Odd Eye's
Part 16's. Another set of doubts
... ⁇ OODIE...
"Master, young master and miss can stay for the night" Anne said. The banquet was over a while ago. It is late, but they must return.
"Sorry, Anne. My wife will go berserk if we stay here longer." her father joked. Anne and everyone else were laughing.
Maybe with a leader like this, etiquette between nobles is not done. Look at this father?
"The madam is not that jealous as it might just be the master who misses the mistress." now behind her father who was chuckling.
"You know me very well. We'll be back later, with full formation."
"Then what about you young master Xavier?"
"There are some urgent things I need to do. Sorry aunt." although her expression was cold, regret was in the man's voice.
Anne sighed, the lethargic faces behind her also ruining Hanaya's mood. The four little boys scolded, Hanaya lowered her head and grabbed them.
"Son, you have to come back later" Digitha said
"certain."
"An-anu. My painting should be taken too." Hanaya smiled patiently listening to little Allen then nodded. Sadness dominated the faces of the little girls. Then move to say goodbye to Xavier and his father.
"Silver Sky should remember, do not like attention to others. Enough Fanesh alone" Fanesh's farewell actually invited laughter.
Xavier just nodded.
"Then we're gone."
"Any visit again, huh?"
"See you gentlemen and ladies."
"May you be safe until the residence" with a shout, chariots racing. Hanaya is reluctant just how else, she has an agenda after tomorrow for the Disscusion Podium and Javier's official proposal. In the next three days he will be very busy, not to mention a tea party with his two best friends.
"If you want to visit Vilanc come at any time" said his father.
There's something else still stuck. How was his father and Xavier meeting?
"Dad, how did you meet Xavier?" there was a momentary silence. Her father's sad face was then a tone of regret floated "You know, huh?"
The dark past is a simple area full of happiness.
"Xavier came five years ago. Offering help, even putting some slaves into Vilanc"
Five years ago, that meant just the day Xavier was inaugurated as the main general !
Given the three-year difference between Xavier and Javier then, what was the cause of Xavier abdicating from the throne? With an early birth doesn't he deserve power?
Something was missed. Something about Xavier that wasn't explained. At first Xavier was like a useless pawn whose existence would disappear at any time, but now the more familiar he became the stronger he became.
There's a secret behind Javier's throne. There is something not so simple in the novel.
Shit !
Don't think about anything Hanaya. Close your eyes, pretend you don't know so it'll all end the same.
Because his prerogatives lead Hanaya to something he doesn't want to know - the world may not be as simple as his imagination.
There's something wrong.
Like this story, it won't end happily.
Fear lodged in the chest, each detakan referred to the overwhelming fear haunting Hanaya. All of a sudden, he wished he had never known or his thoughts had not moved so far. Then by closing his eyes will it all end the way he thought?
"Viviana, is something sick?" Hanaya looked at her father, her whole blood was sucked with just that guess.
With a forced voice Hanaya replied "I'm-I'm fine Dad. Just a little tired"
And Viscount Lances' warm embrace further added to his fear. Although the warmth penetrated the body and dashed into the heart, Hanaya still felt great fear.
What if everything wasn't as simple as he thought ? What if the end of the story isn't as good as this ?
No ! Don't imagine anything ! Forget everything Hanaya ! You're gonna be fine.
The best option is to close your eyes - pretending not to know
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"Miss, is there something bothering you?" Brianna asked while massaging her body.
The night is late. But Hanaya needs some kind of ecstasy of escape to forget the presumption of what is most likely.
However, this fragrant aroma is not able to dampen the anxiety that arises. Even Brianna's massage can't relax her tense body muscles because of this thought.
"Telling the news will reduce thinking." as usual, Brianna was too sensitive for him.
But what can Hanaya say? Telling this anxiety to Brianna was indeed appropriate to alleviate the fear, but she would only expose its origin.
Justifying Brianna's presumption. Hanaya is not Viviana. That his change of attitude was a plan.
That she, Hanaya, is a selfish slum girl who wants every perfection, changes Viviana and adjusts her attitude to the world of happiness that has been set, just for the sake of perfection in all aspects. But heartbreak is now veiled, and fear haunts the view of life that has been deviated.
Afraid that he was the rock that caused ripples to fill the pond. Spreading to every corner of the pool, messing with the beautiful destiny painted. That now regret dominates asa.
"Nope-no. I'm good just a little tired." Realizing Viviana did not want to open up, Brianna finally nodded.
"But whenever you need. I'll always be there." He should be moved, but his lips carved a smile.
If Brianna knew who the soul was in this body and believed in the transference of the soul, would those words be uttered?
Although Brianna once asserted indifference to it, but this is a type of betrayal.Hanaya felt guilty of deceiving everyone. Her father, Mother, Brianna and Javier. He just wants to survive and live happily, that's not wrong is not it?
The smile of the smell expands.
You're just looking for Hanaya's self-defense ! Self-condemnation, that's what Hanaya did.
A cowardly attitude that doesn't disappear. He will always run away if reality does not match what he wants. Like past suicides, Hanaya knows himself too well. If his defensive limit wavers - then Hanaya will flee once again.
Cowards are a part of him. It will never disappear. Hanaya laughed out loud inwardly, blurting out self-deprecation.
"If things don't go the way you want them to, will you run away?" Brianna's touch tightens. No need to look at the face to know the emotion for a moment.
Brianna's angry.
"If the lady thinks running will solve everything, then you're wrong. With such narrow thinking, miss could not survive," Brianna denounced it directly.
"Compared to running, it is much better if you try to survive as hard as you can to maintain your presence. The world is cruel, as you know the strong are winners, and the losers are pawns. "
Although Brianna's condemnation precisely hit Hanaya's egoism the thought of escaping remains dominating.
He's not that strong !
When all is not in line with what he thinks, Hanaya will definitely run away again.
The determination to perfect the life of Viviana, which now belongs to him, vanished without a trace.
"But, if I forget everything and lie okay, I'll stay alive won't I?"
Is correct. That's the right choice. He'll forget everything. Acting as if no one had ever disturbed his mind and continued to live with confidence in the written destiny.
In this novel, the novel that has been circulating Viviana's story will remain happy.
Hanaya will hold on to that rope of hope. Ignoring all reality and living in pretense if this can create an illusory reflection of his dream world.
So selfish. He wanted to protect himself, put up defenses like rose thorns to keep growing.
Hanaya is selfish.
... ⁇ OODIE...
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