Not the First Love Ruksah

Metamorphosis in High School

Sorry for my loyal readers because it has been three days I have not written again, please understand must be for the same time again because nihhh guys. ok we continue ya😍😍😍👍

Metamorphosis Ruksahhh

Look at my heart

Look at me now

Keep staring at you even far away

Waiting for you even if in doubt

Owhhh shadow my heart

I want to hug you once

Took my heart's throbbing

So you know I love you....

I see your shadow in my heart

Wish your shadow would come true

Why don't you come to me

Or ask me how I am

Look at your Ruksah this puja

It was just a caterpillar

Now it has turned beautiful

Like a butterfly that flies

These butterflies are beautiful

But still free

Narena nobody chose her

To be her lover

That's the poem he wrote that day because of his hidden longing for Reza.

But it's been almost a year of her attending school there but Reza never met her even one day . Let alone meet even to ask the news not only.

Ruksah hoped that Reza would ask about her even if she only asked her news. Ruksah often meets with Kiki, Reza's current schoolmate.

Ruksah is eager to ask Kiki about Reza but she is too embarrassed and proud.

So that he only focused on learning and also focused on his extracurricular activities.

At that afternoon Ruksah just ngeh and realized that there was a tall man in black always follow him already about 9 months. Continued so afraid Ruksah always ran if she and her upperclassmen met. Because where there is Ruksah there must be that big brother. Ruksah became afraid of him because it was like following him. Until one day, Egi came to him in the school cafeteria because Egi wanted to get acquainted with Ruksah. When Egi greeted him and approached him, Ruksah was like she was going to avoid him, but Egi immediately approached her and invited her to get acquainted.

" Hi knowin, I'm Egi aboyy. "you can call me Egi" he said when introducing himself".

Then Ruksah who because the students of MAN automatically should not touch the same man, but actually not because of that. She was afraid of this man because he always followed her. Actually it is not the intention of following Ruksah, actually it is because the road to Ruksah's house and home are in the same direction. So they often meet. Egi who often sees Ruksah if she is PASKIBRA silent - silent even so like it. At the introduction, Ruksah's hand did not shake his hand, but folded his hand in his chest while saying:

Ruksah :" Haiii greetings also brother, I Ruksah. Then he continued his words.

If it's not wrong we've met? ask him on Egi.

Egi : "Yes, I love to walk behind you".

Ruksah : ownhhh(he just remembered this guy ) guy who likes to follow him. Actually he already knew, just wanted to make sure why his upperclassman liked to stalk him".

From that introduction Ruksah knew now Egi's house passed through his house.

After the introduction, Egi often went hand in hand with him, he no longer walked behind Ruksah. Sometimes they chatted casually. But yes that's Ruksah, a cute and pretty tomboy. He only talked about his lessons and his teacher to the man.

For Egi it was amazing. Egi knows that Ruksah is a smart woman at his school. Ruksah was in the first semester getting a student duty because she won the class.

Egi likes her because in addition to her beautiful she is also smart. her heart is more eager to know Ruksah even further.

Every time Egi comes home from school, he always waits for her . Egi had also invited him to walk or car freeday near his home. But Ruksah always refused.

Well yes friend of my reader friend the character added again and will add cool and long story this. later this Egi will come again in another Ruksah story you will definitely be stunned.

Egi was one of the first men to shoot her to be her lover.....

Where is the first time Egi acquaintance with Ruksah ,,,,

Egi : "Hallo Ruksah, what else?"

Ruksah: "Ordinary snack, brother".

Egi :" ehhh, yes. emmm can not contact".

Ruksah: "do you know the name of Ruksah to make another acquaintance".

Then Egi came near him....

Egi : Yes I already know your name, because I know from my friend Ateng who is the same alley as your home. Make sure you don't know me yet.

Ruksah just kept quiet while thinking whether she got acquainted with him.

that is the nature of Ruksah who is always ketus to men . For him, he did not want anyone to enter his heart, especially his heart was now attached to his friend Reza

but he finally thought for a moment to make a friendship there was no harm.

Ruksah :" My name is Ruksah.

Egi : My name is Egi I class IPS 2, later go home with yukkk I do not feel good if we like to go home together but I am rich ngikutin you behind if you go home.

Ruksah : Yes brother, I think the stalker brother and my follower or ngefans as well as me because I like to be afraid of the brother who is always behind me".

Egi : "heye yes, it happens that our house is one way. I want to meet you yesterday-yesterday but....

Ruksah: "but why brother?"

Egi : "mmm.but I'm ashamed'.

Owhhh that's what Ruksah's answer sounded to her, Ruksah is now more mature, she is no longer like the old days who are reluctant to know other people especially men. Since he followed PASKIBRA quite he can adapt and not awkward anymore with men. That is why he changed a lot and liked a lot of men at school.

Every time Egilah went home with him if he did not follow PASKIBRA extracurricular. They often talk and joke. Although they often go home together and joke, but Ruksah never seems to see Egi's face clearly. It was all because of his first love. Instead Egi always paid attention to himself, because Egi liked him since he entered the school. Every time they walk together, it turns out that Doni is also an Egi classmate who likes Ruksah. It's just that Doni's a little shitty. Doni is brave but because there is an Egilah he does not dare to Ruksah.

One day Egi became more comfortable with Ruksah and fell in love with her. Then in February on Valentine's Day Egi bought a flower 🌹 red roses for her. He felt bad that Ruksah would accept him because of his closeness all this time.Egi decided to shoot Ruksah at the basketball court near his class.

That morning during the break Egi asked Yune to give his message to Ruksah to go to the field of basketball.

in the field of basketball there is Egi standing in the middle of the field surrounded by an iron fence because beside it there are classes and students there like to hang out in the school corridor while sitting and watching who plays basketball. Egi is a cool guy even though his skin is black but many girls who like him including Yune earlier.

Yune: "Ruksah sis Egi calls you to the basketball court".

Ruksah: "Owhhh what's wrong".

Yune: "mmm don't know me. Just try to get there".

Ruksah: "Ihhh shame I ne, if there alone. Anter yuk, huh?"

Yune: "Okeyyy, okayyy".

When on the sidelines of the basketball court Egi called him and approached him, because Ruksah was embarrassed to the middle of the court let alone alone alone with Egi seemed uncomfortable.

Ruksah :" ihhhh don't want ahhh kak don't want..."

Ruksah turned her body about to return to her class.

Egi: "Ayooo come here for a moment

her speech at that time was so smooth in Ruksah's ear made Ruksah feel strange to her".

Ruksah: "Sister wants what exactly.If you want to talk, it can be right later on home or class alone".

Egi : "please, please come this time

Ruksah goosebumps hearing Egi's words, she feels something strange .. but out of pity she follows Egi finally".

Ruksah: "well, brother, but honestly Ruksah does not like being a pusper aka the center of attention of friends. If you can talk here".

Egi : "if it's not exciting here dong, I want to give you a surprise".

Egi's expression on him while winking.

Ruksah: "Well if you force it. Can't Yune be the same in the middle?"

Egi : "Okay with Yune, Yune and Ruksah yahhh".

When he was in the middle of the field, all the students and teachers noticed him, some even felt jealous, because someone had seen Egi bring a red rose.

Then Egi expresses his feelings to Ruksah in front of the other students.

Egi : "Ruksah, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in this school".

At the time Egi uttered that all the students immediately cheered Sorai.

Ruksah was even embarrassed and her face was red.

Egi : "Ruksah, every day I follow your way home. I even watched you from a distance. I've always dreamed of you, too. Ruksah ... I love you..... will you be my lover?"

The question Egi is very encouraging of Ruksah's heart actually he likes the Egi event let alone using roses is the dream of every woman, but if the one who says it is Reza not Egi of course he will accept it .

Cheers - The teacher and the students were heard again. They shouted for Ruksah to receive Egi....

ACCEPT.....ACCEPTAA.TERIMA..... COME RUKSAHHHH.

Ruksah was confused and confused at that time, what she had to do, she could not answer yes because her heart did not feel love for Egi at all. He is also confused to explain to Egi that he loves Reza, he thinks for a moment how to reject Egi subtly and not hurt him.

Ruksah: "Sister, thank you for bothering to prepare this surprise for legitimate. Ta..pi sorry brother Ruksah currently does not want to have a boyfriend".

Egi was disappointed with Ruksah's answer, he felt ashamed of his friends at once who were there. He was sure Ruksah's answer would have been no.

Ruksah continued her words...

Ruksah: "I'm sorry big brother, Ruksah also has no feelings for big brother. Ruksah only wants to date if Ruksah's age is 17 years. I hope you will accept Ruksah's decision. Again sorry Ruksah can't accept brother's feelings".

Egi was very disappointed as well as the audience was also disappointed. Moreover, Mr. Nurdin and Bu Enung who had hoped that Ruksah would receive Egi ehhh was not.

While the yune that was from earlier accompanied Ruksah to the middle of the field she cheered her heart. Feeling like you have a chance to get Egi's heart.

Egi at that moment was also just silent. Wanted to cry but he was a man because he couldn't possibly cry. But his hope was dashed so that the flower he was holding dropped".

Egi: "Okay Ruksah, I accept your decision I will wait for you until you are 17".

Ruksah then returned to her class , that day was her favorite lesson physics lesson bu enung . Bu Enung class asks why Ruksah really does not return Egi's love, but it is always together.

Bu Enung who was kepo also asked Ruksah.

Bu Enung: " Ruksah, I saw you shot by Egi. How do you refuse anyway? if you are a mother, you must accept the problem of handsome Egi, continue to be quite smart, adjaan the women".

Ruksah: "ihhh Bu kepo dehhhh".

Miss Enung: "No, I like to see you always with him when you go home I think you're made up".

Ruksah: "Well if you like to go home with a date, mom? isn't it always Mom?"

Miss Enung: "yes too? that means you like other people....?"

Ruksah just kept quiet with Bu Enung's question to her outside the classroom when Ruksah called the teacher to teach. Indeed Bu Enung is close to Ruksah because Ruksah is a smart child so he likes Ruksah.

Ruksah explained to her teacher how she felt.

Ruksah: " Actually there is a guy who Ruksah likes Mom, but not at this school. He is a friend of Ruksah Junior High but the love is still there for him in Ruksah's heart. It was never revealed. Ruksah has tried to like and even hang out with other men to forget it but until now there is still a sense of bu.

Bu Enung: "Owh is a cool Egi pantesan you refuse that's the problem. Heeem advises mom mending you move on not necessarily your boy friend that likes you and not necessarily see you again".

Ruksah : "Yes this Bu is also learning to organize the heart.. hopefully later can if it has been 17 years 😁".

Miss Enung: "yes, uhhh".

They entered the class, Ruksah put her teacher's book on the teacher's desk. Then he thought about Egi's feelings. He also felt sorry for Egi whom he had rejected but what power his heart did not like. Ruksah is a critical person if not yes. If yes then yes.