Not a Widow

Misunderstand

In the evening, after returning from his father-in-law's house. Syafira immediately took her laptop and continued watching her drakor.  Keenan to wonder himself, what the hell makes his wife crazy just as drakor. Indonesian drama is a lot of good. Drama means life.

Keenan sat beside Syafira. "Aren't you tired of just coming home from Drakor?"

Syafira nodded quickly. "No, today I want to stay up late for this episode" replied Syafira with her eyes still looking at her laptop.

Keenan sighed. "If I were the actor in the drama you would not watch" I don't know what Keenan had in mind. Suddenly he asked that.

"I don't know, maybe not" replied Syafira.

The answer from Syafira made Keenan a little disappointed. Keenan stood up and went to his room without seeing Syafira again. Syafira ignored him because he thought Keenan was exhausted.

It has been 5 hours he watched drakor, the clock has shown at 1 pm. The drakor he was watching was done. Shafira shut her laptop and went to her room.

Syafira frowned at the sight of Keenan's cell phone not being turned off, while Keenan fell asleep. Out of curiosity Syafira took it and saw a photo of a girl. "So this is the reason he went to the room"

Syafira put Keenan's phone back on the bed. Then he got on the bed and prepared to sleep. Tonight there was no embrace of Keenan that could make him sleep.

In his sleep Syafira dreamed of a little boy. The little boy was very beautiful and his hair was long.

"Mother..Mother.." call her.

Syafira's heart trembled hearing the child call her Mother. Syafira approached the boy and squatted before him.

"Hello baby, what's your name?"

The boy laughed "My name is Keysa Mother"

Syafira shut her mouth in disbelief, so this child before her was her daughter. "Keyesh.."

Syafira called her Keysa. Until he finally woke up screaming. "Keysaaaa"

Syafira wept alone, feeling guilty for never visiting Keysa's grave. Syafira looked towards Keenan who was asleep. Then he tried to wake her up.

"Honey" Syafira shook Keenan's body slowly.

"What's wrong?" answer Keenan flatly.

"Tomorrow we can't go to Keysa's grave... I really want to go there"

"Go alone, after all your child is not my child" Keenan replied unconsciously.

Syafira's heart ached, but he didn't put it in his heart. Syafira is determined to go to Korea alone tomorrow. With or without Keenan he must go.

Syafira continued her sleep.

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The next day, when Syafira awoke, she could not find Keenan by her side. Syafira knew Keenan might have gone to the office.

Syafira came down from the bed, then she cleaned her clothes to go to Korea later. Syafira had also booked a ticket, so she was just leaving.

Syafira attempted to call Keenan's number but was not picked up. Syafira was saddened that Keenan had not raised his call. Syafira decided to send a message through whatsapp.

"Darling, today I'm going to Korea. You take good care of yourself as long as I'm not here. I left not long. About three days"

Then he pressed the send button. Syafira saw that the message was blue ticked, which means Keenan had read it. But something strange, Keenan did not send a reply to his message.

Syafira thought maybe Keenan was busy at the office, so he didn't reply. Syafira sighed then started to go clean up.

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After reading the message from Syafira, Keenan just let it go. Keenan was disappointed with Syafira because he felt unappreciated. Why his wife always praised the Korean actor in front of him while he boro boro praised.

"You have to learn to respect someone. Maybe when you go alone, you'll think I'm important to you" Keenan said.

When Syafira was already at the airport, he tried to contact Keenan to say goodbye but his number was off. If this is how it is certain he went without saying goodbye to Keenan.

Syafira immediately followed the procedure for boarding the plane before he actually boarded her. When it was finished, Syafira boarded the plane. Shafira sat in her place. Then he looked out the window.

"Actually you why baby, last night I saw your phone there was a photo of a woman and now you're not answering my calls and messages. Is it my fault with you"

Syafira remembers Keenan asking something last night.

(Black)

"If I were the actor in the drama you wouldn't watch it"

"I don't know, maybe not" replied Syafira.

(Flasback off)

"Is he angry because I answered like that. I don't mean it" murmured Syafira.

Syafira leaned back in the passenger seat and the plane she was on began to take off. Syafira is already flying in the air.

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"Sir, there is someone from the Aditama company who wants to meet the father" said Bagas.

"Get him in" Keenan replied.

"Good sir"

Bagas out for a while and come back with someone. "I'll excuse you, sir"

"Hm"

Keenan looked up, then he was surprised. "Nesa" he said. Nesa was his neighbor first, before he went to America.

"Keenan, so this is your company?"

Keenan nodded then told Nesa to sit down in front of him. "How are you?" ask Keenan.

"As you can see, I'm fine" Javan Nesa smiled.

"You're married nes?" Keenan was just curious. Because it's impossible for a woman as beautiful as Nesa to not have a partner.

"I also have a baby at home" Nesa replied, chuckling.

Keenan remembered Syafira in his heart. In his heart he was worried about letting his wife go alone. But what can be done, his ego is higher than his sense of regret.

"Why you?" said Nesa who saw Keenan sedikif daydreaming.

"I'm fine. Oh, what did you come here for?"

"Oh yes, I'm here just to offer cooperation with your company" said Nesa.

"Cooperation?"

Nesa took her laptop out of her bag and opened it and showed Keenan something. "I heard you were going to build a hospital, and I happened to have a medical college in America. They have been well educated even they have been able to carry out their duties as a doctor. So I'd like to offer my students to recruit you to be a doctor in your hospital later."

"I understand. Then I have to go, my husband is waiting for me in my car"

Keenan laughed "I thought you went here alone was delivered by a husband anyway"

"Yes dong. Are you not married or what?" ask Nesa before leaving.

"Just like you, I'm married"

"When do you know your wife to me" said Nesa.

"certainly"

After that Nesa left and disappeared from Keenan's sight. Keenan checked his phone and there were many calls from Syafira. His eyes glanced towards the message from Syafira.

"I'm sorry if I made you angry or disappointed because of last night. But angry you shouldn't have seen another woman's picture. What else insult Keysa"

The message was sent by Syafira before the plane flew and before he turned off his phone.

"foto lady? Mengina Keysa?"

Keenan tried to remember last night. Then he remembered.

Last night Keenan again chatted with Reno and all the members of Lavenzi. And one of them sent me a picture of the woman. Keenan opened it because he was curious. It's true there is no intention.

And about him ngehina Keysa, Keenan really khilaf. He got out of control last night. Keenan knew at this moment that Syafira was feeling sad.

Keenan felt guilty, because of his anger he had to let his wife go there by herself.

Keenan's phone reads, he got a notification from his Instagram. He saw Lee min ho live.

Since Syafira saw the Live Lee min ho on Instagram, Keenan decided to follow the instagram lee min ho. Let him know when Lee min ho live. And he will try to prevent Syafira from watching it..

"Syafira will go to Korea, there are many Korean actor. I can't let him go alone. I have to catch up with him"

Keenan called Bagas to come to his room. The bagas who was called came directly to face Keenan.

Politely Bagas asked Keenan. "What did you call me?"

"Please replace all my schedules for the next three days. I have important business to Korea"

"But sir, for the discussion of the construction of the hospital should I also replace it?"

Keenan nodded, believing in Bagas' ability "Later if there is something you do not understand, contact me directly. Or later we can make a video call"

"Good sir"

"Thank you, I owe you so much. Over the years you have helped me a lot" Keenan said sincerely.

This is what Bagas liked from Keenan. Keenan is never arrogant and is always friendly towards all employees. Either OB or other staff. Bagas was grateful to be able to work with Keenan so he always tried to give his best

"I have to thank you father. Thanks to my father being able to give a living to my wife"

Keenan stood up and patted his shoulder. "I'm going first"

"Good sir"

After that Keenan left immediately. Keenan left without having to bring his stuff. He just carries his body. He also flew to Korea on his father's private plane.

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After traveling for 7 hours, Syafira finally arrived in Korea. Syafira went to find a taxi and went to the hotel where he and Keenan used to stay.

"I didn't think you'd let me go alone"

Syafira complained, he took the headset and connected it to his cellphone. Then he put a headset into his ear.

Syafira playing Exo- Promise. Even though he is not a kpop lover, he really likes kpop songs. Especially the song from Exo.

Promise is Syafira's favorite song, as Syafira feels the song fits perfectly under any circumstances.

"Shi ga ni ji nado.mal haji mot hago.mam soguro sam ki nun na..mi an hadago.zero hive handago jigu chorom mi do dal la go. Zero ana julge.du son ja ba. Ni mam mim pyon he jil su it damyon. Nemo dun gol ba jil ke"

"While time passed, I was silent. I am damning everything in my heart. I'm sorry I love you. Please trust me. I embrace you, hold your hand. If I could calm your heart. I'll give you the best.

When Syafira Asyik listen again, suddenly his mobile phone vibrates. Syafira opens her phone and is shocked that Keenan sent her a message.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm again on my way to the hotel where we used to stay" Syafira replied quickly. He didn't know why Keenan asked like that. Keenan couldn't catch up with him anyway.

For several hours Syafira had arrived at the hotel. Syafira paid the taxi fare and went straight into the hotel. Shafira ordered a room for him. When he finished he went to his room.

Keenan has also arrived at the hotel. He got off the taxi. Keenan goes inside the hotel and asks Syafira's room at her Receptionist. The receptionist told Syafira's room.

After thanking Keenan, he immediately searched Syafira's room. Keenan stopped right in the room he was heading to.

Keenan knocked on his door and Syafira appeared from the room. Syafira was so surprised to see Keenan in front of her. Syafira thought she was dreaming. So he intends to close the door again.

Keenan tried to hold him until his hand was clamped to the door.

"Wadoh, this is called KDRT" he said dramatizing.

"So this is really you?" Syafira said as she opened the door again.

"That's"

Keenan slid into the room. Then Syafira closed the door again. "Why are you here? It's not that you don't want to go here" Syafira said.

Keenan just grinned and hugged Syafira. "Sit down and let me explain everything"

"I know last night I was upset with you. But about that woman you misunderstood. She's just a woman belonging to one of my friends. Then they sent him to the group. Out of curiosity I accidentally opened it. Please don't misunderstand me. To Keysa, I really didn't mean to say that. At that time I was upset. Can you forgive me?"

"I'm also sorry that my answer last night upset you. But just so you know, I don't want to watch you in a drama or a movie. I just want to see you in the real world with me, next to me and mine"

"Why didn't you tell me from last night anyway, you know I'm not acting like this"

"You don't know anyway, tell me who's lashing"

Keenan pinched Syafira's cheek. "Sorry baby. Sorry I let you go alone"

Syafira shook her head "It's okay, from now on try to be mature. Don't be childish. If there's anything to say don't be like that"

Keenan grimacing should be the word from husband to wife not from wife to husband. Keenan was ashamed of Syafira. He is old but his mind is still a child.