Not the First Love Ruksah

Self Introspection

Ruksah initially blamed her selfish mother for her. But when he tells all his problems to his friend Yanti, he finally finds out that Reza is not his match.

Yanti also told him that not always the first love must be aka girlfriend. Sometimes women who protect themselves prefer first love without having to be made. Because true love is only for God. As for if we feel love in the opposite sex it is just a fitrah only. Still, what will really be our soul mate is what has been outlined by God.

Reza is perfect to be a lover of Dimata Reza, but that is just what Dimata Ruksah looks like . Maybe the originals are not as expected.

As Yanti revealed so, Ruksah recalled Desti's remark yesterday to her.

**flash back

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Desti :" Have Ruksah do not cry over all this. You should be grateful to break up with Reza this way. Maybe if there wasn't your mother you'd be hurt more."

Ruksah:" Yes.he is a man who does not want to take risks he is also even cool and does not want to fight for my love."

Desti:"You don't know Ruksah if you know you're just being turned into a distraction by her, you'll be more hurt.", her inner self.

Desti:" Be patient. There are so many people out there, who break up because of cheating. You broke up because your parents showed their best for you. Be grateful."

Ruksah felt strange about Desti's words but she did not want to take a headache. He only thought about how to forget about Reza in an instant. It was his first love. So impregnated in his heart that used to be filled with no one.

Flash off

Because he had listened to Desti's words and the advice of his best friend Yanti. So he wants to forget Reza .

He also decided to apologize to his mother. You see, because Reza he fought with his mom. Ruksah was a very obedient child. He felt guilty for yelling at his mother because of her lover.

After school he went to the kitchen to meet his mother who was cooking.

Ruksah hugged her mother as she met her mother. Then she cried and apologized to her mother.

Ruksah :" Mom... Ruksah wants to apologize, because Ruksah has denied Mami's nonsense."

Mami:" Yeah, I'm sorry don't think so again."

Ruksah :" Yes Mi. Forgive Ruksah ."

His mother nodded her head. She was happy that her son finally realized his stupidity and also realized his mistake.

Ruksah's mother was deliberately yesterday when Reza said rudely to Reza . Because he did not want the incident that happened to his sister first, also happened to Ruksah . Ruksah also never knew why she had always been watched by her parents all this time. Ruksah also does not know why her parents seem possessive and authoritarian.

After the apology to forgive happened they ate together. Ruksah was very happy because her mother suddenly cooked her favorite dish .

Ruksah is very fond of Ground angle (Knee). Her mother had not cooked her favorite dishes for a long time. So the food is also delicious. Ruksah's mother deliberately cooked it in order to make up with her daughter. But Ruksah apologized to her mother first. So that his mother was happy. He was also curious why his son suddenly insyaf. Ruksah's mother was smiling to herself. Because he thought of a question for Ruksah.

His father knew what his wife was thinking. His father was also happy to see his wife and son made up.

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