to create the distance as he wanted - yet why did it feel so much heavier ?
The lavender leaves in the warm tea reminded Xavier of the woman's eyes, the dazzling netra that made her fall - Clenching her hands, Xavier hissed sharply.
He is still his biggest weakness. Viviana still remains in the same position - a luxury as well as a weakness that will destroy her.
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His palm cooled like ice, while his face was deathly pale in sweat. Violet's reddened eyes caught Falentin's attention.
There is anger that cannot be defined there.
Hanaya took a rough breath. The cold air outside seemed to expel the sharp atmosphere from Xavier. It felt like it was almost submerged in a bottomless ocean.
The entire bones in his body shuddered due to the deep trauma.
Hanaya looked at her palm with hatred.
The man shouldn't have touched her after everything he's done!
"Falentin, we have to go back" he said after a silence in the roar of breath.
In confusion with the various questions the waiter addressed Viviana.
What's going on in there ?
His mistress' body seemed to show fear but her net burned with anger. If there was a quarrel Falentin should be able to hear it from the gate because the distance to the main hall was not far but he heard nothing. So what happened in there ?
Xavier can't possibly do disrespectful things to Viviana. The mistress he served was a Queen. Queen ! Even Xavier wasn't worth touching. Then what is the right situation to guess what happened in that meeting ?
"Stay silent (keep your mouth) and act like an obedient dog" the cold line struck him. Falentin looked at Viviana in shock.
"Please!"
"I'm sorry, Your Majesty!" Falentin spontaneously knelt when he realized his position.
Was this just his hunch or did something happen to Viviana?
The woman he served was not like this before. Although it was only a day, Falentin knew her as an innocent and kind woman. Now he looks so mature and too assertive.
It seemed like something had happened to her mistress - just like her master had said.
"Please look at Viviana's movements. I think something about him has changed"
Mr. Javier is right, there's been a change for his wife. But what causes it and who is behind it remains a mystery.
Viviana took a breath, looking out at the carriage. Trying to divert the mind that is wrestling with Xavier. His mind suddenly recalled how at first everything felt so perfect for him.
Complete parents, perfect life and ideal companion. Hanaya only needs to fix a little flaw in Viviana, a speck of indigo that she considers damaging her beauty. Who would have thought that was the beginning of his ambition to begin.
A trace of regret that had originally sunk appeared on the surface, like a rock falling to the surface of the water-sorry shrieked all over its mind.
If he wasn't obsessed - if his desires weren't so selfish, Hanaya still had it all. Family, Brianna and a warm life are slowly disappearing.
Hanaya once thought, It's okay if he doesn't end up with Javier, he still has his house back home. The only place he'll be happy for the rest of his life. Unfortunately, he lost his home.
The obsession with Javier leads him to loss.
The smile of the slices appeared at the corner of the lips, now he understood what people were saying with 'the greed of bringing misfortune'
Because nothing is perfect in this world. Hanaya wants abundance in irrational love.
No ! It wasn't his fault !
Xavier is a rock that triggers ripples in his life. The young man gradually became his figure. A side character who destroys everything ! Hanaya should not blame herself !
Xavier is responsible for all the chaos in his life !
If he doesn't show up - if he doesn't mess things up Hanaya will grasp the complete indomitableness he craves !
Hanaya is selfish but Xavier's existence is like a black bird. A speck of indigo that corrupts the image of life he wants to create !
Xavier, that man is to blame! Hanaya must not regret anything! Can't be !
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