Not the First Love Ruksah

Reza ohhh misses

Reza who had met Ruksah from a distance was not calm in his boarding house. He was eager to break his yearning that was as big as the Himalayas. He wanted to express his longing feelings for Ruksah . Ruksah is always there anywhere . Even though he had made it with Lastri but still Ruksah was in his mind. It feels like he wants to see Ruksah immediately . But because of the school he was forced to not be able to meet Ruksah .

Reza hopes that there will be a holiday where he can meet with Ruksah as soon as possible so that he can be with Ruksah soon . Reza was afraid in his heart if he was late to reveal, Ruksah would even be taken by people.

At school, Reza daydreamed even though Lastri was in front of her but her heart still thought about Ruksah . That made Pastri angry and upset. It's not like Reza usually ignores it.

Lastri :" Za, what's wrong with you? what are you thinking?"

When asked like that Reza still does not listen to Lastri . He still daydreams of his memories with Ruksah long ago when on the bench of Junior High School.

Seeing Reza like that so Lastri patted Reza on the back of the hand .

Lastri :" Za, what's wrong with you?".

Reza was very surprised when Lastri clapped his hand, he became aware of the daydream.

Reza:" Ehhhh tri sorry yes I was daydreaming".

Lastri :" Yes, know daydreaming what sighh. To the point that I'm being taken".

Reza gets clumsy with Lastri's question, he is confused about having to explain what the reason is for Lastri.

Reza:" I don't think about the cost of the school exam".

Reza: " Ahhhh no need, I don't want to trouble you continue".

Lastri :" I don't feel bothered, it's for you baby".

Reza smiled in response to Lastri's words . There is a sense of guilt in him for lying to him, but he also can not think of any other reason.

Then the hour-rest bell was over Reza returned to class. In class he can still focus in the lesson . That's Reza's genius even though the mind is complicated but if the problem of the lesson he is always focused. That's what makes him always excel and become a champion.

Reza is home and now in his room. He felt tired today because there were practice lessons. In his boarding room his mind ran to Ruksah's heart . She was afraid Ruksah already had other feelings for another man.

Reza also thinks, what if he does not have a lover then he wants to make Ruksah his lover. He wished Ruksah to be loyal to him.

Reza also thinks of her lover Lastri, she thinks what she should do if she and Ruksah are together and become lovers. Lastri should be kept? that was the whisper in his mind at this moment.

Reza was worried about who to choose, because Ruksah was the woman he had been coveting all along. Lastri was her boyfriend during her time at SMK. Although he does not love Lastri but he also does not want to hurt Lastri . Lastri is a person who is instrumental in his life. Lastri always helped him if he had economic difficulties. Pastri was always there for him. But Ruksah is also important because the spirit of achievement is Ruksah all this time besides that she loves Ruksah.

Reza decided he would not decide on Lastri and if Ruksah and him were to be, he would have both. Reza will be a playboy. You see, Lastri and Ruksah really have meaning in her heart.

Reza didn't think she missed Ruksah so much . It was very desirable for him to fly and meet Ruksah . But because of the distance, it can only be through dreams.

Sorry for my readers faithful yesterday update late because the sister of marriage so busy and did not have time to update the story. But now there are several episodes to replace the story for a week that does not update at once yes 3 episodes. insyallah will update 7 episodes . give lots of votes and make it a favorite story so that this story continues and continues.😍😍😍🤗