Odd Eye's
Part 57's. Disaster in life
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"Bri-Brianna tell me what to do?" The fear in Viviana's tone shows how fragile she is.
Brianna's never seen Viviana like this before. The fear of feeling so weak, as if a single touch would destroy it.
"Please answer me! Say something! Anything!" Viviana was desperate. He needs something, a warning or motivation. The thing he always heard. Isn't Brianna always giving it all away?
"Don't shut up! Tell me something!" Viviana groaned, so desperate. His cry was stifled within the screams creating a roar.
"Brianna ka
"Do you regret it?" Under Brianna's feet and her cold gaze, something stuck in her. So painful.
Is he sorry ? Is Viviana sorry ? Did Hanaya regret everything she did ?
"I'm not
"Even if you're sorry there's no way back." Brianna's cold voice slapped him hard, Hanaya resuscitated. The fact that he always forgot that there was always something unexpected, that there would be no way back when Viviana reached this position.
"The only recoil option was death "the final sentence that shook his entire bones, paralyzing Hanaya in a long weep full of regret.
A glint of disgust appeared in Brianna's eyes, an emotion she had never addressed before but for Hanaya, in her eyes it was "It is an irony that you have gone so far just to beg to be taken out like a coward. If it's like shouldn't you listen to me from the beginning?"
Hanaya's eyeballs shook violently. Brianna's warnings revolved around her ears.
"You're not strong enough" a very striking sentence. Maybe because Brianna said it, the pain drained Hanaya's heart. He was used to and very used to having the support of Brianna and although always being honest, his honesty this time was really a very painful real fact.
"If you want to enter the palace then keep the logic and do not let your heart lead" the sentence has a very deep meaning. Hanaya was uncomfortable then but now, when things became clear because those situations were the truth.
He bases all his ambitions on feelings. Because of the feeling of wanting to be happy. His survival will was not based on himself. The egoism he brought so far was not based on an instinct for survival, all for the sake of achieving a happy ending. Trapped in endless bliss with Javier as the pivot.
The palace is not what it looks like.
Another truth he ignored with the thought that enough to make Javier see it alone, Hanaya would have all the happiness. Unfortunately it's pseudo.
"Too weak and easily shaky. It's your flaws and the inability to stand in this position"
Impunity to stand in this position. Hanaya is inappropriate. The sentence was so gripping, it made Hanaya feel like a dirty slave.
Not enough of that, Brianna's last sentence makes everything feel ripped from her "I'm disappointed, for supporting you to act so far "
The door of the room that was closed made Hanaya gripped deserted. The previously frightening loneliness now turned miserable.
Brianna had no reason to stick around following the weak lady.
Hanaya's mute laughter came out, the ridicule she was clinging to herself. Hanaya considers Brianna to be his patron, an ironic thought that a lady once thought of.
Because actually, in this age of servants follow someone influential, people who can make them rise higher. And Hanaya is relying on Brianna instead? The funniest joke of his life.
"You are indeed weak Hanaya"
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"Your Majesty" Falentin's voice was so soft, afraid to disturb his mistress' mood.
Helaan breath softly heard when he saw the figure of Viviana sitting bent beside the bed, drowning in her dress as if trying to hide from the world.
Now, what else does he have to say? This woman had already been devastated, wouldn't it be even more miserable if she heard this news?
"Mrs"
"Come out, I don't want to talk" his calm but pain-laden tone made Falentin bite his lips. The servant was on his knees.
"You may punish me, but I have something to say"
Huh, uh,
Hot air came out of Viviana's lips. The violet netra that is now glued because of crying is finally visible.
"What do you want to say?" His mistress' face made Falentin bite his lips, trying to hold back the turmoil in his heart.
"Your father, Viscount Lances died" the sentence froze Hanaya.
"You can kill me if this is all a lie. I swear on my life! Viscount Lances was attacked on the way by bandits, all the servants and even the Viscount were killed. "
His limp leg involuntarily raced. Hanaya ran like crazy, trying to ascertain the truth.
His father would never leave him. Even in her nightmares!
Didn't he ever promise to be Hanaya's backstop?
It was all a lie.
"Javier, Falentin-Falentin
The man's tight embrace subconsciously answered Hanaya's doubts. The woman's fist tightened.
"Javier, don't try to play around! Tell me the truth"
There's silence on the sidelines of the embrace. While Hanaya urged in frustration "Say something! I hate in-
"What Falentin said was true, your father is dead"
"What kind of joke is this?" Hanaya exclaimed, taking off Javier's embrace. It was obvious in the eyes of the woman that there was a real lack of acceptance.
"Are you doing this for me to come to you? Aye right?"
"I'm sorry if I've been ignoring you lately. But that doesn't mean you have to play me like this!"
"My father can't leave me! I know him best!"
"Viviana
"Tell me! Tell me you're just kidding!" Desperate in the eyes of Viviana is so big. It was as if his common sense was gone and he wanted certainty about the truth.
"Don't just shut up!" Viviana shook Javier's body, urging the affirmation she needed.
Xavier was already enough of a problem for him! He's lost enough Rozetta, Annette and Brianna! Not his father!
"Javier answers
"Your Majesty, his body has arrived at the residence of the Viscount. You and the Queen have to go there" Hanaya's knees wobbly, the woman who was almost mad in despair is now more fragile.
"Viviana
"Why? Why should I?" Questions that sound like irony. It was as if Hanaya regretted everything she made to get here.
Rozetta left her with a question mark, she was still not done with feelings of guilt towards Annette when Brianna left her. And now her father left Hanaya too?
Wasn't this the place where he would end up in happiness for a lifetime? Why do tragedies happen endlessly?
"Listen
"Why should I? I'm trying as I can! I did what was right! Then why would I lose everything?"
Both past and present lives all dragged Hanaya into mourning!
His father's laughter, all the promises they made or the perfect shadow of happiness were all just illusions. A life from Hanaya.
If he lost everything to get here then why should he try?
Staring at his two palms in despair, tears as a sinister smile appeared.
He was a disaster for his own life. If not, where did all this misfortune come from?
Unlucky or misleading luck? Wherever he regretted all his dreams.
A dream that leads him to a great sense of loss.
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