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Mourning atmosphere. Black clothes that signify grief. Hanaya hates this atmosphere.
He could see how grief was imprinted in the eyes of all the servants. Vilanc may be hooded.
Just like Hanaya.
The white coffin showed his father's face. Thin lines that always show a smile now look calm.
Now, it feels like Hanaya is back to square one. Where she's alone.
The funeral service was very painful for Hanaya. He was tired of crying, but there was nothing he could do. Everything feels so exhausting.
So, this is all the impact of his dream. The selfish dreams Hanaya formed just because her past life was too miserable.
The greed that brought him moving so far was only to lose even more.
What made Hanaya fail? What cause? Now he knows what the biggest cause of his failure is. Hanaya doesn't have enough qualifications for this position, nor does he have the wrong passion and greed.
The woman's eyes looked at her mother, the old woman who was crying so much. She still has a mother. What if he loses again?
The coffin that was closed became the end of everything.
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Hanaya stared at her silken shadow. Now which direction should he choose? Does he have to give up now? Or keep fighting?
So what should he fight for? Aw, Javier. Wasn't that man the center of all his dreams?
A thin smile appeared.
Then what's the point of that now? The complete happiness he craved was no longer perfect because now Hanaya was plunged into a hole where everything was taken from him.
The garden behind their residence reminded him of his father.
Daisy. Didn't his father call him that? Unfortunately unlike its meaning, now every day for Hanaya is death. He no longer felt reborn to live.
"What should I do, Dad?"
Her violet eyes lifted when she found a pair of shoes under her dress. Javier may be worried about his situation, as Hanaya runs away from all the formalities of grief to grieve alone.
"Javie
The woman's eyes widened, as if pierced by something Hanaya felt all her blood slump. The whole joint is shaking. Xavier, his nightmare was standing in front of him with piercing cold eyes.
Hanaya wanted to shout, curse, curse at this man or beat him but the shadow was not done. His entire body was shackled with the fact that Xavier controlled everything.
Hanaya's body slumped as Xavier clasped the strands of her hair. He could see a sharp squeak on the man's forehead.
"She's just an ordinary girl"
"In the worst case, you'll lose her"
Xavier's grin was etched in comparison to Alexander's echoing voice in his mind. The blue netra looked insulting. It was as if the fluctuations of emotions in his mind had never existed.
"Just like this? Only this is your strength, Viviana?" His entire spine is cooling. The man's touch on the strand of his hair left a trace of hell.
"I've given you the opening gift and now the main part, it should be enough to make you stronger right?" The turn on Hanaya's eyes changed which was originally frightened now was full of shock.
Rozetta is the beginning, the opening gift that Xavier talked about then his father
The cold touch on her cheek made Hanaya aghast, the same cold touch as her gaze. The man's eyes were like a vicious roll of waves, swallowing Hanaya whole without pity.
"Your father is the ultimate gift" a cold whisper pierced the recesses of his heart. Hanaya's tears were dripping. While a roar roared in his chest.
The tears on her violet net were full of anger. Xavier could see how the grudge against his figure grew deeper and deeper. The thing that stabbed his heart. But isn't this the goal?
Draw a line between the two. Boundaries that Xavier cannot break.
"I'm surprised you can feel angry" the ridicule echoed in his voice sparking deepening hatred.
Can you feel angry ? It was as if Xavier was making fun of his emotional turmoil, insulting his father's death.
He died in the hands of someone he trusted.
A crazy man with no heart.
It was an echo in his eyes. Things that make Hanaya feel sick. Why did he feel lost?
Hanaya's consciousness was interested in seeing Xavier's mocking smile. A smile that trampled on his father's self-esteem, trust and dignity.
"Do something. Before I take everything you have" whispered that scooped up his entire breath.
Didn't Xavier take everything? What else did he want to take from her?
"Bad men!" A voice that sounded desperate, as if Viviana blamed Xavier's presence.
The man's back turned around. The cold eyes contained a sharp unsheathed disdain "Cursing is only a sign of incompetence. Too bad it was not accompanied by action" the cold eyes that always swallowed him whole felt even more drowning, making Hanaya feel crowded.
Inability.
"Too weak and easy to falter, it is your shortcomings and the inability to stand in this position"
How many sentences with the same meaning did he hear? Words that refer to his inability.
The touch on his chin made a look at the two. Making Hanaya's breath stifle "You want to give up ? You shouldn't have advanced in the first place"
The woman's fist tightened.
"You shouldn't have advanced in the first place"
"Do you regret it ?"
"It's an irony you've gone so far just to beg to be taken out like a coward"
Supposedly, the irony sentence he had heard. Because from the beginning Hanaya thought he was well-deserved, deserved to stand in this position.
Didn't she try so hard from the beginning just to end up happy? So why should he back off?
Why is all fear covering her? Xavier's the one responsible! He was the hell that Hanaya had to destroy.
Hanaya is not strong enough. It means he has to grow stronger to eliminate Xavier.
A sharp cry appeared on the forehead while the netra was full of tears in the content of determination.
Like his selfish desires, Hanaya will get rid of Xavier!
Staring at his palm Hanaya clenched her hands tightly, there was nothing wrong with her determination. All hatred is based on the threatened feelings Xavier gives, the wrong one is just the reason for his passion - love for Javier. Now thanks to Xavier for giving him a new reason.
Yep! From the beginning Hanaya should have survived for himself not Javier or his parents.
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"You're not worried about him?" Said Alexander staring at the figure of Viviana who stood in the formality of grief, sayu. It looks very hard hit.
Xavier gave a punch that was not small. It was as if the man beside her was not heartless. As if there was no taste at all.
Xavier is blameless. And although Alexander knew how valuable Viviana was, he did not understand the reason why she should be treated like this.
Supposedly, Xavier indulges Viviana with all the love and not testing the woman's mentality.
A faint smile appeared on Xavier's lips. The doubt Alexander had seen before disappeared. The absolute confidence he always showed when ensuring victory on the battlefield, was apparent. "He's always okay. And it always will be"
All the objections Alexander prepared disappeared. Xavier is always certain in his actions. All his words and actions were appropriate. Plus eyes full of confidence firm that was the biggest reason Alexander held back all his words.
Xavier never wavered with constancy in such a face.
The man's eyes were fixed on Viviana. So how attractive is that woman?
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