Not a Widow
Deadline
After what happened yesterday, Keenan and Syafira returned to Indonesia. Actually Syafira felt heavy to leave Keysa Cemetery in Korea. But Keenan promised whenever he wanted to come to Kesya's grave, Keenan would take him to Korea.
Keenan and Syafira were on their way home. They arrived in Indonesia 1 hour ago.
Shafira looked towards the street, her gaze blank. Her heart still hurts from failing to be a mother.
Syafira's usually bright and smiling face is now dimming. There was no reason for Syafira to be able to smile at this moment.
Keenan turned to Syafira, knowing that Syafira was still thinking of Keysa.
"Darling, once again I'm sorry about you. Because of my mistake you have to lose your baby"
Syafira ignored Keenan, he kept staring at the streets. In his little heart he forgave Keenan. But when Syafira was close to Keenan, he always remembered his daughter, Keysa.
A few hours later they arrived at Keenan Apartment. Keenan bought the apartment since he was about to marry Syafira.
Keenan got off and paid his taxi fare. "Let's go in" said Keenan.
Syafira entered following Keenan, Keenan entered his password and the door was opened. Keenan dragged the suitcase and went inside the Apartment followed by Syafira.
After getting into the apartment Syafira oangsang asked. "Where's my room?" syafira.
"We're not one room" Keenan said.
"Om himself said that our marriage is illegitimate and that it is better to separate the bed than to commit adultery. Isn't that so om?"
Somehow when Keenan heard Syafira talking like that. His heart is in pain. He himself said it.
"Yes, your room is on the right"
Without speaking again Syafira went and went into his room. He did not care about Keenan's astonished reaction. Because Syafira was still acting normal with him yesterday. But today the attitude of Syafira is very different.
Syafira threw her body in the bed. He stroked his stomach which was now flat. There is no more life in there.
"Now what should I do, I am very disappointed with Keenan. Whether I should end this marriage or keep it. After this incident I never expected anything else."
Keenan sat himself on the sofa. He rubbed his forehead while thinking something. Then he took his cell phone. And contact her parents and in-laws to go to her new apartment.
"Will Syafira be with me after this" muttered Keenan.
Keenan went to his room, and rested his body while waiting for his parents and in-laws to come.
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Rena had just been discharged from the hospital, even though she was discharged from the hospital with a very pale face. Adit forbids him to go home, but Rena still chuckles. Rena is very bored in the hospital.
"Did your sister know you were in the hospital these days?" ask Adit.
"No, I didn't tell my sister. I'm just saying that I've been staying at a friend's house for a few days, in Bandung" Rena replied.
"Why didn't you tell her? He's your brother. He deserves to know what his sister's condition is like" said Adit.
"I don't want to add to the burden anymore. Kak Ana has been working hard to pay for my treatment
"But no matter how much you are your brother's responsibility, I'll take you home"
Adit turns his car towards Rena's house alley. Then they arrived.
"I'm down first"
"You rest and do not do anything heavy. Keep not forgetting the medicine is taken" Adit said.
"Yes Adit"
After Rena got into the house, Adit immediately went home.
"Rena, you're home" asked Ana.
Rena answered "Yes my sister"
"Why is your face so pale? Have you taken any medication?" ask Ana.
"Already brother, Rena may be exhausted during the trip" said Rena.
Ana nodded in understanding, then let her sister go rest in the room.
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Now all the parents have gathered at Keenan Apartment. Mahendra, Mela, Tio and Vienna. They sat on the sofa with Keenan.
"What did you call us here? Is your honeymoon over?" ask Mahendra.
"Before Keenan answers papa's question, Keenan will call Syafira first"
Then Keenan got up from his seat and went to Syafira's room. It just so happened that Syafira was sleeping with her body hugging the bolster tightly. A thread of sweat fell from his face, it seemed Syafira was a nightmare.
Keenan approached Syafira and woke her up. "Haha he thinks I want to be with him after this incident, of course not. I'm very disappointed in him hey. You old man" Racau Syafira in his sleep.
Then Shafira cried in her sleep. He names Keysa, Keysa and Keysa.
Keenan saw and heard what Syafira said. He could not wake her up. So he came back with no Syafira beside him.
"Son Keenan, where is Syafira?" ask Vienna.
"Syafira is still sleeping ma'am, it looks like she was exhausted during the trip"
Keenan sat in the middle of them. Keenan intended to inform them of this incident.
"Keenan invited you here because there are things I want to tell you" Keenan said.
Mahendra and Mela stared at each other, as did Tio and Vienna. "What about?" ask Mela.
"On the content of Syafira" Keenan replied.
"Why the content?" ask Tio.
Keenan stared at all of them one by one. He is not ready to say it yet, but he still has to say it.
"Syafira miscarried" Keenan said in the end.
Everyone was surprised to hear that. I never thought their honeymoon would end like this.
"Now try to tell it clearly" said Mahendra. He felt Keenan was hiding something.
Keenan told him everything from the beginning until he separated the bed with Syafira. Of course Mahendra and Mela were shocked by that.
"You Stupid Keenan, you're stupid for leaving your own wife. Papa is really disappointed in you"
"Why are you like this Keenan, from childhood mom always teaches you to be responsible in any case. But now what?"
Mela shook her head. While Tio and Vienna, their faces held in anger.
"Where is Syafira now?" tio said firmly.
"In dad's upstairs room"
Tio immediately went upstairs and went inside Syafira's room. Tio saw his daughter asleep curled up by hugging the bolster. Her puffy eyes make Tio sure that Syafira has finished crying.
Tio sat on Syafira's bed and stroked her daughter's hair. Tio also felt what his daughter felt.
Feeling that there was someone in her room, Syafira woke up from her sleep. And see the arrival of Tio.
"Dad.." said Syafira.
"Dear this is my father" said Tio.
Syafira immediately hugged Tio tightly. Tio returned Syafira's embrace.
"Dad knows you just lost your baby-to-be, cry son. Take all your grief out on Dad"
Syafira cried in Tio's arms, even the sound of her crying was heard. "Syafira is sick...Syafira is not strong. Syafira must lose keysa"
Tio got carried away, he was crying too. His little daughter who used to love being carried by him has now grown up and has to endure all these problems.
"Dad knows baby, I understand how you feel"
Then arrived Vienna came following Tio. Vienna witnessed Syafira crying in her husband's arms. Vienna approaching Syafira.
"Darling..."
Syafira let go of Tio's embrace and looked at her face. Vienna fondly caressed Syafira's face. As a Viennese woman also felt what Syafira felt.
"Now, let's get down. We talk about this issue wisely" Tio said.
"Yes dad"
Syafira and her parents went downstairs and joined her in-laws. Mela immediately approached Syafira and cupped her face. "Are you okay, honey?" ask Mela.
"It's okay ma" replied Syafira
So Syafira sat between Mela and Vienna. While Tio he stared at Keenan and Syafira in turn
"Syafira, I'll ask you. After this, what are your plans?"
Syafira weighed in hesitantly for a moment, then looked at Keenan. "Syafira will follow father and mother, Syafira does not want to live with om Keenan before we do Akad again. And also Syafira needs time for all this"
Answer Syafira.
Keenan thought that Syafira would say she wanted to separate from him, but the opposite was true. It is precisely Shafira wants to be with Keenan in a truly holy bond.
"Darling, how long does it take for you to calm down? Mama, Papa and Keenan will definitely give you time" said Mela.
"Syafira only takes one month.
All were shocked by Syafiran's reply. One month is a very long time according to Keenan.
"Are you sure Syafira?" ask Keenan.
Syafira nodded steadily. "I chose this for the good of both of us, so that we could introspect ourselves. I don't want to choose the way of farewell because it's so hated by God. And I still love you" Syafira said.
Keenan smiled, apparently his wife was very mature thinking.
*Twitter*
Syafira was sleeping in her bed, when the door opened. Syafira immediately pura pura sleeps, she hugs her roll tightly. Syafira looked at Keenan's sad gaze. Shafira pura groped in her sleep. She said she was disappointed and didn't want to be with him. Syafira wanted to see how Keenan reacted. But what Syafira saw was a look of regret and love that fused together.
Then Syafira saw Keenan go outside. Shafira opened her eyes and thought well.
After thinking for a long time, Syafira decided to be with Keenan, but after they were completely legitimate. Because their relationship is still hanging.
"Well, I'll stick with om Keenan. I still love her. But I need some time, after this incident I'll ask for a month"
*Flasback off*
"So how's baby? Did you approve my request?" Syafira followed Keenan to call his dear while Keenan, he was quite happy in his heart.
"I agree, as long as you still want to be with me" Keenan replied.
Syafira. "All right, then. My mom agreed to it too"
"Alright then, Syafira will come with me. After the specified time is finished, we will re-account for them. For now let them mutually introspect. How's Mahendra?" ask Tio.
"I agree with what you said. This way they can think of each other's mistakes" Mahendra replied.
"Syafira, now get your stuff ready. We're going back home."
"Wait, can I see Syafira at any time?"
Tio glanced at Syafira. "No, we can only ask each other the news on the phone" Syafira replied.
He doesn't want to see Keenan in a month. Let time bring them together.
Then Shafira went upstairs and took her suitcase. Then he came back again. Mahendra and Mela stand up. "Honey, mom knows you just lost your baby. But you cannot dissolve in sadness. You have to be sure that Keysa is happy in heaven right now"
"Yes ma" replied Syafira.
"If you need anything you can directly contact papa" continued Mahendra.
"Thank you pa"
Mahendra nodded with a smile.
Syafira is grateful to have excellent in-laws like Mela and Mahendra. After that Tio and Vienna say goodbye and bring their daughter home.
Keenan and his parents now live. "You better think about what your mistake was. During this month you should use your time well. Fix yourself" Mahendra's message.
"And now Mama asks you to come back to your company. Don't just rely on your confidants. When you will become the rightful husband of Syafira later, you can provide for him. And one more thing, I hope something like this doesn't happen again"
After saying that Mela and Mahendra immediately left. Keenan went to his room, he was really tired today.
Keenan put himself in bed and rested his body.he took his cell phone and played a song to calm himself.
He tuned a song owned by brisia jodia whose title could not.
Can't
This weak self
I couldn't persuade you
My heart for
Forgetting yourself
Your shadow is still running
Where my heart goes
I'm still crying
Hear your name
I can't afford love
I can't I can't
When you have to dream
Your smile is still there
When I close these eyes
I can't
Move to another heart
When you don't come back
I better live alone
This weak heart
I couldn't persuade you
Forget about you
That beautiful story
Your shadow is still running
Where my heart goes
I'm still crying
Hear your name
I can't afford love
I can't I can't
When you have to dream
Your smile is still there
When I close these eyes
I can't
Move to another heart
When you don't come back
I better live alone
Even though the heart is okay
It doesn't mean I forgot
Everything that ever existed
Between the two of us s' forever
I can't
When you have to dream
Your smile is still there
When I close these eyes
I can't can't not
Move to another heart
When you don't come back
I better live alone
Can't not can't
Ho (moving to another heart)
When you don't come back
I better live alone
This weak heart
I couldn't persuade you
Forget about you
I don't know why hearing this song made his heart so restless. Keenan was afraid that Syafira would leave him. He could not have imagined that if Syafira had really left him.
Then he continued with the second song. My heart-Irvansyah.
Here you and I are
Get used to together
Live the affection
My happiness with you
Have you ever been stalking
The most beautiful day?
I engrave the names of both of us
Here is our paradise
When we love others
Could this heart be strong?
As much as possible never will
My darling will disappear
If you love someone could we be this strong?
I will fight to win, our love will conquer all
Wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart
Have you ever been stalking
The most beautiful day?
I engrave the names of both of us
Here is our paradise
When we love others
Could this heart be strong?
As much as possible never will
My darling will disappear
When we love another (Ha-a)
Could this heart be strong? (Hhh-a)
As much as possible (Wouldn't) never be (My dear)
My dear will be gone (My dear will be lost)
If you love someone could we be this strong?
I will fight to win, our love will conquer all
Wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart
Ooh (My heart)
Oohs
My heart
"Baby keysa, I miss him a lot. Even though he was not born into the world. But I love him so much. Sorry papa, for your papa's fault..."
"It's gone"
Keenan put his face on the bed. I fell asleep after saying that.
