Not the Forbidden Miss

Thirteen - Not yet Pualang

We had lunch four, Farah, Sefi, Mas Azril, and me. I am like a thorn in their happiness. From then on, I was presented with a view of them that was like a happy family. Sefi who was very happy to be with her father and her mother, and I just gawked like a spectator.

“Dad kok ngajakin Aunt Mala here? Dad is usually alone?” ask Sefi.

“Tante Mala's brother father, friend mother too,” replied Mas Azril.

“Sefi do you want to play old with dad? If the same father Aunt Mala means fast home dong?” his protest.

“Not so, Son. Later Aunt Mala returned by taxi. Your mother will invite Aunt here for lunch, was going to come here by taxi, uh Your father ngajak Aunt all of you, yes already Aunt finally hitchhiking deh?” my clear.

“Oh, I thought you'd take your aunt home again? Will play with his dad for a while? Will papa if the afternoon leaves for work again?” sefi.

“No, Darling ... Aunty will go home alone, take a taxi,” I said.

Farah and Mas Azril looked at each other as I replied like that. “Oh yes,. Sefi is healthy, right? Yesterday when Sefi was sick in the hospital, Aunt also looked at Sefi, but Sefi slept,”.

“Oh, yes? Yeah .. Too bad Sefi didn't see. Aunt Mala already has a child?” ask Sefi.

“Not yet, Darling,” answered me.

“Sef, eat first, huh? Do not chat continue, that Aunt Mala also want to eat you?” farah's Admonition.

“Iya, Mother,” said Sefi.

I see Sefi so sorry, especially Mas Azril and Farah's relationship is only limited to Siri's marriage? Pity him, if married later can not be reversed by Mas Azril? Yeah, maybe it's like that. How wrong is still a single fellow to marry siri?

We finished eating, Sefi immediately invited his father to play, but Mas Azril gave understanding to Sefi to play with Mbak Ita, because Mas Azril would discuss about his marriage plans with Farah the day after. Ita's mother is Sefi's nanny, if Farah works Sefi with Ita's mother. Farah's mother and father had been dead for a long time.

“Shortly, yes? Sefi playing with Mbak Ita first. Same father Mommy wants to discuss work with Aunt Mala,” said Farah.

“Ya already, Sefi play same Mbak Ita first,” he said sadly.

The three of us sat in the living room, and started talking about Farah and Mas Azril's wedding.

“I'm sorry yes, Mal,” said Farah.

“Indeed you should have married officially, so if you have another child, your son is legitimate, his fate will not be confused,” I said ketus, without further ado.

“You sure you allow it, Mal?” ask Farah.

“If you don't allow it, you're still like this, right? No way Mas Azril left you,” I replied.

I was lazy for a long time in the presence of hypocrites like them. Even with Sefi I see it as normal. Though I am happy with a child, but seeing Sefi I feel like I want to be angry with him who is spoiled with his father. Either because I'm jealous or what, I hate them all!

“Yes, it'll stay like this, Mal. Because we have children,” said Farah.

“Mal, no need to go there and talk!” mas Azril.

“In reality, right?” my spoken.

“Have you agreed no? If you agree, this is a letter from the Office of Religious Affairs, the approval of the first wife, you sign it here,” said Mas Azril.

“First wife? Hah ... wife shadow maybe more precisely!” I said as I grabbed the map and I read the letter.

“You still remember the terms I applied for, right?” my many.

“Iya, still, Mal,” he replied.

“OK, if you remember.” I signed the letter, and they said the day after tomorrow I should also be present at their wedding.

Am I strong enough to see someone I love marrying another woman? But, I must be strong, I must show that I am not weak. Let them do what, I don't care. I also have to find a way to talk to Mama about all this. I do not want to continue like this, there I am increasingly powerless to resist my burning love for Mas Azril.

“It's just this, right?” my many.

“Iya, Mal,” replied Mas Azril.

“Yes I've come home, I still have a lot of work that I haven't finished,” my saying.

“Sorry, I don't have to drive you, Mal?” said Mas Azril. “I still want to be with Sefi,”.

“Yes, I can go home by myself without you dropping in! But, it should be that man with a little responsibility! Let's go, we have to take her home! But, if I make the impression I am like a child of the age of Sefi fighting over father,” I said. “I'm home!”

I went right out, I don't want to talk to them anymore. I got into the taxi, without feeling these tears flowing so hard. It was so tight in my chest, after meeting them. From yesterday I slowly forgot about Mas Azril who was going to marry Farah, but now I am really sick, plus see their happiness. They are a very happy little family. I ruined his happiness by accident. I had to quickly explain everything, slowly to our parents.

I didn't come home until night. I spent my time at my cafe after the factory. I don't want to go home, I will definitely meet Mas Azril. Let me stay in the cafe until the cafe closes to calm my mind that keeps thinking the day after Mas Azril will marry Farah.

Ten o'clock in the night, I heard my phone ring, Mas Azril called me, at best he was looking for me who hadn't come home. Why look for me? Am I not useless in my life? I saw a message from Mas Azril.

[You're not home yet? At your place of work, it's closed, there's only a security guard! Where are you, Mala?]

I just read it. Let it be, I don't want to repay him. I still want to be at the cafe, maybe until twelve or one o'clock at night, because my mameng cafe until two in the morning just closed. I don't want to go home, because I want to calm my mind.

[Mal, where are you? Go home, Mal, it's night!]

Let me get him, I don't want to return the message. How can you be worried about me at all? People do not love, do you not have to worry about me not coming home? What does it mean that he's worried about me, but he doesn't feel the same way about me?

Mas Azril called me back, I let him, I didn't want to pick him up. I put my phone in the bag, and I busy myself with activities that might not be too important, because my purpose here is also just to sit around, I don't want to go home and meet Mas Azril. I was jealous, yes maybe I was jealous, I was angry, I was upset, and I was so angry with Mas Azril, who had no heart at all for me.