Not a Widow

The cemetery

For a week, Keenan was still lying in the hospital. He was always accompanied by Syafira by his side. Every day Syafira always goes home to the Apartment and cooks for Keenan. Lately Keenan has been a little fussy. He does not want to eat food that is not from his cooking.

Syafira happily did so, he wanted Keenan to recover quickly and be healthy again. He missed Keenan a lot.

Syafira was peeling the skin of the apple and cut it into many parts. Syafira took it with a fork and fed Keenan.

"Let's eat the fruit first"

Keenan shook his head, for a week he was in Keenan hospital constantly whining so he could go home to the apartment. Of course Syafira strictly forbids it. Even to the point that there was a small debate between them.

Syafira breathed a tired sigh. Then he arrived and had a brilliant idea. Syafira called Alvin and told him to go to the hospital. Alvin who was doing the gym was forced to stop and clean himself. Then go to the hospital.

"Let's eat a little"

"I'm bored here, the mattress is narrow can't fuck you. The walls are white there is no favorite color, so what is this, my hands are usually installed expensive clocks now have to be installed infusion kayak gini"

Shafira lowered her gaze towards her stomach. "You are the one who made father like that" he stroked the belly of his queen.

For a while, Alvin came in and entered without knocking on the door. "What the hell did you call my brother here"

Syafira laughed. "Sit on the sofa first"

Alvin nodded, he threw himself on the soft sofa. Syafira tries to tease Keenan. "Mas sure you don't want the fruit?"

Keenan is too proud to say yes, as a result he only answered the headband. His mouth was tempted by the apple.

"Yes if you don't want to"

Syafira stood up and approached Alvin who was fanning himself. Syafira thrust a fork into her apple and pointed it at Alvin's mouth.

"Come bang, the fruit is eaten by you. My husband doesn't like it"

Syafira glanced at Keenan, of course Keenan immediately shifted his gaze.

Alvin ate the apple that Syafira had fed earlier. His eyes opened wide and looked at Syafira in disbelief.

"It's so sweet the apples, you buy where Sa is"

Syafira tried, he took one of the fruits and put it in his mouth and chewed it. What Alvin said was true, the fruit was very sweet and fresh.

"Yes bang, the fruit is so sweet. I bought it in the market near my brother's house"

Alvin took a few more fruits and ate them quickly. As for Keenan, he could only gulp when Alvin ate the apple.

"If you want it to say Mas, don't shut up"

"But you don't want to"

"Cobain first"

Syafira returned to her place and fed Keenan the Apple. Keenan tried it in one bite. "Bravo"

"That's so sweet, bribe me again"

"Ready Mas"

Alvin was used to being courted by the couple. "Sa, you don't want to be fed again?"

Syafira only grinned while showing her white teeth to Alvin. "I again nyuapin husband I bang, if brother wants, this peeled itself and eat alone

Syafira throws two Apples at Alvin, who is quickly captured. "This is Adek durhaka who always calls his brother pas need doang, eh pas already finished left so it is" Alvin said.

Syafira who felt insinuated immediately replied. "Baperan is very bang"

"Not baper but you can't see to uwu an you guys continue"

"Makanya brother looking for a partner to not be alone continue."

"Later to think again"

Keenan stared fixedly at Syafira, today Syafira looks beautiful with a half-knee skirt and T-shirt with a picture of Lee min ho. Syafira also wears a bando in her hair. Keenan was getting more and more anxious about him.

"Why do you keep seeing me? Let's eat the apples"

"Kenyang, I want to see you. You're also sweeter than an apple"

Keenan managed to make Syafira blush, Syafira's face was very white, now flushed because of it.

Keenan pulled Syafira's face and bit Syafira's cheek in agitation. Really, from now on he wanted to do that.

"Mas, shame on seeing brother"

"The risk of singles" said Keenan without burden.

"Lo is sick still ngeselin, it's mending me go away instead of being a demon among you"

"Good then"

Alvin rolled his eyeballs then he took a small pillow next to his body and he took it and threw it at Keenan, right on his head. After doing that, of course, Alvin escaped, he did not want to be an easy target of his sister-in-law.

"Don't you go right"

Syafira stroked her cheek that was bitten by Keenan earlier. "Why?"

"Why? It's my cheek that's gonna stretch if Mas bites on"

Keenan chuckled, then he opened his shirt and was only bare-chested. Keenan is so hot.

A nurse came to bring medicine and water to Keenan. He put her next to Keenan's bed. The nurse did not go, she even pura tidied something but her eyes were directed at Keenan's stomach which was very tempting.

Shafira jealous? Of course it is. Her hands were very itchy to scratch the sister's face. But he tried to control it. There's another way to reprimand the nurse.

" sister sucked, worried about my husband's stomach"

Because it was discovered that the nurse became wrong and then he immediately left. The sister was afraid of Syafira glaring at her.

"Why baby?"

"I don't like to see that sister worried about your stomach. It's mine and only I can hold it"

Keenan was happy to hear that. Actually from earlier he realized that the nurse was glancing at his stomach. But he let it go. Because he knew his wife would not stay silent. And just as he expected, Syafira rebuked the nurse. Even his eyes were glaring.

"Please, I'll be yours forever"

"Oh yeah you haven't told me about your meeting with Adit and going to Rena's grave"

"Oh yeah I forgot the story"

(Black)

Reno and Farhan drive her to Adit's house.   They walk in tandem. Farhan on the right and Reno on the left. If only Syafira had not been Keenan's wife. He must have been fascinated by the good looks of the two men. But because he already has Keenan, it does not work for him.

Syafira knocks on Adit's door. It took a few minutes for Adit to open the door. 

Adit understood that the one who came was Syafira but if the two stripes he still did not understand.

He opened the door and told the three of them to enter his house. "What are you doing here?"

"I don't have a base first, as unwilling as to drink or what cake"

"You know, no banquet"

Syafira endured the embarrassment of her husband's friend. While Adit he nodded then called his maid to make them a drink. The maid came and brought what Adit had ordered.

"This Den, please enjoy"

"Thank you bi" Syafira said.

"Same as non"

After that Farhan and Reno immediately finished his drink, another thing with Syafira who drank his drink a little.

"I'm here to see you, where Rena's grave is"

"Why what?" ask Adit.

"You're throwing a fart, that's all you're asking. Yes want a pilgrimage" said Farhan.

"Ssttt, ohan diem first"

"Thank you Dit, by the way are you okay now?"

Adit breathed his breath and told the story of events that he had been through when he lost Rena. Adit even told me that he is currently dating Ana.

"Hope you can find your happiness Dit"

"Thankz"

"If we leave, then I'll go to Rena's grave"

"Alright then, forgive me for not being able to accompany you"

"It's okay, there's two people beside me anyway."

Adit whispered to Syafira. "They're who?"

"Friends of my husband's friends"

Reno and Farhan hear what Adit is whispering. "If you want to whisper his voice must be slow bro"

"Udah, if so we go home first. Thanks for the information."

Adit just smiled, then he drove Syafira to the front. After that Syafira got into the car and left with Reno and Farhan.

Throughout the trip do not expect the atmosphere will be quiet or silent. Real no, Reno and Farhan tuned the DJ song out loud. Even they come together with the right sound.

"What fate can I see their madness"

The journey from Adit's house to Rena's funeral takes only 15 minutes. It was not far from Adit's house.

Upon arriving at the funeral, Reno searches for a parking space and parks her car in a safe place. Then the two went down together with Syafira.

"You coming in now?" Reno looked towards the sky-watching Syafira.

"Yes"

"Come"

Syafira and her two companions enter the cemetery and search for the whereabouts of Rena's tombstone. Adit says Rena's headstone is at the very corner, so Syafira heads to where Adit told her to go.

And sure enough, one of the Headstones reads the name Rena. Syafira then approached Rena's headstone and squatted nearby.

Syafira stared at the gravestone of her best friend. He felt very sorry because in the worst period of Rena, Syafira could not accompany him.

"Hi Ren's..It's me Syafira"

Reno and Farhan also crouched down next to Rena's gravestone. The two of them just looked at Syafira.

"Why do you keep everything to yourself, Ren, why don't you tell me you have cancer. I feel like Ren's worst friend. I'm sorry"

Syafira waited for him for a while before continuing his speech. Long enough he tao spoke he finally opened his voice again.

"I came here just to say sorry and thank you Ren. Although I was disappointed with you, but I forgive you Ren. I hope you'll calm down there."

Syafira glanced at Reno and Farhan. "You know not Ren, now I have many more friends. One of them is two people who are beside me. I think of them as my own brother. They've always been nice to me Ren. I am grateful to have met them"

Reno and Farhan are touched to hear the words of Syafira. Reno stroked Syafira's shoulder, she loved him very much. Don't get me wrong, Reno and all his friends love Syafira as much as they love their own sister.

"I wish you could be happy there Ren, I'll always pray for you from here. You're my only friend Ren"

Syafira wiped away a single tear that had fallen from her eye. He didn't want Reno and Farhan to see him cry.

"Beautiful neng, now we start praying yuk. I'm sure he's waiting for a prayer from you right now"

"Yes"

Syafira began to pray led by Reno, in each of her prayers Syafira always mentioned the name Rena in her heart.

After finishing praying for Rena, Syafira touched Rena's headstone. Then he said goodbye home.

"Ren, I'm going home first. When will I be here again, I have to rest a lot. After I lost my first fetus, I finally got pregnant again Ren. Rena's Drug"

Syafira returns with Reno and Farhan

(Flasback off)

"So that's the story" Syafira said.

"How are you feeling now? Was it relieved when it was on pilgrimage to Rena's tomb"

Syafira nodded, hiding her head between Keenan's armpits. Syafira really likes the smell. Whether it was fragrant or smelly but Syafira really liked it.

Keenan giggled amusedly when he saw Syafira smelling the scent of her armpits. His wife is so unique. Had he not been lying down and injured like this he would have pounced on Syafira right now.

In between their activities the two Syafira remembered that Keenan had not taken medicine. He straightened his body and looked at Keenan. Keenan who was stared at like that frowned his forehead.

"What's wrong?"

"Mas hasn't taken any medicine. Let's take some medicine first"

"Yes, it's been"

"That's yesterday, it's different now"

If it's like this, Keenan can't do anything but obey. He took his medicine and put it in his mouth and drank water so that the medicine went down into his stomach.

"It is already"

"Who's husband is really nervous, I like it if Mas nurut kek gini"

"Gemilly? What language is that?"

"Baby language"

"You're great, besides body language, Indonesian, English, and Korean, you can also speak baby"

Syafira chuckled small. Then came Mela and Mahendra came.

"Does Papa and Mama bother you?" Mela closed the door and walked over to Keenan.

"No, Mom never bothered us. Precisely we are very happy if mom is equally papa here"

Mahendra smiled, then he hinted Mela to take Syafira out. Because there was something he wanted to say to Keenan.

Mela nodded in understanding, then Mela smiled at Mela. "Darling mom to the hospital canteen yuk, mom hasn't had lunch yet. We had lunch together"

"Yes Ma"

"I want to accompany my mom first"

"Yes dear"

After the two women left, Mahendra looked at Keenan. "What's pa?"

Mahendra gives a picture of Zayn and his two friends. In the picture they are not well. Evidently from their bodies are so thin that the bones of the bones look prominent.

"Why are they pa?"

"They've been positive drug users, and they're already in the addiction stage. And that's the result because they used that illicit stuff. They tormented themselves when they could no longer suck it. They rampage inside the prison until the police have to separate the three of them"

"I'm confused what to react to, should we be grateful"

"Don't be grateful to be istighfar. Remember Keenan, God does not like to see his servant happy above the suffering of others"

"Papa knows their mistake is huge, but that doesn't mean we have to pay it back. Papa came to the police station and threatened to scare them. But papa's intentions are good, papa wants them to regret his actions. Papa was very concerned about their attitude. Children of their age should be in school, not in prison"

Keenan fell silent, he felt stupefied by Mahendra's words. Mahendra patted Keenan on the shoulder slowly. "Papa just wants you to be able to forgive them, that's all"

"Yes Pa"

Never hold grudges against those who have done evil to us, instead you must do good to them. Sooner or later their hearts will melt with our kindness.

Recall

The fire will not be extinguished if we douse it with gas oil

Instead the fire will be extinguished if we flush it with water.