Not the First Love Ruksah

Back to School

Ruksah is back at school now. He picked the bench and sat down with Mila in the front row of number two. He no longer wants to join his genk. He also wanted to focus on his lessons.

At the moment when he was sitting and chatting with Mila, suddenly came Sintya and the Genk.

Sintya asked, "Kok Ruksah, you're sitting here anyway. Why not sit on our lines? we all have to sit in line donk "Say.

Ruksah did not answer him she just kept quiet because she was confused what reason was right for her to stay away from Sintya and her genk.

The second row is the row of genknya, no one dares to sit in that row because it belongs to Sintya and the Genk.

Sintya: "You don't want to join our Genk anymore, Ruksah ? is that why you moved seats?"

Ruksah replied:" Yes Sintya, I'm sorry I want to focus again on learning rich first. I don't want anything to burn anymore. I was afraid my parents would scold me again. Looks like I won't be joining your Genk again, sorry."

Sintya grumbled, "Yes ehahhh just because of the value of aja lohhhhh directly farahin us. You can do it while learning. Yeah, aren't you guys?"

Ruksah: "Yes but if you still follow Genk you even miss a lot of it than entering his class".

Sintya also became silentmmm for Ruksah's answer. Thinking about it, it turns out that Ruksah's speech was right.

Sintya: "Okelahhh, then." If you need us, we're ready to help you!" His word.

Ruksah: "Okay, thank you for your understanding."

Actually Sintya upset that Ruksah does not join again genknya because surely Ruksah back to be a smart child again. Then later his mother will compare him to Ruksah again. But he could no longer force Ruksah because Ruksah's answer had struck him. Sintya passes and goes to the canteen where she meets Rey Ruksah's boyfriend . Sintya asks Rey to persuade Ruksah not to get out. But Sintya was also very surprised when he found out that Rey was also cut off by Ruksah. Sintya so discouraged to invite Ruksah again in his genk because he was sure after knowing from Rey that Ruksah really wanted to improve his value.

On the other hand Ruksah does not know that her boyfriend Mila is a former lover of Reza. But Reza was always insolvent, Mila. It even makes him always fail to focus and stubborn.

Sintya's voice mixed up her feelings as she came to call Ruksah.

Sintya: "Hayyy, there's Rey in the bag Bu icahhh, she's waiting for you."

With gontai steps Ruksah kekantin approached Rey his lover. He walked very limp and uninspired. She was confused as to what she would explain to Rey.

When they arrived at the canteen they were silent and no one wanted to start. Because Susana became awkward, Rey finally began to ask first.

Ruksah: "Yes Rey, I want to break up with you. I want to focus on learning as before. My grades got worse because yesterday I wasted my time truanting with my genk. So I have to fix it. If we still meet it will bother me! " really.

Rey:" But I think if we're still dating, I can encourage you so you're more excited to learn."

Ruksah also had to be honest about her feelings for Rey all this time,

Ruksah: "Rey, actually I've never loved you all this time. If I continue with you I will continue to feel guilty. While my feelings can't be forced.I've tried to love you but can't. Actually I accepted you first because of the condition to follow Genk Sintya must have a girlfriend. And I never dated. Until I accept you even if I have to."

Degs.....

Rey: "Ruksahhhh, I will wait for you until you can love me, but please don't disconnect me."

Ruksah: "sorry Reyyyy you don't seem to understand either. I'm still breaking up."

Rey.: "Why? I don't want to!"

Ruksah: "Well, I actually loved another man before you came to me and to this day I still love him even though he doesn't know how I feel. Rey understands that love cannot be forced upon Reyyyy. I've been distracted by your presence all along."

Rey can no longer work. I know now why she felt like she had always been a boyfriend not considered by her lover. He also felt that he was always not in front of him. Rey understands now why Ruksah never wanted to be touched.

Rey pleaded even though her love clapped one hand.

Rey: "Ruksah, have you never seen my sacrifice for you? even if you have sacrificed so much, isn't your heart open to me? can't you try again to fall in love with me? and don't remember that stupid guy who doesn't know how you feel?"

Ruksah: "I'm sorry Rey can't .. I've tried this 6 months, but you've never been in my heart. I'm sorry Rey . Thank you for your sacrifice all this time, sorry Rey."

He ran into his class.Rey could only cry in silence, he could no longer persuade Ruksah. He knows even if he wants to survive but if one of the threads of love does not blend then he will never be together and meet. Rey returns to her school and she may never come to Ruksah's school again . He does not want his presence will only make Ruksah disturbed.

Before school he stopped by the lake which made him think calmly. He screamed so much that all his sadness was gone.

Rey :" Ruksahhhhh...... Ruksah."

Then all his tears spilled, all his annoyance and anger was in his mind. After his mind calmed down and his sense of disappointment had started to disappear by the time he went back to his school.