Not the First Love Ruksah

Reza's Feelings

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On School Exams!

Reza's feelings that were buried against Mitha now even turned ordinary after knowing the mistakes made by Mitha. He loves her so much, he thinks , if Mitha wants to be her lover, of course, she will lead the right way and also she will teach lessons so that she and Reza will both be champions, whisper her heart.

As he thought about Mitha, he turned around and looked at Ruksah who was sitting on his exam bench. Look at Ruksah who is learning while memorizing the formula or whatever it is. Reza who saw it became amazed and saw Ruksah who was getting beautiful. If time could turn he would not waste his time to pursue Mitha's love, even 10 times he shot Mitha to be his girlfriend but always rejected. Whereas now he sees Ruksah as an angel from kahyangan who besides beautiful but also good at every lesson. He also daydreams

"Ohhh Ruksah how stupid I am for not seeing your excess and your beauty all this time, you are like a diamond in the mud. You always shine as beautifully as your smile" . Then the daydream was suddenly broken because from behind Mila patted her shoulder.

Mila :" Hayoooo. Steal niehhhh

Ruksah who heard Mila's stomp on Reza immediately realized that someone saw her while memorizing earlier. Then he asked.

Ruksah :" Ehhh you guys, have come. ayooo here. I'd like to ask you about this hard one how's it going?"

Reza: "Let's see here I help you ".

Reza's tone at that time was soft on Ruksah's ear when usually Reza likes ketus or joking himself but today different even the expression is good, soft and also Reza stroking his bangs.

Ruksah felt uncomfortable being treated so by him but she was also reluctant to ask.

Mila moves away and goes to the kantin, she does not want to disturb the intimacy of Reza and Ruksah.

While working on the matter suddenly Ruksah's test pencil fell. I don't know why they want to take it together so they head to head unintentionally. They also exchanged glances to make their hearts vibrate stronger each other.

Reza recontact stroked Ruksah's bangs again, but Ruksah even wavered. Finally Reza touched Ruksah's hand I don't know what she wanted to talk about. But after that the hand was hurriedly released.

At that time Ruksah was disappointed in Reza and then she went after Mila. Somehow when he was treated more by Reza wanted Ruksah to prance around and say I Love You. He wants Reza to shoot him as his girlfriend.

Do you know why Reza suddenly let go of his grip and did not shoot Ruksah? because Reza thought he had to make sure first of Ruksah's feelings for him because he was afraid of being treated like Yudha who was kicked by his buttocks by Ruksah so fierce Ruksah.

The entrance bell for the national exam rang so that all students immediately entered their respective examination rooms. Reza's seat is in front of Ruksah, so Reza can see about Ruksah. But he could not tell Ruksah because they had different packages.

It doesn't feel like they've been working on math for 90 minutes. Today is the National Exam of Mathematics subjects. The exam has finished and the bell rings twice when the exam mark is over. They rush each other out. Some are afraid of many things wrong, some are happy because they are easy and there are also some who are just shy because there are difficult and some are easy. Ruksah looked at the coretannnya earlier and brought about it. Then asked Reza about what he couldn't do.

Reza was happy to help her.

Reza: "What do you think about the test you could do?

Ruksah :" Quite difficult Za because I often skipped with on the Genk so that there are many interrelated formulas that I forgot again. I'm afraid my grades are small and I didn't graduate because of this math. If for the Indonesian lesson yesterday I Pedelah can get a score of 100.

Reza smile...

Reza: "Don't be pessimistic donk, hopefully your math values aren't bad - very bad, so we can go to school again.

Ruksah is happy with Reza's words she wants to say love to Reza but she can never say.

At home Ruksah always thought about the words of Reza who wanted to class again with him even at school. Wanting her to ask Reza, what does Reza mean saying that is why she wants to be with him again for school.

But his heart was doubtful and also ashamed so it was only in the heart.

Reza now feels comfortable with Ruksah he wants to shoot her so his girlfriend but what power can not be grasped.

When at the school farewell party, Ruksah became an MC at the art show she was very beautiful, wearing a green shirt list white middle short sleeves and red skirt plaid above the knee and kaoskaki knee length. his face in the make up by sexy make over, his hair made Curly so add to his beauty.

Reza was more amazed at her and her love deepened. It turned out that the art scene was the last day they met because after the performance of art as well as the art lesson exam there was no other test. They 3rd grade children are only waiting for the graduation event unless the new remedial will be sent to school by his teacher. The graduation event lasted two weeks so it was still a long time. For those who have no interest in holidays at home.

At most they have to return the library books only on a certain day. I don't know why they didn't meet again.

Arriving on the graduation day of 3rd grade then all the children are busy preparing themselves to get ready to the destination. For a nice guy just wear a black white shirt with a suit and tie. But if female students bother to dance first, kesalon first even some who have sewed kebaya clothes in advance.

Ruksah is not a child who is so she is just a candidate but to kebaya she only wears her mother's kebaya which is discouraged by her. He dandan and sober the reason why he dandan beautiful after all no gebetan .

Ruksah was also less excited at that time because she got moderate grades. So he can't get into his favorite high school. I don't know why at that time every smart child was not very good. But the child who is bodo and lazy is even of great value.

Because of his insufficient value he entered MAN Tanjung Bintang.

Ruksah entered MAN because her father wanted Ruksah to study religion and did not want Ruksah to re-genk with Sintya. But Ruksah is disappointed she did not enter the High School she wanted. He can't even go to school with Reza.

Instead Reza got a big score and he decided to enter SMK country which is the favorite because this SMK can make graduates go to Japan and can also work in a well-known company in Jakarta.

Because of this incident Ruksah was upset. Because it looks like he will never be able to express his feelings to Reza . Reza will never be able to express her feelings, either.

Reza had a thought at graduation that he wanted to shoot Ruksah as his girlfriend. But so busy events and also because of their seats that cross and family events impromptu, so they do not meet and also do not have time together.

Reza indeed when sitting and looking at Ruksah, he gave the code to Ruksah but he did not understand the meaning of the code. Though the code asked Ruksah to go behind the building she wanted to talk something. But Ruksah continued to ring the head of the sign did not understand the code. Finally Reza gave up and she intended to go home and they talked.

Ehhh again Ruksah's parents invited her family to eat at a restaurant near the building. Would not meet....

Reza eventually decided he would reveal it at the time of taking his diploma alone because his mission failed today.

Two weeks passed, students were told to bring their diplomas to school. Reza was waiting for Ruksah to be raided. Ruksah has not come yet. Finally he came to the office and took all his diplomas. After bringing his diploma he returned to the gate to look for Ruksah. Ruksah has not come yet even though it has been Dzuhur. Indeed, that day Ruksah could not come because when he went to school there were parents who again crossed and got hit. So Ruksah helped him because there was no one else there but her. The kind-hearted Ruksah helped the old man and took him to the nearest puskesmas. He also looked after the grandmother until her son came. So long waiting for the grandmother did not feel it was two o'clock in the afternoon. Reza decided to go home.

Ehhh it turns out Reza came home soon after Ruksah who came to school. They are only a few minutes different, about 10 minutes. Reza came home with a resentful heart because he could not express his feelings for Ruksah. Ruksah was looking for Reza to the cafeteria, but her search was in vain because Reza had returned home. Love is only a shadow.

It's time for them to go to high school.

To enter High School at that time often held interviews first as well as Ruksah , he had to be tested how to write alphatihah letters, teaching, and other skills that he could do.

While Reza in his SMK is only in the driving test only. It turns out he could drive a long time ago.

Because they have entered PPDB so they can not meet especially Reza living in a boarding house close to his school because his home and school is far away. So he decided to spend it instead of going home.

Busy with the activities of their new students so forget their respective longings even they often never meet.

But even so Reza always imagined Ruksah, without realizing by Reza he always remembered the girl. Unaware by her closeness at the end of the year with Ruksah actually makes the shadow of Ruksah's heart in her mind. Reza also until now is eager to know how Ruksah feels about him. Reza also regretted why he never had time to express his feelings. Finally he decided to go to the school where Ruksah went to school if he had a school holiday.

Ruksah at her new school already has many friends even she sebangku with her name Isti, Isti is a student who comes from a private Junior High School near her home. Because Isti and Ruksah's characters are the same, which is like to pursue achievements so they feel suitable to make friends. Now Ruksah has a rival in achievement that is with this Isti. But at his school now he follows extracurricular PASKIBRA so he is quite famous. Plus the more beautiful appearance since entering High School, because his face that used to be acne now began there are not only one or two. If fitting SMP she is called face strowbery so much acne, here she becomes a beautiful princess.

In his new school a lot of guys like him, but Ruksah never mengubrisnya. Rezalah was his first love and he wanted first love to be his last. It is so if we feel the first love we can not forget it just like that.

In his SMK is not so with Reza, yes because he is a clever student then many girls who are amazed at him even want to be his lover. Reza is also in love with the girl he likes. That's the difference between men even though there are girls. If there was anything else that attracted his heart he accepted too. Although in his heart there is still a shadow of the heart. Reza who wants to meet Ruksah at her school just forgot her intention because there she already has a lover.

Ruksah, who considers Reza her first love, hopes Reza will meet her one day and find out her feelings.

You must be wondering if Ruksah and Reza are or not????

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