
“Am I in heaven?”, Jean spoke in her mind upon waking up with a light and fresh body.
“or in hell?”, Jean who changed the course of her mind when she realized her body was stiff in a dim room.
Jean glanced at his right side who sensed the presence of someone.
“A..Angel?”, in a weak raucous voice, Jean called out to the person sitting down on the chair beside her bed.
Angel who was asleep slowly opened her eyes.
“Je..Jean?, you realize”, Angel who was immediately aghast when she saw Jean open her eyes.
Compared to Jean, Angel ran to the door.
“Jean aware!!”, Angel shouted loudly. The sound of noise was getting closer.
“Jean?”, Ruby who came with a doctor who immediately checked on Jean.
“condition before waking up was already stable, so I think now it's okay considering this lady is conscious”, the explanation of the doctor made Jean aware, so I thought, he is not in heaven or hell now.
At first glance Jean sees two strangers standing in the doorway of the room, reluctant to enter.
“Jean you have to fill your stomach first”, Ruby who pushes slowly Angel, indirectly ask Angel to bring food for Jean. Angel left without saying anything.
“Silver is fine?”, Jean who had started to digest what she last experienced before then lost consciousness tried to sit up while asking.
“Yes I've recovered total”, Ruby's words make Jean think back. Didn't he also get a stab wound in the stomach?, amid the floundering when remembering the moment, Jean wondered, why his stomach didn't hurt when he tried to sit down.
Jean then lifted her shirt to check her stomach, and there were no tears, except for a few black lines that started to fade and a round belly that lost muscle.
“Am I just hallucinating?”, Jean muttered deeply into his thoughts.
“No, you're not hallucinating. You only realized after six months of coma”, Ruby explained as she pulled Jean's shirt to cover Jean's stomach again
“Six months?”, the shocked Jean felt inexhaustible. He realized, the reason Enver overreacted in keeping Jean turned out there was a reason.
“But, where is Enver?”, the question that Jean had held for hoping Enver would come soon, came out of Jean's mouth because his hopes never materialized even after he finished eating.
“Oh, he's on business”, Ruby's original statement makes Jean surprised.
Well maybe if Jean married an ordinary human like herself, Jean would get angry and feel disappointed because her husband was not there beside her when she lay in a coma. But at that time Jean felt that expecting it was impossible, so being disappointed was too much for her.
A week later, Jean finds herself meaningless to Enver, as Jean turns out to be at the Ruby and Angel family residence. Enver leaves Jean for treatment at her cousin's house for six months, instead of taking care of Jean at the mansion. The fact that made Jean hurt didn't get there. Any enquire about the whereabouts of Enver, Ruby, Angel or even Ruby's father and mother will say that Enver is having affairs abroad.
Jean sometimes asked to return to Valera's mansion, but was not allowed for safety reasons. If you remember the terrible incident, Jean without saying much will only be silent because it is true that it is better he lives with Ruby, compared in the mansion without any Enver.
One or two weeks Jean could still receive, but then six months later Jean isolated herself at Ruby's residence. Enver's cell phone number can't be reached, which means Enver has been leaving Jean for a year at Ruby's residence.
“Wait, is it possible that he has gotten a new wife during my coma, and then intends to throw me out?”, Jean who is already pattered, his anger snatching away Ruby's cliche reason that Enver is busy.
In the middle of a family watching television at night, Jean loses control of herself because she can't hear any more plausible reasons.
“Je.. Jean. Enver is really having a problem, so can't pick you up anytime soon”, Ruby explained carefully.
“But at least he can contact me via phone, but the number is not even active”, Jean complained.
But one family was silent at Jean's complaint. Jean, who was conscious, made the atmosphere worse, chose to go from the living room to her room.
“Jean!!, Jean!”, the sleeping Jean was shaken by someone.
“Lisa?”, Jean who saw Lisa in front of her that morning woke up immediately.
“Yes, I was very surprised to hear the news of the attack ****** in a restaurant, and it turns out that the victim was you. Of the many people, why should you?”, Lisa who almost cried hugging Jean tightly.
“Li.. lisa”, Jean who was almost suffocated, patted Lisa's back to loosen her embrace.
“You are alone here?”, Jean who hopes her other friends come must be breastfed.
“Yes, others are busy. When I heard that you had improved and could be taken from Bram, I came straight to”, Lisa explained.
Jean takes Lisa to a gazebo in the middle of Ruby's family garden. Jean sits with Lisa and Angel around the table.
Both Ruby and Angel's parents go to work from morning to evening, while Ruby and Angel take turns to accompany Jean at home.
That day Jean did not ask Enver at all, because the time was spent to let go of the miss with Lisa. The next day Rani comes to visit Jean, then the next day Clara, the next day Clarisa, the next day again Rina and Lita come, the next day again Lisa, and continue.
At first Jean is happy and able to enjoy the time, but the routine lasts until the new year's celebration tells Jean that she has been dumped by Enver for two years.
That morning Jean asked for a walk around the complex, instead of in the neighborhood of Ruby's house which was quite spacious. While passing through a Sunday market, Jean tells Angel, who is with her, to buy her a fresh drink, and Jean wants to sit in the garden chair. It was not Jean's custom to have others like that.
Jean realizes one thing, there's been no over-guarding all along, just enough Ruby and Angel. Therefore Jean speculates that the person who is dangerous to him is no longer there, what else is the news about the ******* has been in the death law confirms Jean's speculation.
Jean takes advantage of this situation by leaving, escaping from Ruby's house, after the last few days Jean understands the exact location of Ruby's address using the maps app on her phone.
Jean withdraws money from her account via her mobile phone, and manages to get to the Valera mansion area by taxi.
That afternoon the taxi Jean was riding stopped by security.
“Sorry sir, but this area is a private area”, An officer spoke to the taxi driver.
Jean rolled down the windshield and showed her face through the car window at the officer.
“Enver was at the mansion?”, Jean asked, making several other officers look rushed back into the guard post.
“Nona, what are you doing here?”, one remaining officer asked Jean.
“Let me go in”, Jean who tried to intimidate with orders, though her tone was a bit awkward.
“Nona, you must return to the Ruby” residence, ask the attendant.
“Pak!!, let's get in fast!, just break in!”, Jean's pinta makes the taxi driver confused.
Jean realizes that the taxi driver can not be invited to compromise choosing to get out of the taxi after paying for it.
“Pak, can you ask for water?, I haus”, Jean who changed his plan to make the officer enter his post to take water.
Soon Jean ran as hard as she could into the Enver mansion area, the madness she was doing was either going to end up being what it was. But that's just thinking about it later, according to Jean.
Jean who could hear the roar of the car from the direction of the security post, immediately turned, choosing to run in the park area. Every time a car approaches, Jean will hide behind flower plants that are quite close to each other.
Jean ended up lying on the garden chair before even getting to the mansion, her breaths wheezing. There was the sound of footsteps approaching. Jean doesn't care if she gets caught because she's tired of running.
“Jean?”, the person who approached it turned out to be Brother Bram.
“Sister, do you have any water?, I am really thirsty”, Jean said.
Bram took a cell phone in his pocket and called someone.
“Jean is with me, send me a car and water to drink”, Bram said in a call.
“You okay?”, Bram asks because Jean looks really limp.
“Yes, last time I was like this, smp time. At that time there was a 10-kilometer marathon run for the final exam, sports subjects. Me and my friends fell asleep on the classroom floor with conditions like this”, said Jean suddenly told me even though his breathing was still unstable.
“Maraton?, 10 kilometers?”, Bram muttered.
“Aduh, let's just say it's a marathon run!”, Jean nagged.
“Sister, brother Enver is in the mansion?”, Jean asked.
“Nothing”, Bram replied quickly.
“You didn't lie?”, “I didn't lie!”. Bram answered even faster.
“Then where is he?, did he throw me or something?”, Jean asked in a quivering voice began to cry.
Bram who saw Jean reacting like that started to get confused.
“He hasn't seen me for two years, he can't even be reached by phone, is he tired of my blood?, or is he .. hk..”, or is he, Jean who pulled out all her teeth while crying loudly, immediately sat down when Jean sprained his own saliva. After sitting down, Jean cried loudly again.
“She..he was put in jail in the military!”, Bram who could not bear to see Jean like that said something Enver had actually forbidden to tell Jean.
“What?”, Jean immediately stood up after hearing Bram's words.