Not the First Love Ruksah

Unshakably

At the house Ruksah was very upset over the incident, because Reza embraced it. But he also thought for a moment if not embraced of course he would fall.

She felt a strange feeling as Reza hugged her, her heart rustling and pounding with her firmness. He daydreamed until he forgot to cook an afternoon for his parents and younger siblings.

His mother scolded him because there was no cooking on the table. His screams blaring.

Mother: "Ruksahhhhhh you haven't cooked yet, hungry mother knows".

Then look for Ruksah who daydreamed since she thought of Reza. her mother also woke up her daydream.

Mother: " Oh ouhhhh, this is a child. Evening - afternoon even daydreaming. Ayoooo cook there. Hungry mommy your dad's coming home soon to find out."

Ruksah: "Yes Ma'am."

"My mother is fierce to bring to me like I am her stepson" she murmured.

Not long after the food was ready. The father went home and they ate together. At night Ruksahpun studied.

But his concentration was lost because he thought of that geeky Reza. He could not do his teacher's job. Then Ruksahpun fell asleep and set the alarm at 2am. She thought she would continue her schoolwork at two in the morning.

The alarm went off, he did the job properly and thoroughly. Finished doing PR stuff he thought he was always daydreaming about Reza.

Ruksah:" Am I in love with her? ahhhh, there is no way it is not my type. sauerkraut type sauerkraut mature, and others ", whispered in the heart.

At 4 he was doing the dishes, cooking and cleaning his house. At the time of cooking she daydreams of Reza again. So the fish he fried was charred and made his mother angry again. Ruksahpun crying. Go to school without breakfast.

Ruksah :" Ihhh why the hell is he always bothering my mind, make a problem. Because he thought he became troubled and got slammed by my mother early in the morning, hufftt."

She continued her crying at school. His friend asked about him. He told his best friend Yuni.

Yudha came to comfort him. On the other hand Reza is fighting Mitha with the hope that Mitha will love her. But it turns out Mitha already has a lover of High School children.

Yudha:"Don't think about it, your mother must be kind, she just doesn't want you to be a careless child."

Ruksahpun stopped crying because what Yudha said was true. The bell reads, math lesson marks.

Again Ruksah's value is smaller than Reza's, upsetting Reza again. The more days he was upset with Reza but strangely even that feeling even made a new seed in him that was growing longer. So his hate is even right so love and passionate so longing.

But Ruksah's closed nature is what makes Reza not know her feelings. Moreover, Ruksah has a high level of prestige. Reza also does not know the feelings of Ruksah because for him Ruksah is not his type.

The more days of his hatred it actually drew them closer, for example at the time of Reza and he was regrouped in IPA lessons. They even get along well and can complete when doing the task.

Ms. Hana is even weird to those like Romeo n Juliet. Though usually they are rich in dogs and cats.Even Ruksah now do not hesitate to ask various formulas for Mathematics lessons. They are not awkward anymore and often even joke together. Reza also likes to ask questions about English. Eventually they became friends and often went home together.

But Reza also still likes Mitha's seduction, because she fell in love with Mitha from second grade. Ruksah once asked Reza how she seduced Mitha anyway.

Ruksah :" Za ,gue noticed how Lo likes Mitha seductive anyway?"

Reza: "Yes, I've loved Mitha for a long time. I like him from second grade, I even shot him 3 times but never accepted. I'll always shoot him until he accepts I'm his girlfriend."

Reza answered him honestly to Ruksah without realizing it made Ruksah's heart hurt.

Ruksah who hopes and has started to love Rezapun finally disappointed in his feelings.

Turns out he loves people, and his love claps one hand. His heart felt tight and sick. But he also can't stay away from Reza. He hoped Reza would look at him for a moment.

But Ruksahpun now prefers not to get too close to Reza he wants to bury his love deeply. She fears her love is unrequited because she already knows Reza loves Mitha.

Only every time he refused and stayed away from his feelings did the feeling get bigger and not even fade. The feeling became a magnet for him and Reza became close. Even though it has been discarded, the feeling can still not be lost. Finally he resigned and continued to walk like running water. He just followed the feeling of his heart.