Not a Widow

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Today is exactly 7 days since Azka and Azkia were born. The Keenan apartment today is full of embellishments. Keenan will marry his two daughters with the guidance of Father and An ustadz.

All families have been present at Keenan Apartment, including his best friends. Azka and Azkia were placed in a baby box. While slaughtering the goat, Keenan asked permission to join in cutting it.

Finally Keenan participated in the slaughter of goats. Before they slaughtered the goat, Keenan first recited the prayer. " Bismillah, Allahumma taqobbal min muhammadin, wa aali muhammadin, wa minmati ummati muhammadin."

It means : “In the name of Allah, O Allah accept (sacrifice) from Muhammad and the family of Muhammad as well as from the ummah of Muhammad"

Only then did he begin to slowly cut his goats. After cutting one goat Keenan moved to cut another goat.

An ustadz came near Azka and Azkiah. Then recite a prayer for those who are being converted.  " "U'iidzuka bi kalimaatillaahit tammaati min kulli syaithooni wa haammah. Wa min kulli 'ainin laammah."

It means: "I protect you, baby, with the words of the perfect God, from every temptation of Satan, and every hateful gaze."

"Amiiin" Syafira and others co-accredited the prayer.

Process after process they have done, even shaving hair as one of the sunnah aqiqah they have done. Azka and Azkia shaved her hair evenly.

"Sir, please cut the goat. After that leave it to the women who are there, let them cook it" Vienna told a butcher.

"Good ma'am"

Keenan washed his hands and cut the goats, and he walked up to Syafira near their baby box. Keenan hugged Syafira from behind. "How are you feeling today?"

Syafira turned her head for a while and then looked back at the twins. "I'm so moved, it's my first time. If Keysa were alive..."

Keenan immediately silenced Syafira's mouth with his lips, for just one second. Because after that Keenan took her into his warm embrace.

"Please don't say anything that makes you sadder, you know? Keysa is near us. She must not like to see you sad like that"

"I've tried never to think about it, but I can't. Every time I try not to want to, I always remember Keysa's pregnancy"

The wind blew fiercely, leaves around Keenan Apartment many fell because of the wind. And right at that moment also the baby box that Azka and Azkia occupied swayed.

"Keenan, the Box is moving. Quickly take Azka and Azkia. They can fall" said Mahendra who saw the incident.

Keenan nodded, he held Azka up in his arms, while Azkia carried Mahendra. Syafira's breath was choked, again he felt that way. This isn't the first time for him.

Syafira's body went down to the ground, she could no longer hold it. "Keyessa...Sorry mother Son. You're where keysa is...."

Syafira's tears flowed quickly. Keenan became unbearable with his wife's circumstances. Tio, Vienna, Mela, and Mahendra looked at him in confusion. Why can Syafira talk as if there's Keysa here.

"Keysa is here pa" said Keenan.

"You mean?"

"Keysa is dead, but his spirit is still here. He is with us now. And Syafira already felt it. Keenan also initially believed in disbelief. But over time the more Keenan does not believe the more vociferous Keysa shows himself" Keenan replied at length.

Vienna looked at her daughter with a look of pity. He squatted down beside Syafira. "Darling, what's wrong with you?"

Syafira looked up at Vienna, when she saw little Keysa smiling at her and waving his hand. "Keyessa...Wait for Mother" Syafira stood up and intended to pursue Keysa which turned out to be just his illusion.

Before he managed to catch up to her, Syafira had already fainted. Mela and Vienna were hysterically excited. Keenan left Azka and Vienna.

"You guys just stay here"

"Pa, Keenan asked for help. Please continue this event even without Keenan and Syafira. Later for the distribution of goat meat please leave it to my friend. I talked to them" Keenan said.

Mahendra nodded. He patted Keenan on the shoulder. "Go, everyone, let papa take care. Don't worry about Azka and Azkia. We're here."

"Please take care of him Nak Keenan, Syafira is currently in need of your support" Vienna said.

"Yes ma'am, Keenan comes in first"

"Yes"

Keenan carried Syafira's body into his room, pushed the door with his feet and closed it again. With Keenan's plan to put Syafira to sleep.

Keenan sat next to him, holding Syafira's hand. He also uncovers the hair of Syafira that covers his face. "If Keysa's presence can make you drop? It's better that Keysa isn't present. Not that I don't mean to miss him, but he shouldn't be here. Keysa has to get back to nature. Our nature and he are different"

Little Keysa was right next to Keenan, he understood Keenan's words. Keysa looked at Syafira for a long time. As if I was not willing to leave him.

Keenan rubbed Syafira's hand and kissed her. It is not only Syafira who is sad about Keysa, Keenan too. But Keenan felt guilty.

"Keysa? If you were here. Can you ask for one thing?" he asked almost without making a sound. But Keysa could still hear it.

"What do you want to ask for?" answer little Keysa.

"Go back to your realm, son, your place is not here. Papa didn't mean to tell you to leave, but we're different, baby. You see your mother, she's hysterically knocked unconscious just because she felt you were here" Keenan replied. I don't know why he felt connected to Keysa.

Keysa looked down deeply, biting his own lips. His tiny hand wanted to reach Keenan and embrace him. This time he tried it with all his might.

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Keysa couldn't believe it, he could hug Keenan like this. Maybe God allowed it as a form of separation. While Keenan he felt stiff, his body could not be moved. Only the eyes can move.

"Keyessa..Is this you?"

Keysa nodded in Keenan's arms, she shedding her tears in Keenan's arms. He should be happy with his family now. But.ah no Keysa should not blame the destiny of god. This is what should have happened to him.

"Yes papa" he answered softly.

Keenan tried to move his hand and returned Keysa's embrace. Although only limited to air, but Keenan believes Keysa is hugging him at this time.

"Papa Sama Mommy loves you very much, son, but God loves you more. You have to go back to your nature, baby."

"Hiks hiks papa evil, but Keysa does not bother at all" cried Keysa as he pleased. Keenan's little heart is sliced. If time could be replayed, he would not have been careless and lost to Keysa.

"Sorry Papa, you love your mother, right?"

Keysa. "Go Nak quietly, Papa and Mommy will always pray for you from here"

"Keysa wants to have friends? There Keysa has no friends"

Keenan was silent for a while, trying to wipe away his own tears. "Who said Keysa didn't have any friends? There are many beautiful angels who want to be Keysa's friend. So Keysa's back, huh? Papa's sure we'll be there forever as long as Keysa wants to come back"

"Yes papa"

"Smart kid"

"May Keysa hug Mother? For the last time" Keysa said. Keenan.

Keysa walked closer to Syafira who was still closing her eyes. He kissed the mother's forehead with Khidmat and then hugged her.

"Don't be sad again Mother...Don't think Keysa.. Keysa has to go. Keysa dear papa, mother and grandpa Azka and Azkia"

Then Keysa moved away from Keenan and Syafira. He watched the two from a distance. "Goodbye, Mother. Keysa loves you guys"

Just as Keysa was leaving, Syafira regained consciousness from her stupor. Syafira tries to get up, and Keenan helps her. "You're sober?"

"Yes" replied Syafira with a look of sadness in her eyes.

"You why? Is anyone sick?"

"What's up hmm? The same story Mas" said Keenan trying to entertain Syafira.

"I've heard it all" replied Syafira.

"What?"

"Mas' conversation with Keysa, my subconscious allowed me to hear and see the whereabouts of Syafira who hugged Mas and hugged me" he replied.

Keenan was not surprised, as he had expected Syafira to feel it. Because Syafira is more sensitive than himself. "He's gone" Keenan replied.

Keenan took off his embrace and looked at the two eyes of Syafira deeply. "You want to know why he's here?"

Syafira. "Because you still have not given him away, your little heart still has not accepted his departure. That's why Keysa's here."

"I'm sorry Mas, from now on I'm going to let him down" Shafira replied.

"When do we make the pilgrimage to Keysa's tomb."

Syafira. Then he remembered Azka and Azkiah. "Baby Z where? Is the show still unfinished?"

"Nearly, all my friends are sharing goats for orphans, the poor and the blind. While Mama papa we again accompany Azka and Azkia outside"

"I want to go out again? It doesn't feel good to be in the room."

"Is your condition okay?"

"No, I'm fine"

Keenan. "Then, let's get out"

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"Ma, don't do heavy work. Remember Ma, mama was pregnant" Mahendra recalled when Mela would lift the food.

Mela snorted in annoyance, because every time she did something, there were words coming out of her husband's mouth. Indeed at the age of 52 Mela must try to maintain her health and pregnancy. Because in his stomach there is the Bungsu who still has not come out.

"Papa do not need to be lebai deh, Mama just lift the food rantang not make tired or tired really" he replied.

"Just follow your husband Jeng's words, don't be like this" Vienna said in defense of Mahendra.

"Yes, let alone the age of your pregnancy is still young, at that age is still vulnerable to losing a baby" added Tio.

"Tuh Ma horrified what our besan said" Mahendra said.

"Ck, yes yes Mama put it again" said Mela managed to make Mahendra smile satisfied. He raised his thumb for Tio and Vienna.

Syafira came with Keenan who was beside her. His attention was only on the two hearts. Astaghfirullah, he has not had time to give them Asi.

"Mother" call her.

Vienna and the others turned to Syafira. "We're conscious, honey?" ask Vienna.

"Yes"

"Are you okay, son?" Ask Mahendra again.

"I'm fine, just a little shocked pa"

"Mom, please bring Azka and Azkia inside for a moment. Syafira wanted to suckle him, pity them. It seems from earlier thirsty because it has not got breast milk from Syafira.

"Well, let's bring the azka inside" Vienna told her husband Tio. Tio nodded then walked with Vienna and Syafira inside.

"So? Tell me everything with Mom and Dad. How is Keysa here?" said Mahendra who was immediately embraced by Mela as well.

"The story is long pa, for sure Syafira has not let him go, until he has to be stuck here" Keenan replied.

"Did you feel like he was here too?" ask Mela.

Keenan. Mela and Mahendra looked at each other. "Don't be sad, you should be grateful today. You have two twins plus a new sister in your mother's womb" Mahendra said.

"At the age of Keenan who is almost three heads, Keenan will have a sister. What do people say later? He should have deserved to be Keenan's son not his sister." Answer Keenan frustrated.

"Care is the same people say. The one who did it was Mama's equally papa." Answer Mela.

"Why the hell could it be?" ask Keenan with an emotion.

"Ask the same papa" Mela replied as she glanced at Mahendra with the tail of her eyes. While Mahendra who was stared at only scoffed innocently. He didn't feel wrong in the least. Even Mahendra is proud to have scored at such an old age.

"It's Ma, Papa is grateful that in the womb of the mother has grown junior version Keenan. That's a sign papa is still healthy and fit. In one shot directly so the baby"

Keenan shook his head. "Later if Keenan's sister was born, she called you grandparents. Not papa's mama" Keenan said before leaving.

Mela shrugged her shoulders indifferently. He cares about nothing but the child in his womb. And her husband turned out to be over possessive

From the other direction, Reno and four other companions came to Mahendra and Mela. "Om, all the mutton is done we share"

Mahendra smiled with satisfaction. "What is it?"

"Gamb soup om, and some disate" replied Farhan.

Mahendra nodded, then remembered something. Mahendra pulled out the phone from his pocket. And typing keywords into his website.

"Om want it, is it really you?" Mahendra shows his cell phone where on his screen there is a photo of Lavenzi's son with his diaper truck. With the sweet voice of Reno.

"Yes, that's us. Why do we have our picture?" Reno asked confusedly. Because all Lavenzi members do not know about their actions that have gone viral.

"How do you not know, your pictures and videos are on various social media. You guys had viral and trending 1 on youtube" Mahendra replied with a laugh.

"really? pantes aja followers instagram I'm getting up" said Kevan while checking his phone. Of the 500RB followers there are 2 million followers. Turns out that's the cause.

"Lo how much is Ren? Must be more than me. You know, yesterday you were singing" asked Kevan?"

Dito and Farhan agree with Kevan's question. "Ah not much is only ten million" Reno replied lightly.

"just anyone? Ten million?" the other cengo.

"Well, 5 million I followed the same fans isabella, my girlfriend. And 5 million more maybe from my viral video" Reno replied again.

"Om proud of you, because you always do good deeds by sharing something for others. Although it is only a diaper but it can be very useful for those who need it" said Mahendra.

"Tante is proud of you too. Aunty advice, you create content on youtube, can earn right. And that income you can donate at the orphanage or at the mosque building." Mela who had been silent joined their conversation.

"Well, yeah. Your aunt's idea is right, too. You can apply that" Mahendra added.

"Yes too? We are already a little famous so it is not difficult to get subscribers" said Dito.

"Thank you, aunt for the advice. We will definitely do our best"

Mahendra nodded, and so did Mela. Then Reno and the others said goodbye to go home because the show was over.