OBSESSION WITH VAMPIRES

I'm Stuck

As Jean walks towards the parked car in front of the Valera mansion, she sees Enver sitting there calling. The car drove off just after Jean sat down and the car door closed. Jean restrains her chin with her clenched hands and elbows propped up on the slightly sunken door of the car. Every now and then he glanced at Enver who looked very serious with his conversation.

Strangely stuck in Jean's feelings, Jean saw her wrists that never slipped from the plaster. Jean realized that as usual, the plaster was new. It shows that Enver came to her last night when Jean fell asleep.

That day Jean did all day wedding dress fittings, bought some wedding supplies including a ring with Enver. Jean, who used to hear the words of her friend who sometimes called her Enver's fiancee, often forgets that from the beginning there was no talk of her strange relationship with Enver. Jean follows all the procedures scheduled by one of Enver's secretaries, while Enver just keeps calling, over and over again.

Even on the way back to the mansion.

“Ya, okay. Remember not to fail, we have fought long enough for the success we expect. Don't make slit”. Enver's words while closing his phone, made Jean immediately glance at him.

“E.. Enver..”, “For a while, I still have affairs”, Enver cuts off Jean's words with his indifferent attitude, while trying to contact other contacts for the umpteenth time.

“AAAkkkkhhhh!!”, Jean screamed in the car. The scream shocked the entire car, until the driver reflexively pulled over to the shoulder of the road.

Enver looked at Jean confused, after the phone he was holding, disappeared was immediately seized by Jean.

“Halo sir?”, “Sorry not to be a pack!”, Jean answers a voice from Enver's phone, and then closes the call and tightly grasps Enver's phone.

“What are you doing right now?”, an annoyed Enver tries to contain his anger.

“I should have asked you about it, what have you been doing all this time?, IT'S BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS YOU IGNORED ME!!”, Jean's Emotions that look like they're blowing.

“What do you mean?, give me back my phone!”, Enver's words make Jean's angry face burn even more.

“'What do you mean?'?, you sure you didn't ask me wrong?. If you are actually making me a guinea pig, then the result is that I am now a lunatic!!”, Jean obviously cursed.

Usually, before Jean graduates from school, Jean always meets with her friends. That made Jean forget a little about Enver's problem. But it had been a few months since graduation, and it had been a long time since he had met his friends. His stress piled up on the crown, and that day seemed like the time to explode.

“I tried to meet, call you, and even ask through chat, but you didn't respond to me at all. You know, I chatted every day for almost three years less!”, Jean really exploded.

“Relax Jean, I've been busy lately, so.”, Enver tried to hold Jean's shoulder, but Jean pulled over along with her already flooded tears.

“Je... jean, why you?”, Enver who really looks like he does not understand what Jean feels makes Jean's tears even more so.

Jean was crying out loud at the time.

“We first”, whispered Enver to the driver while then hugging the struggling Jean. The feeling he used to feel, when his heart seemed to be about to be dislodged, the feeling like when he fell from a height again Jean felt. Making Jean who was struggling to resist Enver's embrace now gripped Enver's shirt firmly. And then Jean realized they were moving to Jean's room in the mansion.

“Relax, what's the matter all of a sudden?, why are you crying like this?”, Enver asked Jean while hugging Jean tightly.

Jean who inexplicably calmed down as Enver hugged her, only tried to open her hoarse mouth.

“E.. Enver, you haven't spoken to me all this time, you also suddenly took me to prepare for the wedding, and even when I first entered school when I was living here with you, the memories of my friends changed”. Jean let out her grunts with a calmer feeling. Enver tries to let go of her hug to see Jean's face.

“At that time, when I said I wouldn't do ‘it’ before we got married. Isn't that obvious?”, Enver's statement left Jean speechless.

“And about your friends who have different memories with reality, it's because of our existence, the vampires should not be caught by the public, we are almost extinct, it's because of our existence, and it will be troublesome if until there are humans who have no interest in knowing it”. Obviously Enver.

“I intend to tell you later when all my business is done, this will not be long, maybe about 3 more years”, explained Enver slowly.

“What ?, 3 years did you say for a minute?”, Jean began to rebound.

“I don't know, maybe for 3-year-old vampires it's just like 3 months? , but 3 years for humans, it's too long you know?”, but, Obviously Jean guessed Enver did not understand the concept of time ordinary man like himself.

“Be.. is that it?, sorry am I. Let's chat later at dinner, so don't cry okay”. Say Enver while gently rubbing Jean's cheek. Enver unconsciously kissed Jean's cheek, and then headed for Jean's lips.

Jean just fell silent, for some reason she felt that Enver was really her lover, either since when. Is it because it is used to being considered as Enver's fiancee by his friends all along. Or maybe this is how vampires express their feelings?.

Jean who was deep in thought only continued to happily accept Enver's kiss, like a lover who gave up on being angry with his partner. Until Enver suddenly bites Jean's neck. Jean, who had been swept away in pleasure while closing her eyes, opened her eyes in a flash. He remembers his chatter in the park about cats and dogs that are kissed by their owners, in the end only pets?.

Jean's feelings were turbulent, daydreaming in the middle of Enver's tongue licking the blood around Jean's neck.

It was a shame, all this time he was carried away and did not know the place, Jean felt very angry, but muffled by the circumstances of two friends who according to the promise saved by Enver from the orphanage.

Stunned in Jean's mind, for 2 more years, how many people died in the orphanage?. If he did not go with Enver, maybe two more years Jean had to die?. Or maybe he'll die sooner here?.

Jean's happy streak, which she had launched a few minutes ago, went out instantly.

“Are you okay?”, Tanya enver looked at Jean with her lips that had blood spots.

“Now, don't you know?”, Jean's reply turned the question to Enver, making Enver stare in confusion.

“You think I can get past the age of 21 years ?”, Jean asked again affirming what she meant.

But from the beginning, the concept of thinking two people was already very different.

“Now, age is the dominion of God, but I wish you a long life”, The best answer according to Enver, becomes a turmoil in Jean's mind.

From there Jean questions her own feelings, because somehow she feels, even if Enver gave her some bullshit about her life's safety, she'll stay there, even to the last drop of blood. Just to stay with Enver?.

Since when did I fall in love like this with Enver?, was it because I was deceived by his good looks?, or was deceived by Enver's wealth that spoiled him for the past 3 years.

If if the feeling of fear for Enver like when meeting at a party or behind a school shed, persisted until now.maybe this time I can think right. Without having to be deceived by it. Shrinking the questions, it again filled Jean's head, as she involuntarily kissed Enver's red lips without hesitation.

I'm stuck. That's what Jean concluded.